stiles in new york

one bed

I mean this guy is tall, handsome, muscular, smart, sarcastic he's all that I want and I can't even get that

We arrive at his place, it's freezing in here and I guess he noticed cause he threw a sweater at me

I hesitated but I put it on and I was flushed with the smell of his colonge

His smell made me smile, I walked over to the couch as it was already late in the evening

"your not sleeping on the couch"

"well I don't suppose you have another bed"

"no I don't but your sick, take my bed"

"no I'm fine with the couch I'm the guest"

"I don't agree go upstairs I put some clothes ready for you to sleep in"

"you sure"

"yeah it's fine, I don't care I have big bed I won't even notice your tiny body being there"

I froze, he meant we were going to be sleeping together!!!! As in us two one bed one room

I blushed hardcore, but I moved up the stairs hoping he hadn't seen my face basically turning into a tomatoe

I walk into his room and I see some joggings and a huge sweater, how will this ever fit me

I put it on and I feel like I'm wearing nothing, it's so big

I walk back downstairs to grab some water

"I'm sorry I didn't have anything smaller"

"don't worry it's comfy"

"Great what do you want to eat?"

Shit, eating

"oh uhm nothing I'm not hungry I'll just grab some water and head to bed"

"sure stiles, when's the last time you have eaten you look like a stick"

Fack, fack

"oh this afternoon but I guess the nogitsune really made me a stick"

I fake laugh but I think he noticed

"oh oke, good night"

"good night"

I walk upstairs to the bedroom I was going to be spending the night with Derek!!!!

I still can't believe it he and me, us, one bed, I can't even imagine it

I lay down and close my eye hoping I would fall asleep before he came up...

Well I guess that wasn't really successful, because the minute I thought that in my head I heard footsteps

I hear him walking into the room as if I'm already asleep, I feel the bed moving and his warm body entering it

This must be a dream!!

After what feels like an infinite amount of time I finally fall asleep

When I opend my eyes again I couldn't believe what I saw

I'm standing in front of Allison, she has a sword in her stomach but she is still standing

"you did this to me"

"no, no, no, I didn't... No"

"you pushed a sword through my stomach, you didn't even shed a tear"

"yes I did i cried for days on end, I still do"

"LIAR, YOU Wanted the power void gave YOU, YOU NEVER WANTED TO SAVE ME OR Yourself"

"no that's not treu, I loved you like a sister"

"loved, you never loved me but stiles did, and you killed him the moment you killed me!"

"stop!"

"why, or are you going to kill me again"

"Allison please you're like a sister to me"

"a sister? YOU KILLED ME!"

I woke up and I was shaking and sweating and breathing heavy

I tried to be as quit as possible but I could feel the panic attack coming

With all the power I had left I stoud up and walked up to the bathroom

But I didn't make it, before I could make it out af the bathroom I got dizzy from not breathing

I fell down on the ground and I crumbled up in a ball and moved into the corner of the room

I couldn't breath, see or even hear properly but I could feel, I could feel two hands touching my shoulder

I could smell, I was overwhelmed by the good smell of his colonge

I tried to blink to see better but everything I blinked another set of tears formed in my eyes

While it was impossible for me to breath I noticed I got more and more dizzy to the point were I couldn't keep my eyes open

And just like that I was in a peaceful state of mind