𝗕𝗢𝗧𝗧𝗢𝗠 𝗕𝗜𝗧𝗖𝗛 [ msby black jackals ]

𝗽𝗿𝗶v𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗮𝗳𝗳𝗮𝗶𝗿𝘀 [ 10 ]

Your dark haired friend pulled Sakusa's wallet out of her back pack silently and slid it in front of you on the polished table. "You should give it to him when you can. By the way, I know what happened." She murmured, as a group of students passed your table.

"Sorry—"

"No, never mind that. I'll talk about that in a bit." She ceased as if she kept more words in her mouth, so she took a seat across from you after you shoved his thick square wallet into your bag.

Kana's eyes scanned around the quiet surroundings for any nosey people before starting again. "Did you know Shiori cheated on her boyfriend with some girl?" For a second Kana appeared so different, her tone and the look in her eyes were so determined.

"How'd you find that out?"

"I hear people from grade school talk about her. I haven't heard of her so long," she pointed out, her eyes darting up like she was imagining and trying to recall old memories. "Do you know what that means?"

You were about to speak before she left you with no time to respond back.

"She's into girls! That bitch fucking likes girls." The cuss filled mouth girl whispered loudly, finding how relevant it was right now.

"What does that mean then?"

"I have a chance with her." Her eyes reflected love sickness, you could picture small hearts in them.

"Um, I don't know..." you mumbled with a sense of alertness towards your friend. Shiori had to be forgotten.

Kana didn't have to blame herself for the three of you splitting, Shiori separating from the two of you, but she couldn't help it. Shiori wasn't an ideal friend from that day on, only displaying manipulation and toxicity.

Your friend didn't seem to catch your low words as she ceased her attention back to your situation. "But anyways, about earlier..." She trailed off, searching for something in your face for a reaction, that'll make you break through, but you were steady.

She finally continued her sentence in a monotone voice, "You brought Sakusa to our room."

"I didn't mean to— he sort of just came inside." You lied.

"Hm, really?" She favourably found an opportunity to say with emphasis on her play on words, "he came inside?" Her mouth creeped into a fine line, containing her smile at her joke.

"God, Kana." Embarrassed at what came out of her blabby mouth, you shielded a hand to your face.

Slowly, the building was filled with more students, that entered rented study rooms with other students, you didn't have to talk too quietly with the mix of conversations around you.

"But seriously, what do you mean he just came inside? He just entered without saying anything or what?" She cleared her throat.

"I let him in," contradicting what you said earlier, resulting in a confused look on the blue-eyed girl. "He asked to and I let him come in."

"Okay, and then what?" She leaned forward, not seeming to be able to stay in one position for long, her legs stretching long underneath the table lightly nudging you.

I had sex with him.

You couldn't bring yourself to even say it, but no one was forcing you to tell anything to anyone. That was going to be the last time, a one timer. No one had to know.

Your awkward face winced so unnoticeably, but with a flushed face that burned in embarrassment. Although, what were you going to say now? You calculated at a list of excuses in your head.

Nothing came to mind and you sighed. You messed up, you said the only thing you had left to say that was half the truth.

"Then we made out."

"You and Sakusa? Not what I would expect, just saying." Her wide eyes piqued up in astonishment.

"I know, but let's not talk about that anymore." You suggested painfully with your face still warm to the touch. You had totally forgotten why you were at the library and immediately brought yourself occupied with it.

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"Here, you left this," you held out the leather wallet in front of him. You eyed as he grabbed it with his large hand before tucking into the back pocket of his pants.

"Oh. Thanks. Also, why weren't you at practice earlier?" He questioned without even slight expression. You stood at the doorway of his dorm room, for the purpose of returning this wallet. It was about thirty after six and again you were in face with Sakusa again.

In his wallet, you were certain had plenty more condoms prepared. You started to wonder how many girls he had sex with.

"I had to do something important."

"Or were you just nervous?" His face was complacent and displayed a look of smugness, the right amount of it.

Your plan was to return the wallet, then leave, but Sakusa dismissed at it. You could hear the faint sound of the shower running from his room, must be one of them.

"N—No. Um, I have to go now." You bit the inside of your cheek a little too hard as you turned on your heel to leave.

He reached for your arm, his grip firm as he lightly pulled you closer to him so his mouth was centimetres away from your ear and whispered, "Keep your vibrator down there. So you can feel good even when I can't physically please you myself."

His hot breath tinged your ears in the most sensual way, he could've heard your breathing pattern change. His other hand revealed the small remote in his large palm, you hadn't seen in the longest time, causing you to gasp softly.

"I like it this way. Everything between the two of us stays our little secret." Everything had always already been a secret to keep, so this wasn't anything new. Except for maybe the rest of the boys.

The corner of mouth curled, hiding the small device in his pocket again. With that, he released the clasp he had on your arm. "Our secret, okay?" He lowly mumbled.

You let your hair fall forward to frame your face with the light bow of your head. "Yeah." His sharp features made him look all the more intimidating.

"Alright, see you tomorrow Y/N." His final words rang in your ears for a second before he closed the door. Your legs scurried you back to your room, trying not to speed walk or jog. There were so many hints they wanted to get close to you, yet you were still unsure of what they wanted to do with you.

Did they just want the idea of sex?

Or did they want you?