My secret, his love, her heartache...

Chapter 32: Goodbye

Aya's P.O.V

My eyes peeled open, i heard my phone ring, "35 missed calls, 26 new messages" i murmured to myself, i got up and closed my bag, i bumped my foot with closet by mistake "OUCH!!" I groaned, i heard a knock on the door "aya? Are you there? Open the door please!" Niall begged yet asked. I totally ignored everything, i got my backpack and opened the window, i threw the bag and got my other stuff, i put my phone in my back pocket including my earphones "the charger's in the bag!" I whispered to myself trying to remember if i have everything, i made a last check incase i forgot anything, i gave the room a last nod, as a tear streamed down my face. I made my way out of the window, i heard niall play the guitar,'they don't know about us' i heard liam sing, and then joined ed Sheeran along with niall "goodbye" i whispered tears now streaming. I made my jump and fell straight on my feet, safely.

I went to my car, and looked for the car keys "CRAP! I forgot them!" I said to myself, i went back, climbed the tree, and made my way to the room, i looked for the car keys, no where to find. I looked everywhere, i think i spot them, they're in the mini fridge! I laughed to myself, as i heard niall's solo, i smiled to myself, trying to hold the tears, i failed. "AYA COME OUT PLEASE!" I heard louis shout, i went and stood on the window's edge, "I'M NOT WORTH IT REMEMBER?!" I shouted as i jumped on the tree and slid down.

I ran to the car and opened it, i threw my backpack and sat on the driver's seat, i turned on the engine and took off!! It was 6 pm, i slept at 4 am last night, i put the radio on, i heard niall talk through his phone "what's your problem?" The host asked "She's gorgeous, i love her but she doesn't many people love her, but i'm crazy about her" "stay tuned if you wanna hear the full story of niall horan!" The host said. I turned the radio off, and went to starbucks. "Is this seat taken?" I heard an accent say, i lookedh up to see my very good friend Tara! I got up and hugged her, she looked at me with confused eyes, "what's wrong?" She asked wiping away my tears, she pulled me in for a hug, i hugged her even tighter, "you don't understand tara!" I sobbed, she hugged even tighter "everything'll be alright" she spoke into my hair, rubbing circles on my back. We paid the bill and took off in my car.

We arrived home, "make yourself at home!" She smiled to me. "Where's the bathroom?" I asked, "to your left, you go straight and then right" she instructed from the kitchen, i tried remembering her instructions and yes! I'm smart, actually i just guessed X"D i laughed to myself. I ran to the bathroom, and looked in the mirror "he likes another girl" i said putting my hands on the sink. "I'm ugly" i raised my shirt and held my curves "gross!" I moaned, i only had side curves, usually people say a girl without curves worths nothing, but they should've heard the boy's chat about me. I washed the dry and fresh tears off my face and went out.

I heard my phone ring, i rushed to it, it might be monnie, or any of the girls, 'unknown contact' i answered, "hello?" "Hey aya right?" I heard a canadian accent say. "Yes?" "This is jared, your brother?" He said. My heart dropped "i thought you were in canada, my friend gave me the address couldn't find you" he told me "where were you?" I was able to say "on tour" he told me "YOUR YOUNG SISTER IS OUT THERE IN THIS VERY DANGEROUS WORLD AND YOU'RE OUT THERE TOURING? JOSH IS WAY YOUNGER THAN YOU AND HE STILL TAKES CARE OF ME JARED! WHERE DID YOU GET MY PHONE NUMBER? WHERE DID YOU GET MY FRIEND'S NUMBER THE LAST TIME YOU TOLD US TO GO TO CANADA? SCREW YOU!" I shouted straight. Tara came running, "what's wrong?" She mouthed "it's jared" i told her, she

took the phone from me and started talking to him "CALL THIS PHONE NUMBER ONE MORE TIME JARED AND YOU'EE FREAKIN DEAD! I'M NOT IN THE MOOD TO FIGHT WITH CUNTS LIKE YOU! I'M NOT IN THE MOOD TO HEAR YOUR VOICE NOR SEEING YOUR SISTER CRY! WHERE WERE YOU WHEN SHE NEEDED YOU? NIW JOSH IS HAVING HIS OWN LIFE! DON'T TELL ME YOU WERE BUSY TOURING! JOSH USED TO FLY TO WHERE EVER THE HELL SHE IS WITHOUT HAVING THE MANAGEMENT NOW! DON'T GO WONDERING HOW I KNOW! AYA TRUSTED ME AND SHE STILL DOES! THE LEAST YOU COULD'VE DONE'S TEXT HER OR CALL HER! NOT DAILY AT LEAST ON BIRTHDAYS! She had suffered in the past few months & you don't have to know why jared" "but---" he muttered "the user you're trying to reach is currently nowhere to find due to overloaded crap!" She murmured hanging up.

Let me tell you about my brother

He's 41 years old, he's from another dad, has the canadian nationality, and is now one of the greatest celebrities on earth, jared leto from thirty seconds to mars, he used to treat me like a princess but it all changed when he, his cousin Shannon and their friend tommo found each other and made up a band.... A rock band

Tara pulled me in for a hug, a warm hug, it didn't feel good, right now all i want is a Horan Hug. "Let's go sleep" she told me, i nodded smiling.

"Goodnight" i told her "goodnight" she replied turning the light off.

~.~

I was walking in the park with Niall, i spotted someone, jared and john! They were fighting, john was holding a gun, he aimed it at jared, niall aimed at john and jared aimed at niall, things were going crazy, "LEAVE US ALONE! FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!" They all aimed the guns at me, i heard the bullet shoot, i wasn't shot but josh was. I ran to him, he saved me. Three bullets at once! I screamed his name and hugged him really tight! Blood stained everywhere on my shirt, i didn't care, all i wanted was josh coming back to life, i heard three bullets shoot once again, i looked at the ground they were all laying dead, but niall wasn't jared got shot twice and john once, niall didn't get shot at all! But he sure got caught "WE WEREN'T TALKING ABOUT YOU! I SWEAR! WE WERE TALKING ABOUT SARAH! THE STALKER!" He shouted as the cops dragged him away "I LOVE YOU!" He shouted as they pushed him into the car. I turned to see jared and josh, i heard something explode i looked back to see the cop's car i ran to it, niall was laying there dead.

I HOPPED OUT OF MY DREAM! RUBBING MY TEMPLES, i ran into the kitchen to get some water "it's just a dream aya calm down!" Tara assured. "It's just a dream" she said rubbing my back, i drank the water as it got spilt on my shirt. "Sorry" i murmured she smiled at me, i heard my phone ring, i ran into the living room. I answered the phone call just to hear ed saying "We weren't talking about you i swear!"

Author's Note: enjoying it? Anyway i'm gonna start working on a new fanfic but i need your help. Should it be about a girl getting kidnapped by louis? Or a girl that joins the band One Direction and starts receiving hate? HELP PLEASE!!

-Aya