Attack on Titan x Oc

01

Tw: Suicide mentions!, Suicide!, death

All sounds were distant to me as I walked home from school I didn't pay much mind to anything I didn't really care about life anymore I felt empty, so empty I wasn't fearful of anything anymore. Nature called my name I think of what life would be like as a bird. I wouldn't have a care in the would I could just hang out. But instead I have to live like this and go through everyday wanting to hang myself.

"lane!" "Del-" "Laney!" "DELANEY" I heard someone call, who could it be? I have no friends at this school. I'd rather just keep walking and ignore it. "DELANEY DELANEY DELANEYYYYY" I heard once again. I glance in the direction of an average height boy calling my name with a group of people laughing viciously "Your kinda cute why dont you come over here so I can show you around hm?" He teased. I rolled my eyes and kept walking

My classmate. Juan. He ran up behind me and grabbed my should forcing me around to look at him "I should take u to homecoming I'd be doing charity's work and you'd get a hot guy to go out with. Deal?" He smiled at me with that disgustingly lust engraved smile "No thanks I'll pass" I said turning my back to him and he forced me around once again grabbing my shoulder and digging his nails into it. I stared up at him unfazed "Listen to me bitch. You WILL go with me. Understand?" I blinked at him before prying his arm off and walking away

"Not if I kill myself first" I whispered to myself. As I walked home I ran my shower as hot as it could go before locking the door and stepping in, I put the stopper in the bottom of the tub letting it fill up before sitting down in the bottom of my shower. I let my muscles relax and before I knew it I was under the water letting it wash away my problems and take away my thoughts 1 Mississippi 2 Mississippi. I loved water alot it was one of the only things that made me happy. Besides my dog Gwen she was the best I dont want to leave her but I'd feel to bad to take her with me it would be selfish

My lungs started cramping from how long I'd been holding my breath 234 Mississippi 235 Mississippi. I wonder what happens after this, I'll never get to eat again and that's one of my favorite things sleeping and swimming are my other 2 hobbies but as you can see I'm doing both right now technically. I feel vibrations. Someone's banging on the door. It's mom. I gasp before realizing I'm still under and immideatly regret it water fills my lungs and burns my nose as a throw myself around to sit up

The door bursts open and my mom runs in and grabs me out of the tub, too much water has entered my lungs "DUMB BITCH YOU CANT DIE YOU HAVEN'T DONE YOUR CHORES" she screams at me but I can't hear her that good. My eyes are going blurry as she shakes me back and forth until my head finally rolls to the side, my eyes open wide in shock. Dead. Blood starts leaking from my nose after my last breath, Gwen runs into the bathroom licking my wet face and whines when she sees me so still she probably knows poor girl I'm sorry my baby

Mom looks at me with dread in her eyes "fuck you selfish bitch." Are her last words before she turns off the light and closes back the rest of the door letting me forever rest with my amazing and beautiful fur baby next to my lifeless body