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Aliyah pov

After Adrian told the guys to drop us home I was a little excited after it was Jay dropping me home

Hopping in his Benz I waited till he came into the car impatiently

Yes mi know mi delusional me and jay could Neva deh cause him put him baby mada over every woman him deh with

Wen he got in the car he gave me a smile and said "wats up"

I smiled and said nothing

The conversation flowed on we played music and song together

I was smiling like a giddy teenager until his phone rang and it announced that it was his baby mother

The smile disappeared from my face instantly

He answered and said "yow"

"Bebe were are you"she said in an flirty tone

"Deh pan mi way a drop off a fren a wah?"he answered

A fren?suh him see mi wow I look up to see were Turing into the scheme I lived in thank god

Looking out the window I tried my best to block out their conversation

"Mi horny " she said like shi nuh memba seh him have some body inna e car

He took the phone off the Bluetooth and the said "mi soon come man jus a little trouble came up and mi did affi drop r off"

Look how I thought that he actually wanted to drop me off mi shame

"A aliyah " said and I turned to look at him then back at the window

He hissed "wah mi want Aliyah fah bad man shi a mi ghee wah deh pan r weh yo nuh have b-"he was cut off by me

"Let me out"i mumbled loud enough for him to hear

"Mi soon call yo back wia go my house suh pack yo bag" he said before putting down back his phone

"Wi pas mi house two houses from this yo can let mi off yasso tho "I said you could hear that my voice was broken

He reverse to my house I took up my heels and look at him with glossy eye and gave him a faint  smile and mumbled thanks

"You ok "he ask I almost laughed but my face had tight fake smile with tears running down my face

Yh I said opening the door and and hopping out of his car I walked to the my front door and opened it

Walking in side and whipe my tear wats wrong with me why mia cry over a nigga that's not even mine

Hopping in the shower I took a shower while thinking

Mi jus ago lowe him alone cause it obvious him nuh want mi suh ago jus trat  him like how I treat every other nigga

Hearing my phone ping I looked at it, it was the girls letting everyone know they were home

But I was in no mood to reply I plug my phone in the went to bed it took a while to fall asleep but I did after a few minutes

1 WEEK LATER

Keneka started work Monday I'm so happy for her and kianna is going to visit her dad for two months in Canada

She's leaving for the air port tomorrow ago miss mi baby

Today was keneka day off Saturday so we're helping her pack

This girl a behave like shi nah com back to the amount off success she have packed

"Mek wi go kfc cause mi ago miss dat" kianna said in a sad voice she wanted to go visit her father but she also didn't want to leave us

After kfc we chill at her hous a little then we made our way home leneka was the one driving me cause my car is being re modelled I'm planning to sell it and buy a Audi

I told her thank and got out wen I got inside I flung myself down on the couch

And hears what you all want to know yes I've kept my word

I ignore treat jay like I would do any man

The morning he dropped me home he text me yo ask if I was ok

I simply replied with a yes and the went on with my day

Tuesday he called me and I said I was business I'll call him back but I didn't

Yesterday all of us went to a brush spot normally wen we all go out I would try to make conversation

With him but not this time and he realised he asked if I was ok but I say yes the continue to ignore him

At the end of brush he offer to bring he home but I said I'd jus go with keneka

The girls Knew something was up but they didn't push it

I sat up in the couch when I heard my phone rang I took it from my purse

To it was HIM I answered

"Mia do something right so-"i was cut off by him sating

"Aliyah nuh bada wid e fuckry mi know yo nah do nothing y yah ignor mi"

"Who said I was ignoring you if I was I wouldn't be talking to you now "

He hissed "one time yo Dan glad fi chat to mi nuh yah try yo best nuffi seh nothing to mi " I could hear thr frustration in his voice

"Nope I still talk to you I'm doing something suh mi soon call yo back "

I hang up before he could say anything

I was starting to feel bad cause I actually like him but I'm only a FRIEND to him so their no point

I got up and walked to to the bed roombto change into something more comfortable

Turn on the TV and watch my show I was falling asleep wen I heard a the door bell and the door being knock at the same time

Kmt why people stay suh cho man as mi ready fi go sleep

I opened the door rubbing my eyes I was so shocked wen I saw him

"I dis yo did a do mek yo hang up"he ask

"Umm y-no mi-no mi done dweet "I finally got the words out

"And yo Neva call me back "he ask Stepping closer and closer to me while I stepped back

"Mi Neva memba" I said in a low voice

He held me by my neck pulling me closer to him

"Why yah ignore mi lia"he ask with his head in my neck

I hissed "let mi go jaydon and gwan to yo oman shi horny "I said removing his had from around my neck

He chuckled like somee thing was funny
"Suh that's wats this about "

I hissed and walked off back to the room so I could sleep pulling the cover over my head

I felt wen he came on the bed and I move to get up but he held me by my waist to hold me down

Let mi go was I said

"Gwan go sleep " was all he said

I tried getting up but failed he turned me so I could face him

He kiss my fore head and said" why yah act so "

And I started to cry all the emotions I was holding from that night

He pulled me closer and robbed my back

"Mi know mi hurt yo by wah mi seh but mi Neva mean it and yo know dat mi did jus affi seh something to calm r and wi nuh deh wi jus fuck mi try call yo fi explain but yo tell mi tell mi sorry ok bebe

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The pressure is getting worse





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