My Heaven's Flower || 📔 (Names Under Editing)

Part 30

Hezlin's POV

" Ahmad. "

My heart skipped a beat after hearing that name from Appa's mouth and I looked at him with a shocked look on my face while I said " Appa! "

He blinked his eyes reassuringly and said
" yes my child... Molana himself requested me to think of him as an option but I don't think so he's an option I agree to him if he himself wanted this I just want you to also think about this. "

I felt tears in my eyes when I tried to think about another man with me except Jungkook while I was still waiting for him then I gulped down my saliva and looked up at Appa then I hesitantly said " A... Appa... it's just... one year... miracles happens Appa. "

He looked at me with a pained smile on his face and said " Hezlin... Hezlin please my precious daughter try to understand if he was meant for you then why all those things happened at first place, you always says you trust Allah's plans then my child Ahmad is Allah's plan for you... I'm giving you time to think just make yourself easy and think about him he's best than Jungkook instead Jungkook can't compete him he'll give you the real love halal love my child... the love you have been yearning for a long time is what you'll have with him after nikkah and Allah will be happy from you when you'll love what Allah chooses for you. "

I closed my eyes as tears fell from my eyes then I nodded my head because I don't want Appa to think something wrong about me or my feelings so I decided to agree with his statement and then he caressed my head while he placed a kiss on my head and said " I hope you won't let me down my child. "

I immediately looked up at his face with teary eyes and said " please don't talk like this Appa I can't even think about to let you down... please don't think something wrong Appa please. "

I saw a tear fell from his eyes and he said
" then please... forget him Hezlin... please take him out of your life, your mind and accept this proposal. " I felt a sting pain in my heart because I was struggling with my thoughts and Appa's tears were making me weak and feel guilty then I closed my eyes and took a deep breath
" o... okay Appa... I'll do what you say. "

Just then he pulled me in a warm hug and caressed my head while I silently cried as I grabbed his shirt in my fists but I didn't let out any whimper come out my mouth and closed my eyes while Jungkook's vision came Infront of my eyes and his words echoed through my ears

You are my living heaven

I love you Hezlin

I shut my eyes tightly and let my tears run down through my eyes as I pulled away from Appa and wiped my tears he kissed my temple and said " I'm proud of you my precious daughter... may Allah calm your heart and give you all the happiness from this relationship. "

I didn't speak anything in return and then Eomma came on the spot and asked Appa
" what happened Mehmat? what are you talking about? " I got up from my seat and said " Appa... i need to offer my Salah... I'm going in my room. "

He hummed in response and I left from there while I heard him telling Eomma
" Molana asked for Hezlin's hand for Ahmad. " and Eomma replied in a happy voice " that's great news... we were worried for her marriage and look, Allah helped us in a most unexpected way. "

I closed the door behind me and leaned my back with the door while I looked up at the ceiling and tears streamed down from the corner of my eyes and Jungkook's words were continuously echoing through my ears.