My Heaven's Flower || 📔 (Names Under Editing)

Part 47

" That... I can raise him as my son. "

Abdullah was silently staring at her face then he decided not to stop her from doing anything because as she said Allah wanted Jimin to learn all of this and he make a way for him towards Hezlin and if he asked her to stop doing this then it will break her heart and she'll again started to feel lack in her life so he decided to remain silent and then he pulled her near him and said

" okay baby... Do whatever you want but make sure if his parents didn't like this at some point or asked you to stop this then please don't mind them Insha'Allah when he'll grow up he'll choose his path according to his own beliefs... May Allah guide all the lost souls and show them the right path hmm. "

Hezlin smiled while hugging him then she said " Ameen. "

Days passed like this Abdullah and Hezlin left Korea for their second Haj in all these years... Yes he took her to Umrah every year and they performed their first Haj too.

During their Haj travel Abdullah noticed Hezlin emerged herself fully into her Ibadah and her focus was totally on her Haj rituals. They both performed all the rituals of Haj and during their Umrah they both were sitting in front of the Kabba then he looked at Hezlin who was just silently staring at the Qibla and was lost in her thoughts and he knew what was going on in her mind because he saw her crying at various points during their Ibadah and Haj performance and she was praying for any miracle to happen she was in hope but she has stopped showing her yearning and just open her heart in front of Allah.

He looked at the Qibla then his eyes fell on the Hateem area and he saw people doing tawaf and waiting for their turn to enter in Hateem so they can offer their Nafal because offering prayers in Hateem hold equal amount of deeds as to offer nafal inside the Kabba.

He looked at Hezlin and said " Angel... If you wanna go back to hotel then let's go I'll take you take some rest. "

She shook her head and said " I'll sit here and recite Quran... Why are you asking huh? " he looked towards the Hateem area and said " I wanna offer nafal in Hateem... I'm going there and maybe it takes me sometime because there's a long line of people waiting for their turn. "

She hummed in response and said " then go... I'll sit here and wait for you don't worry about me. " He looked back at her and patted her cheeks then he said " okay then I'll go hmm. " she nodded her head then Abdullah walked towards the Hateem area and he started doing his Tawaf so he'll spend his waiting time while doing tawaf and then he'll offer his Nafal prayer.

Hezlin was lost in staring at him that what happened to him suddenly that he got desperate to offer nafal while a moment ago they offered their Salah and nawafil then she shrugged her shoulders and started reciting the Quran.

After a little long time Abdullah got the chance to enter in the Hateem area then he stood on the prayer mat and started his Nafal prayer while saying "AllahuAkbar. "

His heart was beating so fast while offering Nafal prayer as he was feeling he was standing in front of Allah's greatest Throne and he came here to ask him to bless him from his Treasures of Mercy.

As he bow down in prostration he closed his eyes and tears started to form in his eyes while his lips trembled then he said

" oh Allah... Oh my beloved Allah, the most merciful, the greatest forgiver, the king of the greatest Throne, the creator of all of the worlds, the best planner, there's no God but you Allah... The only one Worthy of worship... I'm a sinner, I'm a mere sinner and have no right to question your decisions... I accept your all decisions wholeheartedly but still I'm a human a sinner idol... Please forgive me ya Allah for my attempt. "