Lost in Reverie [FxF]

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I let out a laugh, manic and devoid of humor. "Not what I think? How dumb do you think I am, Nario?" Maybe i was sincw- "The signs were there. You were never available outside of work, and I was too blind to see it. I fell for you, and all this time, you had a family?!"

"Jules, calm down."

"Calm down!?" My voice rose again, filled with the raw edge of my pain "You lied to me, used me, and now you expect me to calm down? Starting tomorrow, don't speak to me ever again, Nario."

The argument reignited, a volatile mix of accusations and denials. I wanted to break up, to sever the ties that had brought me nothing but heartache. But he refused, his reasons now clear as day.

I was nothing more than a side chick, a booty call.

The realization cut deep, the betrayal stinging more than I could bear.

I reached for the door handle, desperate to escape, but he grabbed my arm, his grip firm. "Jules, don't be ridiculous!"

I struggled against him, my movements frantic and fueled by desperation "Let me go, Nario! I'm done! I can't do this anymore!"

His hold tightened, and for a moment, I thought I wouldn't be able to break free. But adrenaline surged through me, giving me the strength I needed. I yanked my arm from his grasp, the force of my movement sending me tumbling out of the car.

I hit the pavement hard, pain radiating through my body, but I didn't stop. I scrambled to my feet and ran, the darkness of the night swallowing me whole. My sobs echoed in the empty streets, each one a testament to the heartbreak and devastation that now consumed me!

I woke with a start, my heart pounding in my chest. For a moment, I was back in that car with Nario, feeling the crushing weight of betrayal and despair. The darkness of the night, the pain of his grip, the gut-wrenching realization that I had been nothing more than a pawn in his selfish game - it all came rushing back with vivid clarity.

But slowly, as my eyes adjusted to the dim light of my room, the nightmare faded. I was no longer in Nario's car. I was here, in my small, mostly empty room, laying on my floor futon mattress. The familiar surroundings began to calm me. The peeling wallpaper, the faint smell of lavender from the old candle on the dresser, the hum of the refrigerator in the next room - all reminders that I was safe.

I turned my head and saw Adelin, my seven-year-old son, sleeping soundly beside me. He was spread out like a starfish, his little limbs splayed out in all directions. His old, cheap stuffed toys were scattered around him, and his favorite blanket, frayed and worn from years of use, was tucked under his chin.

A wave of relief washed over me. I watched his chest rise and fall with each peaceful breath, his face relaxed in innocent dreams. Gently, I brushed a strand of hair from his forehead and kissed his cheek, feeling the softness of his skin under my lips. He stirred slightly but didn't wake, a small smile playing on his lips.

I snuggled back down beside him, wrapping my arms around his small frame. The warmth of his body against mine grounded me, pulling me away from the remnants of the nightmare. Nario was no longer a part of our lives. That chapter was closed, and I had Adelin - my beautiful, sweet Adelin - to remind me of what truly mattered.

We had each other, and that was enough. I would find a better job, a way to provide for us, and we would build a happy life together. No more betrayals, no more pain. Just the two of us, facing the world together.

As I held him close, my heart began to slow its frantic pace. I took a deep breath, inhaling the scent of his shampoo mixed with the faint aroma of lavender from the candle. We were safe, and I was determined to keep it that way.

With one last glance at Adelin's serene face, I closed my eyes and let the warmth of his presence lull me back to sleep. For the first time in a long while, I felt a glimmer of hope. The nightmare was over, and our future was ours to shape. Together.

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Rought start already with the proloque but yeh!

Thoughts?? 👀

EDIT!: i had to Rewrite it....it was bugging me.....

-y0hmare