[OG] 𝗩𝗘𝗫𝟭𝗖. co-ed group

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ journey through hell (or heaven, you choose)

𝗦𝗨𝗠𝗠𝗔𝗥𝗬 ；different moments during sebastian's hiatus

𝗗𝗔𝗧𝗘 ；november 2021 - july 2022

𝗪𝗢𝗥𝗗 𝗖𝗢𝗨𝗡𝗧 ；6797 words

𝗧𝗥𝗜𝗚𝗚𝗘𝗥 𝗪𝗔𝗥𝗡𝗜𝗡𝗚 ；eating disorder, harming one self, implied/non explicit sexual content

𝗶. 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴

━━ today was going to be an awful day, sebastian was sure of it. he had overslept, which caused him to rush his carefully crafted morning routine. then, at practice, sebastian had gotten scolded almost immediately because he had messed up on a couple steps.

it's now way later in the day and sebastian was really starting feel the several hours of dancing in his bones. his arms and legs felt like water, simply moving just 'cause it has to. black dots were swimming in and out of his vision, sweat falling into sebastian's eyes and down his back.

when sebastian looked in the mirror, he saw that none of the others seemed as close to collapsing as he was. maybe all he needs is some water. water and maybe a bag of chips.

but the water first. the chips comes when he feels that he deserves it.

sebastian gently tapped william's arm. the younger turned to sebastian, humming in acknowledgment. "hey, i'm gonna go get water." sebastian said to him.

"can you get me my bottle too?" william asked.

"yeah, of course." sebastian nodded. he got up with a huff, stumbling a bit as his legs almost gave out on him.

as he walked across the room, the black dots becoming large orbs in his vision and the more steps he took the more his legs felt like pure jello. the vibrant voices around him were now dull and muted in his ears.

sebastian reached the corner the group kept their stuff in, leaning down to grab the two water bottles. just then, sebastian felt himself fall forward and everything went black.