He kissed me hard and then lifted me up while grabbing my ass and going to the bedroom, always kissing me with passion. He started fingering me with intense and impressive skills that he was making feel so comfortable, he throw me on the bed and got on top of me and started to kiss me with passion and enthusiasm
I wanted him to calm down, but I couldn't even speak because he put too much pressure on my lips while he was fingering me too much passionately and I didn't know if i was capable to handle that because it was too much for me. He was so needy, so was I, but I steal, holding my orgasm.
"Why are you holding yourself ?"
"What do you mean?"
"Don't play dumb girl with me."
"I'm not."
"Are you challenging me right now ?"
"Not at all." I say firmly
He chuckled, and then he started getting faster, deeper, and harder
And damn that's it, i can't hold it anymore
And moan of passion
"Finally, see, wasn't that hard, huh?" He said with a pervert face
"Do it again, but with name this time, baby girl."
" Jason." I moaned again
" That's right, baby girl, keep going. "
"Mmm.Slow down. It's too m-"
"Yes ? Too what? "
"Too much."
"You teased me too much. What would I not do the same?"
"Because it's a-."
Damn I can't even talk properly
"Yes? I'm listening. "
I moaned hard and louder than usually
He stopped and kissed me, then lifted me up and walked to the bathroom, took off my clothes , turned on the water for a bath, and we got inside the bath
"Why are you so cold with me?" He asked, confused.
"I don't know. I'm like this with everyone, and don't act like you are not like this with me too."
"I'm not."
"Are you sure that you love me?"
"Yes."
"You lying."
"I'm not."
"It's been only one week since we know each other. You can't say that. You don't even treat me like a person who should treat a person who he loves. "
"Linda, stop. I didn't have a good day. "
"Nobody loves me. "
I get up and take a towel and get out of the bathroom.
I really hate my life.
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Julio
Why did I do...
Maybe she was right.
Maybe I don't love her, and I just need some affection
I got out of the bathroom and dressed up
*phone ringing*
-Yes
- What's up, cousin
-cosa vuoi (what do you want?)
-Calmati ! Era solo per farti sapere che verrò domani (Calm down !It was just to let you know I'll be coming tomorrow )
- Per quello ? (Why)
-Perché ho un sacco di affari di cui occuparmi, quindi resterò a casa tua
(Because I have a lot of business to take care of, so I'll stay at your house )
-ok ci vediamo domani.(okay, see tomorrow ) I hang up
I sit on my bed and think if I should let her go after all she doesn't love, why would I keep someone on my side who doesn't love...
I get up and go to her room
"You can leave."
"What do you mean?" she asks, confused
"You can leave this house."
"Really ?"
"Yes."
"I drop you off."
"Now?"
I walk away, and I hear footsteps behind me
Till I reach the car
We got inside, and we didn't talk during the route
We arrived we looked at each other and we didn't say anything
"I didn't mean what I said in the bathtub."
"It's not what it looks like."
She got out of the car and didn't even look back
I started the car and went to the house and I hoped that i would never be going to see her again because next time she will stay with me forever in my world and this is a promise.
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Linda
Finally home
It feels good. I feel so free
I look at my fridge because im hungry, but nothing there. I sat on the sofa and thought about my life. Maybe I should take care of myself
I grab my laptop and book an appointment with a psychology
The next day, I went to this appointment she asked me to talk about my life, my feelings, my wishes, what I hate, or what would i do if I moved out of this city and I think what should I do know
I'm going to move out but really far from New York and get a new job
When I get to my house I search for a penthouse that I was about to pay with my money that parents give me and I find one really beautiful in california I contact the seller and he was okay for giving the penthouse
I lay down on my bed, and I started laughing and crying at the same time
The next day, I packed all my stuff and went to california in the truck and started unpacking all my stuff in the penthouse . It's such a beautiful house
A few hours hours later , I take my laptop to the living room and search for a restaurant where to work, but a good one this time and luxury one
I sent my candidacy to some famous restaurants and waited for 6 days
During these 6 days, I took care of myself. I bought some makeup, got my hair done , got my nails done, and bought more parfum
It was such a huge pleasure to change, and I was happy
The most expensive one accepted me. I have been working in this restaurant now for 4 months. Sometimes, I think about Julio, but not a lot, and I only have a wish right now. To never see him again in my life. Never again.
And I am making myself sure that promises will never break.
Because if it does.
Oh lord....I guess we will know when the time comes.
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Ty guys. Soooo, what do you think about this chapter !?
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