"That Fucking NDA" - Reneé Rapp x Billie Eilish

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- Billie's POV -

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"Billie, you two have literally been at each others necks for your whole life, just sign the fucking NDA." Odessa sighed, sitting back in the booth that we had gotten in the Olive Garden. Reneé nodded, gesturing to Odessa.

"Thank you!! Billie, it's just a form, one signature is all it will take. Just one. Then we can have each other the way that we've wanted literally like... all our lives." Reneé had always made things like this sound so promising, but I knew the truth about that contract, all it was would be me signing Reneé's ownership over me.

I shook my head, running a hand through my hair. "no, i'm not signing it." I shrugged, looking between Odessa and Reneé, Odessa smirked lightly, watching frustration fall over Reneé's face. Reneé had been trying to get me to do this for years now, I just wasn't ready for what she had coming for me with all of this, even Finneas knew that.

"She'll break eventually Nae, Just give it a little longer." I heard Odessa claim, this made me roll my eyes in the slightest bit, I wouldn't break, not as soon as she thought I would. Or at least, that's what I had thought... I had been fighting her about this for so long now, I really just wanted her now. But I couldn't sign my life away like that.

"I'm sure she will, or I guess I should say, I hope she will." Reneé sighed, I knew she was frustrated, but I was honestly just scared and i'm sure she could tell. I sighed also, looking towards Reneé. She was already looking back at me, her eyes gentle, I loved when she looked at me like that. It always made me feel like I was worth everything and more, I loved it. I loved her.

"Fuck." I mumbled, honestly not meaning to say it out loud, I just knew I'd have to sign soon or i'd lose my opportunity before I knew it.

My eyes widened as I felt Reneé's hand grip my thigh, squeezing tightly. "Watch that mouth, Baby." She glared at me, grinning as she noticed the blush fall over my cheeks. I hated when she got upset at me for cursing, it was normal. I huffed, slumping slightly in the booth.

Odessa smiled lightly at the two of us, giggling softly. "Come on Bil, You know Nae loves you so much, she just wants to keep you both safe." She explained, and I knew, I just... I didn't think I could do it, let alone take all the rules that came with it.

"Give her time, Dess.. She'll figure it out soon." I heard Reneé say, and it honestly made me wonder what it would truly be like if I signed that stupid NDA. I could have everything i'd always wanted, no, WE could have everything we'd always wanted.

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An hour or two had passed and we had all made our way back to Reneé's house. I was sprawled out on the leather couch, Odessa was sitting up with a glass of wine in her hand, occasionally lifting it to take a sip. Reneé was sitting with my head in her lap, playing with my hair with one hand and holding a glass of wine with the other.

They were drinking most of the night, but I opted to just stay sober, as I didn't want to deal with a hangover that would come the next day, plus I didn't fuck with wine, I hated it.

"So Billie, any recent hookups that Reneé doesn't know about?" Odessa grinned, she was really playing with fire here, but honestly, I wanted to play along with it. Reneé glanced down at me with a raised brow, waiting on my response. "I'd hope not." I heard her mumble, lightly tugging on a strand of my hair.