Dear vivian

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Category: angst
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Dear Vivian,

You don't know how much it hurts to write this but it has to be done, I am forever thankful of the safe space you brought me, you felt like home, you made me feel seen, heard and loved.

If I could choose you over him. I would, every single time. But I don't have a choice, Viv, I do not have a choice, you must understand at least that. I just need you to understand, I know this hurts you, and I want nothing more than to take that pain away.

I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, that this is what it has lead to, I never meant to fall in love with you, it just happened, I didn't even know until you walked away in the corridor and hit me straight in the face that I didn't want you to leave, it felt like my heart was breaking as I watched you walk away.

I know we could never be anything, but I wanted you to know I love you, I love you more than anything in the world, I love you so much that I have to let you go. I have to let us go. I'm sorry, Viv. You deserve more. You deserve more than me.

Love from
Siobhan

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