lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 67

"How exactly is he going to convince hyunjin hyung to tell us the truth perhaps? Or he is going to heal our broken bound...hell he is broken as well." I said shaking my head.
"Let's take one step at a time...let's see what he decides...if he leaves...it is done...if he chooses to stay with us...we will figure this out " seungmin hyung said.
I get him, I really get him but he is choosing the others' happiness over his once again...

Minho's pov

'I am not and I will never be someone who run in situations like this...when i care about someone...when I chose to love someone' I groaned hard remembering my words to seungmin the other day...why the hell did I say something like that? I feel like they are messing with my head...the boys...my mom...what was I even thinking?
"Where are you going?" I stopped myself from opening the car's door before I glanced back to see hyunjin standing behind me.
"Down town..."
"The sniper is still after you" he cut me off " clearly they are watching places that they know you visit from time to time...if you are going to your friends house or the cemetery don't " he added

I frowned before I clenched my jaw " so you were going to one of those..."
"Don't need your permission to visit my wife and daughter's graves hyunjin" i cut the taller off.
"And I am not stopping you hyung...you need to be careful...clearly that woman is after you to take revenge" hyunjin paused " I wonder how she managed to find out who you were...I am the leader of the council yet they hid it from me" he added.
"What a leader..."
"I was a mess at that time...I lost my mom and I found out that..." he cut me off but then he stopped.
"India's mission" I just said making his eyes widen." Your mom died in 2020, I killed deathshot in 2021...india's mission is the only thing you refuse to talk about...tell me hyunjin...your decision to leave to India...it was not random...you had years to think about it....didn't you?"I added.

"Hyung..."
"You are scared to talk about it with anyone...maybe the person you went undercover to take down is dangerous...i did some research there is a lot of potential mafia bosses there...but my guts...and I am never wrong tells me that there is more into this" I cut him off but he didn't say a word " did you find out something important after your mom's death hyunjin" I continued scanning me the taller.
"Enough hyung" he said taking a step toward me.
"Hyunjin is this about..."
"Don't " he yelled glaring at me but soon his expression softened " don't look into this anymore...we have a mission...we have to catch Kang heechul...focus on that " he added.

"Tell your boyfriends..."
"Since you are not one of them, you don't have a say in this...I will tell then if want to" hyunjin said running his hand across his hair." At the time being you can't leave alone or go to the cemetery and risk getting attacked again by that woman." He added.
"You mean my dear sister" felix said walking toward us.
"Do you always joke about serious things?" I asked glaring at him.
" I have a dark humor, what can I say?" The younger said glancing at hyunjin then me. " So I was thinking...since she is after you...what do you say about making her come to us?" He added.
"Are you suggesting that we use minho hyung as a bait?" Hyunjin asked.

"So what do you think hyung?" Felix asked ignoring hyunjin as he kept staring at me. " it is risky I know...but you will have me this time to protect you" he added.
"So you are going to shot her before she shot me" I said titling my head.
"Only a sniper could beat a sniper...let's see who is the most talented kid Shin namjoon had" felix said smirking " and I must say I am curious about this woman...i want to catch her and throw her behind bars as well." He added as his expression darkened all the sudden.
"I think it is good idea" I said nodding my head.
"We need to get the others' approval first" hyunjin said.

"It is minho hyung's decision and he agreed and now you are seeking for our approval...,"
"You are acting like I am the only one who is hiding things from them...flash news felix...you hid the identity of your father from them for years you cannot act like you are better then me now " hyunjin said cutting the shorter off.
"Well, I told them now...and I came clean...you might as well do that..."
"Guys, enough" I said stopping the two from arguing further...you know what makes this worse...I can see the pain in both their eyes when they fight...they hate this so much...but they are too stubborn...none of them is willing to back down...seriously they both have hard personalities how did they end up together?

"I am not against the plan hyung, but for your safety we need to discuss this with the team and make a well organised plan" hyunjin said looking at me.
"Fine" I replied. " Let's do it now " I added staring between the two.
"Now..."
"I am going to the cemetery whether you like it or not hyunjin, you have options...either you let me leave alone or we go inside and tell the team about our plan" I cut the taller off.
"I second the second option" felix said before he grabbed my hand and dragged me with him inside the house...neither jisung who was ignoring me or him said anything about the kiss I shared with both of them...but I still tense each time I see them...for sure I have feelings for hyunjin but the other two...I don't know...then why I am feeling nervous around them...perhaps I am losing my mind.

"Chan hyung, call the other for an urgent meeting" felix yelled as soon as he spot the oldest leaving his room.
"What happened?" He asked confused.
"Just get them i will tell you later" felix said as we made our way toward the meeting room.
"Could you let go of my hand now?" I asked as soon as we entered.
"Oh, right...sorry" he said letting go " so I heard you kissed jisung" he added tilting his head.
"You chose to talk about my kiss with jisung and you forgot about when you kissed me when you were drunk..."
"Believe me I would never forget kissing you, I am still thinking about it until now" felix cut me off before he glanced at my lips " addictive " he whispered.

Before i could answer him the boys entered the room one by one.
"So what happened?" Seungmin asked, i glanced at jeongin who was glaring at me for some reason...what now?
"So minho hyung and I decided to make a trap to catch  my dear sister...we will be using him as a bait to lure her" felix said pointing at me.
"Absolutely no" chan hyung said shaking his head.
"It is my decision hyung, I don't want to be worried each time I leave the house" normally I wouldn't have cared...I would have just let her kill me and get over with this...at least then I would join my family...but now...for some reason...a little part of me is willing to fight...to live...I glanced at hyunjin before I looked down.

I feel so weird, it doesn't feel like i am the one saying this...
"I am with chan hyung, it is too risky," changbin said crossing his arms above his chest.
"All of us will be there...but I promise you...I will get her " felix said, for some reason I trust the younger's words...
"But..."
"As I told hyunjin, I am leaving either way" I cut chan hyung off.
"Come on...let's get her" felix said clapping his hands...he is invested in catching her and it is obvious why...I hope that doesn't make him lose focus...no...as I said...I trust him.
"You are unbelievable, but you should wear a vest...and I will take some medical supplies and the poison antidote just in case " the oldest said.
"Sure " i hummed nodding my head.
"We will catch her and then we could pay your parents a visit hyung don't worry" felix said throwing his arm around changbin's neck...is this about the wedding? They are really doing it despite everything...damn...

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The story's pace is going to get fast from now on, and I wanted to say pay attention...😅🤣