Gabrielle I know you'll probably never read this. Despite how much you love watt pad and the books you read daily. Why would my story mean anything to you, but bare to say that you'll always have a peice of my soul, and I'll never stop loving you no matter how much time passes by you'll always be in my heart. That poem was for you, for a girl that has been through everything with me. We've cried together, yelled, fought and have been adoring lovers for over a year. You have no idea how much I miss you at the time of writing this, and yet I don't know if you'll ever read it. Despite all the relationship advice ...I'm desperate and I don't know if I can lie to my heart saying I'm fine.
You were my best, and I am so drunkenly in love with you. You gave me purpose, and a reason to fight to be a better person and to never give up, but now I think you want me to prove to you that I can continue being that person even when you push me away. So dammit I will. I'll be happily miserable, I'll hurt, I'll cry, and hit a wall and not know what to do, but I'll keep trucking on because you gave me purpose and now I have something to
I know in my heart you meant those words "I love you forever and always"
You'll always be in my heart though, and I'll always remember when you got those flowers and how you smiled. I love you too babe I'm sorry I never said that enough.
I just wish that I could of seen I was hurting you
