He is the badass's nerd.

Chapter six : painful memories (part 2)

But he will take me home?, i wonder if she even cares where i am .

"And where are we?" I ask hopping i'm far enough .

"Oh don't worry you are still in bradford"

Okay!.

"Here is my girlfriend , Eleanor. Ell, come here babe" he calls a sweet girl with tall brown hair and she comes at us.

"Hey, you alright?" she asks me with a warm smile

"Yes, i'm Sandra, nice to meet you"

"Nice to meet you too, S"

I smile at the nickname and Louis walks to a couch which some of their friends were sitting on and takes a seat next to a breathtaking black haired guy.

"Suite your self" Louis says causing the guy next to him to catch my eyes on him.

"Hey!" He says .

"Hi" i say tucking my hair behind my ear and looking away.

"I'm Zayn" he stands up in front of me .

"I'm Sandra"

"No, S" Louis's girlfriend's words cause the four of us to laugh .

"Want a drink?" Zayn asks.

"Oh, no thanks , i dont drink"

"Come on, just one" he pushes it.

"Fine" easily give in.

"That wasn't hard you know" he says and holds my hand guiding me to the kitchen i assumed.

It felt oddly uncomfortable holding his hand, so i pulled away.

"You okay?" He asks at my yet pointless action.

"Yeah"

"There you go" he says handing my a cup with a pink liquid inside .

"Thank you"

Why were you sleeping in the street anyway?" He asks leaning his elbow on the counter .

"Uhmm, .. I- i was running and... I .." It didn't took long for the tears to stream down my cheeks, my father is dead my mom is a slut and i am here drinking hell-knows shit and talking to a stranger .

"Oh my god, are you crying ?" He says and steps closer to me wrapping his arms around my shoulders , but i felt suffocated , once his hands touched me i push him and step away.

"What's wrong ?"

Any physical connection with this guy gets me strained and i can see it coming with any other guy.

"I'm so sorry , i really am " i say wiping my tears away.

"It's okay, come on, let's go back there"

I nod and follow him to where we left . They spent what seems like hours laughing and having fun but i. I couldn't get the pictures of last night out of my head, i could care less now about my slutty mother than how i my is being sliced for my father , he is gone , in one of the most terrible ways possible .

"Louis !"

"Yes , S."

"I don't wanna go home."

End of the Flashback..

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"And you just stayed there?, i mean how didn't your mother try to find you ?" I ask her .

She shifts in my arms to face the ceiling .

"She did, she called the police though , and when they found me , i told them every thing and why i have left. They told me they couldn't leave me live alone at the age of 15 so they sent me to my grandma , here this is her apartment and changed my school andhere i am"

"And your mom?"

"What about her?"

"Does she still contact you ?, wants you back?"

She takes a deep breath , and rub her forehead.

"She moved to London with him" she says.

What this girl has gone through is hard enough to make an iceberg melt in seconds, loosing her father and mother in one day is oddly painful let a lone the way it all happened .

"Are you okay ?." I ask her rubbing her cheeks with my hand.

She said that any physical contact with any guy gets her strained, so does her body chills with every touch of my hand ?, why is she laying right now in my arms letting out her painful memories to me in relief.

"Yeah, i guess. I mean i'm no longer the shy lovely girl i used to be , but i'm fine. This day has ruined my life, my mind , my personality even my needs and feelings , i've never got close to a guy never went on dates never liked being touched, hugged or kissed never even felt like doing these stuff, it's that feeling of disgust and the pictures of that night that jump into my mind if i'm sexually or emotionally touched.."

She pauses and looks at me clearly knowing what i am thinking , why doesn't this go on me?.

"Until you.." Her eyes staring into mine and her hand travels to my cheek and she rubs on the corner of my mouth with her thumb, my heart is racing and i only want her to carry on.

"I don't know how or why, all i know is that you are the first guy i couldn't stop thinking of, these are the only arms i found myself into, i felt like i've known you since forever.."

Her voice is barely above a whisper as her breath brushes my lips.

Every word she says goes through my heart like a bomb, my lungs running out of air, my mouth getting dry. I know what i need, i just want to hear more, because this is just how i feel about her in turn.

Her eyes not breaking the line with mine as her hand sneaks to my hair. Shit , i don't know how long i am going to be able to hold myself. I am frozen by her moves.

Seconds later i hear what releases the fire inside of me .

"Kiss me" she whispers .

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Sandra's POV

He removes his arm from under me head and shifting his weight on his both arms on each side of me so he is hovering over me, i want this, the fire in my stomach tell me, my dry mouth does, my raising and falling chest does, i want him.

The second he brings his lips to mine shiver goes through my whole body and my back arches up causing him to moan into my mouth, this is an indescribable feeling.

I wrap my both hands around his neck pulling him closer as our lips constantly brush in turn with our tongues.

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