Always My Thug

fiftyeight.

"Wasn't thinking it just saying."

We bought the food we needed and left out.

"How many girls have you slept with?" I asked as we were getting in the car.

"Noami." he said out of frustration.

"Tray."

"Are you really trying to do this right now?" he asked.

"If we're going to keep living in Louisiana, yeah I wanna do this."

"Okay, I've been fcken since I was 13." he said.

"And I've been fcken since I was 16, but that's not telling me how many girls you've sleep with." I stated.

"Noami, I don't know. All I know is that I'm only fcken one girl now and she's the first one I've ever made love to." he said grabbing my hand.

"Good." I said smiling.

"And how many people have you fcken?" he asked.

"Haha, two." I stated.

"Ugh, that b*tch of a Ryan." he said.

"Well, we were going through something at the time and you turnt me down on my birthday." I said.

"It was too soon Noami! And that didn't mean that you should've went out and fcked him anyway!" he yelled.

"Why the fck are you yelling?" I questioned.

"Because you're always playing the damn victim. And that time you were the one who started the problem and caused me not to have sex with you."

"Just because I didn't want a baby by a cheater at the time? That was you're motherfcken fault! I'm the one who caught you getting your d*ck suck by a b*tch you said you wasn't fcken with! And I was the one looking stupid! I held you down, the whole fcken time! But you were just thinking with your d*ck!" I yelled.

Soon as I said that, he pulled over the car and killed it.

"Two things we're not about to do while we're living here. One, you not about to bring up the past."

"You're the one who brought up my fcken unborn child!" I yelled.

"OUR! Is that in your fcken vocabulary? Obviously not because at the time it most surely wasn't." he said.

"What's two?" I asked.

"Two, we not about to let these n*ggas and b*tch's ruin us. Because you're the only girl I want for the rest of my life. And nobody's going to replace you, unless its our daughter." he said making me laugh.

"I don't want anyone else but you too." I said smiling.

"Good because anybody else will get fcked up." he said cranking back up the car and getting back on the road.

We went back to my mom's and handed her the food. She was cooking red beans, rice, and chicken. And for me, greens and cornbread!

"Spoiled ass baby." Tray stated as he came in my room were I was.

"Why I gotta be all that?" I questioned.

"Because that's what you are." he said laying down.

I wrapped my arms and legs around him and started kissing his face.

"I thought I was you're spoiled baby?" I whined.

"You are, and much much more." he said kissing me.

"You know, I was thinking since you worked hard on becoming a senior in college and taking care of your boys at the same time, I wanna do something for you." he said.