Broken, Bruised and Scared {COMPLETE}

Love Is A Lie, Hate Is A Truth

Well, either way, I hope she likes me. I don't want anyone hating me on this bus, the last thing I need is another bully. It's a good thing that Andy doesn't know about Kayla, or else she'd get her booty kicked and then she'd kick mine-twice as hard. I don't want that, no surrey, I don't need that. I finished up the bacon and half a pancake and I was full-stuffed really. I'm fat. I couldn't eat another bite, and on top of all of that I felt like I was going to puke. I'm not used to eating all of this food, even though it was a small plate with a small about of food. I hopped down from the bunk bed and went over to Andy, trying not to barf.

“A-Andy, I-I can't eat a-anymore, I f-feel like I'm g-going to-” I felt to coming.

I dropped the plate and ran into the bathroom and as soon as I opened the toilet burning, chunky, revolting and vile liquid and food spewed out of my mouth and into the toilet. Andy rushed into the bathroom and held my hair up while I puked up what was once known as my breakfast. Tears started streaming down my face. Ten minutes had passed and now I was only dry-hacking, thankfully. It only took so long because five minutes prior to now I thought I was done but I was dreadfully wrong. I flushed the toiler, I wiped my mouth off and rinsed it out to get the disgusting, vile taste out of my mouth. I turned over to Andy as soon as the taste was out and he looked worried. I was on the verge of tears and it apparently showed, too.

“Aw, baby, come here.” Andy said and I hugged him tightly, crying. “Shhhh, it's ok, babe. It's ok.” He said, rubbing circles onto my back, trying to get me to calm down.

“N-No, I'm s-sorry Andy. I-I got angry a-at you and m-made you feel b-bad. N-Now I couldn't even e-eat the f-food that you g-gave me and I-I'm s-sorry-” I started.

“Hey, hey, hey, calm down babe. It's ok, I gave you too much all at once. I'm sorry, don't apologize for things you can't help.” He said, interrupting me.

“I'm sorry.” I said, trying to get myself to stop crying.

“Why do you apologize so much, Scarlett? You're not the cause of every bad thing that's ever happened since your existence.” He said and I sniffled.

“You don't know that, yes I am.” I said.

“No you're not, why do you think that?” He asked.

“Because m-” I started but decided not to finish. Because my dad told me it every day my entire life. Just a little reason, that's all. Is what I was going to say.

“Exactly, you don't know. So stop thinking like that, sweetheart.” He said and I smiled and looked down as I did so.

“Thank you.” I said in my naturally quiet voice.

“Don't look down when you smile. You're smile's pretty.” He said and lifted my head up.

He kissed me and I felt those sparks once again. Those mind blowing sparks. Every time we kissed I felt them, it made my knees weak and my heart flutter. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he put his hands on my waist. We pulled apart, me unwillingly. I sighed while smiling and he smiled back at me.

“We should probably get back out there.” He said and I wiggled my nose.

“Fine.” I said.

We walked out of the bathroom holding hands, me smiling. I saw Eloisa talking to the guys, Danie and Cece. Eloisa was snacking on some cotton candy that we had in one of the cabinets. I guess she made friends with the girls easily, I know she was already best friends with Black Veil Brides. They were joking and laughing about something but when I walked into the room all of it stopped, it was as if they had witnessed me go on a psychotic rampage. I'm used to stares though, it's ok.