Pursuing Mr. Bieber || zustin au ✔

[22] Remembered

Zayn was about to enter the classroom until he heard talking. Zayn leaned against the wall next to Justin's class, trying to see if he could decipher the voices.

"You should see the other guy," Zayn heard Justin's melodic voice, causing his heart to flutter. Instantly he was hit with a cloud of guilt. He wished he hadn't ignored the man and just talked it out. As far as Zayn knew Justin was an understanding person. He would've listened to what Zayn said. But there was always that thought that man wouldn't have.

"Well if he looks as worse as you, then I'd say good job, Mr. Bieber." Zayn heard Ms. Baldwin's voice, and his mood deflated, and he felt a tingle of jealousy, but there was something else he caught onto. What were they talking about? You should see the other guy? If he looks worse than you?

Zayn heard the sound of shuffling, and he became more curious. What were they doing?

Zayn heard the sound a manly voice, which he knew was Justin, but he couldn't make out what the man was saying. He then heard Ms. Baldwin speak, but once again, he couldn't make out what was being said.

Then all of a sudden, it was quiet.

For a good few seconds, there was no speaking. Zayn curiosity got the best of him, and he peaked around the corner to see what was happening.

And once he did that, he instantly regretted it.

Zayn saw Justin and Hailey against the corner, kissing. Zayn felt and almost literally heard his heart shatter into pieces, and he felt like he could just drop. For a moment, he felt that history was repeating itself. A few emotions ran through him.

First, he was confused. Justin always acted like he didn't like Hailey when he was around Justin. Why was his kissing the woman then?

Second, he was sad. He was because the person that he started to develop feelings for was kissing another person- a person that Zayn always believed that Justin didn't like. The person that he planned on opening up to in the future was kissing somebody else

Third, he was angry. Justin basically led him on. Justin made Zayn believe that he had actual feelings for Zayn, and Zayn felt for his tricks. Once again, the person he thought wouldn't do such a thing to him did it anyways.

But Zayn believed he couldn't be angry. They weren't together, so Justin could do whatever the hell he wanted.

But that still didn't stop his heartbreak.

Even though he misinterpreted the whole situations. He was being stubborn. He was looking for a reason to back out.

Zayn could feel his eyes feel up with tears as his mouth gaped in shock. As if now sensing somebody there, Justin looked up, and his eyes widened more than they were already. Zayn couldn't even see Justin reaction any more because he had already started rushing away.

Zayn gripped the straps of his bag, walking to his classroom. As bad as he wanted to break down he couldn't. He wasn't a teenager anymore. He thought that he couldn't have these little petty breakdowns again.

All over again Zayn felt disgusted with himself. He once again allowed somebody into his heart and got it broken. All he could do was ask himself why? Why him? He knew that he wasn't the best child growing up, but he's matured since then, so why was he still feeling like this, and attracting people that always seem to break him?

"Zayn! Wait up!" He heard the beautiful voice shout, and he came to a stop, tensing up immediately. He didn't want to see Justin right now, but he knew he was going to have to talk to him eventually, so why not do it now?