Long sigh escaped my lips as I stood up, feeling the tears well up on my eyes. I ran towards the car, ignoring him calling my name million times.
"Kath." he spoke, in a calm tone but his breathing was fast.
"what's your problem?" he asked as tears began to fall on my cheeks which I tried to blink away but didn't worked.
"i-its my..."
"I know." he said as he pulled something from his pocket, he smiled and embraced me tight.
"Happy 18th birthday Katherine Psyche Wallace. I'm so sorry that I don't get you a very beautiful gift, but hope that this will do. And to let you know, I prepared for this moment a million times now. And I just wanna see you smile and stop crying." he said and opened the box, it was the very cliche necklace with our pictures inside it.
But I thought he was done. Not yet.
He knelt on my side, started singing Your Call by Secondhand Serenade.
"And I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight." he sang with an incredibly beautiful voice, his eyes were so sincere and in love. I was there, tears began streaming down my eyes and completely awestruck by what was happening.
Is he going to ask me to be his girlfriend? I hope not.
"I know that you don't really like me Kath. But I chose to hear it from you. I need to hear it from you so I can wake up from my greatest make believe. So I can stop falling hard for you." he stopped and laughed, tears fell down on his eyes.
"it's not like that L-lex..." i cried, he just smiled and shook his head. His face began to be red and those hurt me too. He was crying and hurt because of me.
"I already told you. I prepared myself for this thing. Rejection. But man. I'm also human right? I am hurt. I am hurt by the fact that the woman I love can't love me back. That the woman I love just sees me as a friend. Am I not enough? Am I not lovable? Am I not your type? Tell me.... Tell me..." he sobbed even harder.
"No Alex. I love you. But as you said it, I love you as my best friend. I don't want to lose you just because I don't see things as far as what you see. I don't want to throw our biggest commitment and lose you, the one who actually believes in me." I pulled him in to a hug. "I'm sorry for being this dramatic for your 18th birthday babe." he chuckled.
"still going with that pet name?" I laughed, joining him in the awkward silence that fell in to us.
"Now, can we proceed on doing that 18th Roses thing?" he asked and I shook my head no again. "What? Even this one?" he whined, I nodded.
"your friends are waiting for us, idiot!" I said as I smacked his shoulder, he nodded and wiped the tears away. "besides because you made me cry, I'm going to eat the whole tub of Ice Cream." I giggled.
"Wait! You're not the only one!" he said, pulling the grocery bag near him.
"Okay."
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RENEGADE // c.t.h
FanfictionShe wanted to run away, and so she did. And when she did, she met him.
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