Ch. 2: of Dreams and wants

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I was scared but somewhere deep inside I knew I shouldn’t be any more but in that moment it didn’t matter as I couldn’t figure out why the feeling stayed.

“You” the slurred voice of my father drifted through the house to my hiding space behind the cabinet in my mother’s old room but even at the young age of 5 I knew in his drunken stupor he would avoid her room.

“Come here *hic* you stupid little shit!” He yelled but all it was doing was making me ball up as hard as I could in my hiding spot. I was safe. Mother would keep me safe. I repeated these thoughts like a prayer and for a moment I thought it had worked.

'He must have went to the other side of the house'  I thought but something was bothering me in the back of my mind.

There was no sounds coming from outside of the room but my heart refused to calm, like it knew what was coming before my brain and body did.

“I found you, you demon” came the whisper near the opening to my little hole in the wall and I suppressed a scream as my farther reached and yanked me out by one of my legs at this point I started screaming calling for help but my little mind knew they would never help the demon spawn that killed the towns beloved icon. No not even if it wasn't the child's fault they would still blame me and turn a blind eye to my fathers wrath.

When I resisted more my father just tugged harder and I was getting cuts all over my arms and legs from pieces of dry wall falling in the struggle and I felt my small grasp failing and I cried out as I lost the hold I had on the wall pulling pieces out with me.

Once out I saw in his free hand wisps of wire hangers that had been straightened and wrapped toghtger to make a bundle of wires and they were glowing a bright angry red...They were hot.

I started to struggle but he just lifted me by my left leg dangling me in the air as the wires came closer to my body I closed my eyes and screamed as I waited for the memory of pain I suffered that day so long ago to come back in all its horrid glory but instead of the crippling pain that had put me in the ICU for 2 years and therapy for 3 years I felt strong rough but soft hands that were slightly callused straighten me and lay me down on a soft bed that felt ohh so nice.

“Dream no more of pain” whispered a sultry voice that send shiver down my back and made me ache in …Other places.

“Do you like my voice that much child?” this time I could hear a smile in the voice of the speaker, he must have seen me shiver! I wanted to see him but I felt if I opened my eyes he wouldn’t be there.

The sultry voice continued to laugh at me as though my thoughts were bare and truly did entertain it but they only confused me.

“Who are you? Do I...Do I know you?” I whispered and was shocked to hear my normal 15 year old voice instead of how I sounded when I was 5.

“I am everything to you. I have waited for you for many lifetimes and I am glad you have returned to me.”  The voice had started off calm but as it went on it started to sound obsessed and just a tad scary.

The voice shushed those thoughts while whispering how special I was and how loved I was as it caressed my face and slowly slid down my neck to my chest. My body started to shake not from fear but a burning was beginning to start in my chest and it was following  the touch of his hands down across the plains of my stomach to my abdominal.

My breathing quickened as his hands slid to a stop on my pelvis.

“Do you feel good?” Whispered the voice in my ear and I nodded fast hoping he would continue to touch me but I felt the hand move away and all I could do was whimper my unhappiness.

“Hush” The voice soothed “I want all of you when the time comes. For now it is time to wake up. OPEN YOUR EYES”

I jerked awake in a dark room on a velvet bed with a thin white canopy tied back with red ties that was not familiar to me and slowly I remembered the stoning and hurriedly pulled the sheets back to see how disfigured I was only to find I was almost untouched other than a few cuts and bruises and a bandage on my right arm that went all the way to my fingers.

“I see you are awake” a sultry voice said from the door way…Why did it sound so familiar.

I quickly pulled the sheets back up and looked around the room and spotted Mr. Barnaby standing by the darkened doorway and in the low light I could have sworn his eyes were glowing a deep purple but when I blinked it was gone.

A trick of light?

“Um yes I’m awake. Where am I?” I asked but all he did was leave rather fast once I started talking. Umm…OK?

I was starting to think the man didn’t like me and that made me a little sad since I felt some type on kinsmen ship with him.

And I had to pee.

As I lifted the sheets off I was horrified to found I had cum in my sleep. A ton.
In my shock I stood too quickly causing black spots to invade my eyesight and I felt myself falling back and a hard whack to my head.

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