It's You Who I Love (BTS FANFIC IMAGINE) [COMPLETED]

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My vision went blurry as I gazed at the bear. It was a white bear with a brown ribbon wrapped on its neck. I wiped my eyes with my bare hands and I saw another note right on the bear's chest. I immediately get it and read it. And it says,

'Babe, do you like it? Think that this bear is me. And whenever you miss me, just hug it and feel my warm embrace in return.'

"Oahh!" I exclaimed as I felt that I am about to explode and burst. I smiled and hugged the bear version of Jin. But instead of feeling pure happiness, a pinched of conscience nagged me. I'm happy, touched and loved by him but tears can't stop from falling not just because of happiness. Guilt kills me thinking of the situation I was into, between Jin and Jung Kook. And it kills me even more thinking that Jin doesn't have any idea about it.

After recovering from tearing mix emotions I got the courage to regain my strength and check for my laptop where another note was attached on top. 'OPEN' it says and I did it calmly. Another note was attached on the screen as it opened on sleep mode. I ripped it off and read it.

'Make sure you don't cry. Just watch your boyfriend's handsome face. Enjoy Babe.' I laughed a little with his note. Watch, so it means it's a video. Breathing after reading his note, I opened my laptop and a video was paused. I then wore the headset on and began playing the video. I smiled as I saw Jin's face that was then checking if the video recorder was working. He seemed to be confused if the recording has already started.

                "Ohh~ I think it's ready." He said and smiled. I watched him earnestly with a smile on my face.

                "Hi babe! Sorry for the short notice. Mom called me and I got a delivery of a plane ticket so I couldn't say no. I hope you'd understand." He paused. He smiled again upon continuing, "Right now, I'm on the plane and waiting for it to board. Bye babe, I ..." he sighed; "I will miss you." he ended with a sad face.

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I smiled as I finished the video, but shortly after it ended another video played. It seems like for the days that he was away, he had recorded a video every night. I watched everything as it plays continuously.

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"Hi babe! It's my first night in this trip and we are now in Tokyo." He was then lying on a bed. "Woahh ... How are you there? What did you do for today? I am sorry that I can't call you. Mom told me not to use my phone. Pft. I already miss you." he sighed "Tokyo's beautiful but I can't appreciate it. I wish ... I wish you're hear." He paused as he smiled a little one. "I miss you ... goodnight."

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                "Hi babe! It's past 2AM here but I am still awake. I accompanied mom in one of her business partner's party and we just came back at the hotel. Ugh ... it sucks." He smiled. "I'm kinda tired so I'm gonna hang up now. I miss you" and he ended it with a wink.

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                "Hi babe! It's was just another boring day. We went to another business party but I tried to escape. Ending? I ended up talking to some girls who was inheritors of their family businesses." He paused as he sighed. "Babe, don't get jealous, huh? I am just doing this for Mom and nothing more." he paused again and smile. "Ohh~ I am sorry I didn't get to answer your call. I left my phone at the hotel so I didn't get to answer it. Whaay ... babe, can you imagine how much I miss you now?" he looked at the camera. " I ... MISS ... YOU ..." he said in slow motion. "YAH! YOON <Y/N>!!! I REALLY MISS YOU!!!" he said screaming in front of the camera. He then covered his head with a pillow and began screaming like a fool. I laughed watching his reaction. 'Woaahh really! I am going crazy!' I heard him still covering his face. He recovered and removed the pillow. "Babe! Just wait and I will surprise you. Just wait." He ended with a smile that wanted to relay something.

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"Hi babe! Today, mom and I went to Disney land." He laughed as he said it. "Well..." he said as he scratched his head. "Well its Mom's free day so I pulled her and went to Disney Land." He smiled again. "She's always busy and I want her to relax... at least for once." He said hugging a cushion. "Although it was fun ...." I felt a sudden change of mood "I wish you were here. I miss you babe." He said. "Anyway, we're in Nagoya now for another series of trips. We still have to meet Mom's friend tomorrow very early so I need to rest now. Goodnight, I really miss you babe." He ended.

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"Hi babe! See you in a while. I miss you!" That was his last and shortest video. And it seemed like it was taken on the plane before he went back earlier today.

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As the player stopped, I was left smiling on the screen in tears.  I closed my laptop and got up. I started fixing myself to get ready to sleep. Still awed with my boy's surprise, I got my phone and dialed his number to thank him. But after few many rings, he's not picking it up. I looked at my wall clock and it was late so I hung up and assumed that he's already sleeping. After all he need to rest, he need to regain his energy.

I picked the bear and threw my body in my bed hugging it. But shortly before closing my eyes, I noticed another note on the ceiling. I smiled as I read it saying,

                "Did you like my last surprise? I hope I made you happy babe. Goodnight." And this melted my heart. And it made me sleep feeling happy and contented despite of the circumstances I have. Tomorrow, I have to prepare. For tomorrow I will tell everything to Jin, no matter what it takes, no matter how it goes.

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