Argyl

If Only I Could.

"I sho-" I started but she stopped me.

"I understand." She said quietly.

No she didn't. She didn't understand what I was going through.

"You shouldn't be out here." I whispered.

I really didn't want her to go hunting the premises at this point of time. It was just too dangerous. For her.

"You shouldn't be caring about me." She whispered back.

The pain I felt at those words was worse than being stabbed. I just wanted her close to me.

"For one last time." I said to myself before pulling her closer wrapping my arms around her in a firm grip.

I held her close to me. And damn that felt good. I closed my eyes inhaling her scent pulling her closer.

I felt her wrap her hands around me softly before pressing her face against my chest.

My heart stopped listening to me a while ago, going wild. I could hear her heart acting same like mine. They beat together.

I held her tightly. I didn't want to let her go. I wanted to hold her.

I ignored the internal battle I was having just feeling her. Her petite body against me. I had held her a week ago and all I wanted to do was hold her again in my arms.

It felt perfect to have her near me.

Damn that weakness.

That moment, I didn't want to care about the Empire. I didn't want to think about Erik and his attacks. I didn't want to think about my dangerous life. I didn't want to think about being the Rey of this Empire.

All that mattered was her and only her.

But I knew this was the last time I was doing this. This wasn't going to happen again. I was not going give into my feelings again.

This was for the last time.

The last time I was holding her close to me.

The last time I was letting my emotions win.

The last time I was letting my guards down to her.

I won't let this happen again.

She didn't made any efforts to move. I felt her trying to get closer to me if that was even possible now, cause I had pulled her as close as I could.

This girl was doing crazy thing to me.

We stood there for a long time. Neither of us wanting to let go.

I didn't want her to move away. But I had to let her go.

For her sake.

I couldn't be so selfish to drag her into all this.

I loosened my grip on her. She didn't immediately let go. She tightened her grip. I knew she didn't want to step out of my embrace.

I didn't want het to do that too.

I would never let her if I could. I would hold her forever. I would have her on my side forever if I could.

If I only could.

But I could not.

I just could not do this.

After a moment she loosened her grip stepping back.

Her head looked up at me, her brown eyes shinning as if she had found a missing piece of puzzle.

They were more alive than before.

I knew she had let me in. I knew I was through all her walls. She had given me the power and right to mend her.

But with that she had given me the power to break her. And I was doing that perfectly.

I hated myself for that.

My hand raised and I placed it across her face cupping it and she immediately closed her eyes leaning into it without any hesitation.

I smiled palely knowing she wouldn't see it.

"You have a fight tomorrow." I said quietly. She opened her eyes looking into mine waiting for me to continue.

But I didn't. For I didn't know what to say.

She was never the girl with words. She was tough, stubborn but as much soft from inside.

Her brown orbs were focused on me blocking out all the world. As if I was the only one she could see.

I raised a questioning eyebrow softly.

She nodded a little, a smile gracing her lips.

"I am ready to win tomorrow. No matter what." She said her voice filled with determination to win. At any cost.

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