I'm Trying: Evan Hansen X Reader

The Stars are Dull

When they soon pulled away, her father asked: "Did you eat anything?"

She nodded. "Yeah, I just had breakfast not too long ago actually."

He smirked. "Well, just go get your sister and tell her that lunch is ready."

"Okay," she smiled, and walked to her bedroom door.

"Hey Lee, lunch is re-." She paused when she saw her little sister sitting on her own bed, coloring something vigorously. "What are you drawing?" She asked, sitting next to her.

The little girl looked up at her, but didn't smile, then returned to her drawing.

Y/N tilted her head to the side. "Hey," she put a hand on her back "what's going on?"

"Do you know where Connor's grave is?" Se asked nonchalantly, still coloring.

The older girl instantly froze up. "Why-, why would you ask that?"

"I made him a card." She held the piece of paper up to Y/N. It was a pink piece of paper, and it was covered in flowers and balloons.

She sighed. "Millie, this was sweet of you to do, but I think you should just forget about it."

Millie looked up at her sister, with a slight glare. "Why should I do that?"

"Because, it's not good for you to obsess over things like this, you should just go outside and play, or read a book, I don't know."

"You did stuff like this."

It took all of Y/N's strength to not scream. "I know I did, but that should tell you it's bad."

Millie sighed. "Okay, but I'm still taking it to him sometime."

"Yeah, sure."

...

An hour later, Y/N walked to Jared's house, bringing a shawl with her, knowing it would get cold out by the time she'd walk home; when she made it to Jared's house, she knocked softly. Nothing. She sighed, and knocked again, this time, a little tougher; it wasn't enough. Grumbling this time, she banged her entire fist on the door, and didn't stop until-.

"Okay okay! You better be dying, Y/N, or you have no excuse to-!" Jared pulled the whole door wide open, Evan right behind him.

Y/N chuckled. "Well, it's nice to see you too." She stepped into the house without asking, then shut the door.

"Alright, well since you decided to actually come, I lost ten bucks." He grumbled.

She tilted her head to her shoulder. "Why?"

"We didn't bet on you coming, I swear!" Evan said suddenly.

Instead of being angry, she giggled. "I believe you."

He looked at her. "Really?"

She shook her head. "Sure." He smiled at her.

Jared rolled his eyes, and went up the stairs. "Alright children, when you're done kissing, come upstairs."

Evan and Y/N blushed, then moved away from each other; they rushed up the stairs, and into Jared's room.

Once Jared opened his computer, the three began brainstorming. Mostly Evan and Jared, Y/N still was hesitant to help trick one of her best friend's.

"Alright, I think I got something!" Jared said, after finishing a letter.

Evan and Y/N sat up, and ran behind him, reading the letter.

"Dear Evan Hansen, we've been way to out of touch. Things have been crazy, and it sucks that we don't talk that much. But, I should tell you that I think of you each night...." Y/N and Evan looked at each other in confusion, before looking back. "I rub my nipples, and start moaning with delight!!"