These Lies Take Away Your Pain

Chapter Four.

Picture: Alex

Chapter 4.

"WHAT?" Bianca's voice shrieked down the empty hallway. "So you ended up in hospital because he pushed you?!" she shook her head while rubbing her temples trying to concentrate. "I don't get why you won't tell him, you guys have been going out for. . .what? Three years now? I'm sure you could both get through this together." her hazel orbs reflected gold in the afternoon sun that shone through the living room's wide window.

"You know I can't. He loves me too much, I think you can see what'll happen next if I die. I can't help it, there isn't a solution, or a cure. . .the tumor is too close to the Medulla Oblongata, which functions the most important parts that I don't need to think about like breathing, respiration and--"

"Heart rate," she finished for me "I've heard what the doctor said, I was there, but what I don't get is why don't you just spend the last of your life as happy as you can? Don't you want to be happy?"

"It's not that, it's not for me. It's for him. I've already accepted my fate, and he's not in it. If I've accepted that I'm going to die, do you think I'll want to spend the rest of what I have left happy with him? You're missing the point, when the time comes I know I will regret it, I know I'll see the suffering in his eyes. I don't want my last image to he seeing his face full of pain. I accepted this when I rejected the operation, it's risky, but I'd rather die when my time's up than die from a risky operation. . . I don't want to regret my choice. . . I don't want to never let him go, I want him to have a life, instead of mourning over me!" by the time I finished I felt tears cascade down my face, and I felt Bianca's slender arms engulf me in a warm hug, while she stroked my hair shushing me and telling me she was sorry.

In the end, we ended up renting a movie and had a crying session as we watched The Vow. We were practically dying from dehydration from the amount of tears we shed near the end of the film. We went from shouting at the television at the stupid girl, to crying while Bianca was trying to persuade Channing to leave the girl and date her instead, despite him being A) unable to hear her and B) just acting. . .

We heard the door bell chime through the now fairly dark house. Bianca searched for the switch, and the whole living room was illuminated in a soft glow. I heard her pad towards the large door and I heard her scream. I jumped up to from the soft sofa, skidding on the polished wood when I came to a halt. I blinked a few times, processing what was in front of me. Tyler was standing in the door way with a not-so-happy Bianca on his shoulders, he grinned at me and waved.

"Yo! So I was wondering if Bianca wanted to come a party tonight, but I thought she would just slam the door in my face. So me being a step ahead of her decided not to ask since she will love it anyway and kidnap her...but seeing as your here too, would you like me to kidnap you too?" his face was still smiling as he said this not realising how awkward the situation was, Bianca snorted and wiggled again earning a slap to her butt from Tyler, he was on the school's football team so he had the strength to hoist her over his shoulders, not that she was heavy in the first place. His golden blonde hair with caramel highlights blew in the night breeze and his eyes still watched me, waiting for a reply.

"Yeah, we'll go, I wanted to do something to cheer us up anyway," Bianca snapped as Tyler put her down in front of him.

"Aw, what's wrong babe?" he questioned as he slid his hands on her waist trying to pull her in. He quickly snapped them back to his sides when Bianca sneered.

He took a step back and smirked, "You know, that doesn't scare me. As a matter of fact it's sexy. But I wanna be able to have children when I'm older so I'm not taking the chances."

"Well I'm glad you have some common sense. Go wait in the car, we need to get ready." Bianca said. Well, more like ordered him. She placed her hands on her hips waiting for him to move.

"Can't I just wait--" Tyler started, but was soon cut off.

"NO! Knowing you, you'll probably perv on us. Creep." she quickly answered back.

"Fine, fine. But I'll only do it for a kiss." his grin widened at her reaction.

Bianca slowly walked towards him, sliding her hands up his toned chest, and drew closer and closer to him.

If you were watching from the back, you would of thought she was going to do it, but I was watching from the side. When her lips were a mere inch away from touching his, she whispered, "You wish," and gave him a slight shove, he obviously didn't expect this and stumbled out of the doorway. Before he could come in again, Bianca slammed the door shut and locked it.

"Wow, you're smooth," I commented on her, making hand quotation marks with my fingers as I said 'smooth'.

She just giggled softly and nudged me up stairs, "Well, let's get ready! The party is waiting for us to start it." she skipped up the stairs towards her room.

Her room was a mixture of white and silver. She had plain white wall, and silver dressers. Her door and bed were silver as well, which made her room look very high tech and modern.

"Kips, find party wear." I heard her say when she walked in, clapping for the lights to come on. A machine roared to life as I saw her wardrobe automatically slide open at the command of her voice.

"Good evening, madame, I have now selected 'party wear' for you in your closet." the monotone voice of Kips replied. It must of cost a fortune for that wardrobe, I thought to myself as I followed her in. The first step I took, I saw a piece of clothing hurl towards me.

"Woah!" I exclaimed when I caught it. When I looked down, I noticed it was a simple white dress. Bianca pointed at it and said, "Wear that, it'll look amazing on you." I took it and walked to her bed.

Slipping out of my clothes I wriggled the dress on. I turned around looking for a mirror, "B, mirror!" I shouted at her as she was still searching in her walk-in closet. Moments later I heard her reply "Kips, mirror!"

The door to the closet began to move. As the door flipped around, it revealed a mirror on the other side. I stood in front of it and gasped at my reflection. The strapless dress clung to my curves and showed of my legs, and stopped mid-thigh. The dress gathered to the side causing the fabric to ripple in and stop at my waist, where an embroidered diamante held it in place. The heart shaped bodice revealed some cleavge, but not too much, leaving some things to the imagination.

I went back in the closet and found Bianca in a dark purple satin dress that had a halter neck and stopped mid-thigh as well. Her smile broadened when she saw me, "You can keep that dress, I don't think I can wear it again, knowing how much better it looks on you." she winked and ushered me to come closer.

She did my makeup, giving me brown smokey eyes which didn't make me look OTT. We settled with beachy waves and finally pale pink gloss.

Bianca had thick eyeliner and red lipstick, which suited her better than most girls in our school. I think she is the only girl that can pull that look of without looking trashy.

Since we're both the same shoe size, she lent me some coral platform wedges, which had a gold glittery heel, and she wore black glittery stilettos.

Checking once more in the mirror at the hall way, she winked at me and strutted out the door. Tyler was leaning on his Jeep, playing on his phone. He instantly stood up when he saw Bianca walk towards him. I laughed inwardly at her ability to make guys drool. I shut the door behind me and took my seat in the back, with Bianca at the front.

"So, are we ready?" Tyler asked not taking his eyes off Bianca.

"Yep! Who's party is it this time?" Bianca asked still amused at Tyler's expression.

"I think it's Zain's." he answered as he started the engine and drove quickly out the street.

"Shit." I whispered to myself, this was gonna be a eventful night. . .

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Sorry for slow update Bubbies I have shiz loads of exams DX and it's been sunny lately :D well I hope you enjoyed it? don't forget to comment so I can improve >:D x