What Concealed Inside

The Beginning

My tears are rolling down my cheek when he let go of our embrace, and he look at my eyes with myriad of emotion dancing in his eyes. "Khob khun kha, ti rak.." Thank you, my beloved...was what he said.

"Thank you for everything. I'll take care of you like you're half of me."

And he kissed me again, his lips are trembling and doubtful, we kissed just like a lonely wolf finding his mate, so demanding, melting our hearts together so this lone soldier won't be alone anymore. He and i, we're not Captain and White anymore. We're couples, unknown to the world. They don't have to know, they don't need to understand. Just us need to know, about the feeling that we keep inside. And we're gonna be alright, we're gonna be fine.

"I love you, Captain. I love you, and i'll say it millions of time. Can i?"

I smiled. "You have to. Say it in the morning, say it in the afternoon, say it in the night, say it whenever you're with me or without me. Do you understand?"

The love had blossomed in our hearts, and it was breathtaking, so beautiful and unlike every dramas that i was starring, so thrilling.
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After the bath ordeal, we came back still wrapped in the towel to that big bedroom. P'White unwrapped his towel infront of me and successfully making me blush from ear to ear. He sensed that, and grinned at me.

"You weren't shy back then, why now? Realizing that i can have you anytime?" He smirked goofily. That asshole. I gave him my middle finger.

"Fuck yourself. I'm not going to let you do me, not with that thing." I pointed at his 'well endowed' body part.

He laughed. Him and his overconfidence (well we can't blame him for this, he HAS everything). "But sooner or later we're going to do it, Captain. We're couples, we'll learn how to do it without hurting you."

I frown. Why don't i do him instead? I might not be able to cope with him, or to be exact, i'm frightened by him.

"No. Love doesn't need that."I said. He chuckled. He came to me and make me sit on the bed (what i dreaded most)

"I'm not going to do that until you're ready, moron. But i'm ready if you want me to do that, anytime." He grinned from ear to ear. I hate him when he grins.

"Why can't i do you instead, P'?" I asked him nervously. He laughed until i can see his molars all the way back. Then he touched my cheek with his calloused hands, smile at me and kiss my forehead.

"You are my beloved, i need to love you inside and out. Let me love you properly, Captain."
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White's POV

His flushed and shy face is so tempting that i wanted to have him right there. My heart and soul scream for him. I'm glad that he accepted me, and now my big project is to make him accept me fully. I want him to understand the depths of my love for him.

I came closer to him, closer, until he lay flat on the bed. His pure aroma tantalizing my senses, heightened my desire. You'll be mine today, no matter what it takes. I know i promised that i won't do anything before he's ready, but i'll make him ready now. I am that kind of jerk. Have problem with that? Do you ever been in the same room with this guy? You'll feel what i feel.

What? he wanted to do me? is he dreaming? Not in a million years. I should be his husband. Period. He's my Hephaistion, and i'm his Alexander. Always be like that. My job is to pamper him, not all the way around.

I kissed him again, this time undemanding, i feel him relaxing under my kisses that i planted on his face. Hi hair, his forehead that i love, his brows, his eyes, the bridge of his nose, his cheeks, his tempting lips where i linger for more than i should, his smooth jaw line, and his lovely neck. I trailed a kiss on that pretty neck of his, and accidentally making a love hickeys in some places that i'm sure he's going to be so mad at me when we're finished.

I can hear him moaned and squirmed under my body, causing my little dragon to roar in anticipation. I slid my finger underneath that light shirt of his, and touch the most silky skin i ever touched. It was so warm and inviting, i caressed it up and down until i find his chest.

We kissed until he didn't realized that i already took off his boxer and throw it away somewhere (hey, i'm experienced in this, don't say a words)
By the Gods, i love his perky bottoms, and i squeezed it tenderly. He still didn't realize what had happened until i lay a finger on his chrysanthemum down there.

He look at me with a terror written on his face. "You said.." I close his mouth with my kiss, a long and passionate kiss, while i reach for a lubricant and skillfully pour a generous amount of it on my hand.

He writhed and squirmed in between our kiss, and pleaded when i started to stimulate his chrysantemum. "P', please, i'm scared.." I drown him again in my kiss, we were battling in this lovely war.

He breathes shallow and fast as i continue stimulating him down there, his muscles contracted tensely. "Captain, I want to have you for myself. Please let me in, baby.." I whisper to him seductively, trying to convince him that i wouldn't hurt him.

It was a long and tormenting process for me, to make him accepted me and relaxing himself. His fear was consuming him, making him tensed everytime i try to get in.

But in one moment, maybe because of his tiredness, he finally gave in and let me stimulates his inside with my finger touch. My heart was in turmoil, it was beating outside my ribcage. So near, i feel him so close. This beautiful creature.

He winced from pain as i introduced my finger. First, then followed by second, and third comes so agonizingly slow. I ducked down and put his manhood into my mouth, i treated it the way i wanted to be treated down there. And his tensed muscles gradually subsided, he was relaxing and accepted me fully.

When i feel him ready for me, i kiss him again, as if i wanted him to feel how much i love him. I whispered to him, tenderly, " Captain, i want you..." And replace my fingers with myself.

He yelp in pain, his brows furrowed and he grit his teeth. A beads of sweat rolled down his skin, and his breath was even more faster than before. He gripped my shoulders and clawed me, and cry from the intense pain. "P'...It hurts..it hurts...stop..stop, P'."

But my beast refuse to stop. It had gone further and further inside him, and i felt surge of energy as i go deeper. I was in a trance when all i can see was him, when all i can hear was his sweet voice calling after me, all i can touch was his immensely smooth skin.

I moved out of an instinct, i hear nothing, i see only his eyes, my world consist of us and nothing in between. It was a beautiful, magical moment when he at last give himself to me. His pair of milky white, slender legs was trembling on both side of my body, shaky as he tried to get a hold of my waist. I smiled. I know it must be hard on his side, yet he still tried to concentrate on me. How sweet of him.
Slowly, i moved so slowly to let him accomodates me. Second after second goes by, his face was red, his lips were so swollen and wet from my kiss, and his neck was covered with marks i left. It was a drug for me, and i can't get enough of him.

Until i can bear it no more, i pushed my self to the hilt when i feel him ready. He moaned and bit his lips hard, and pushed himself to me. He was getting pleasure from me, and i love to see him in this state. There was something about him this moment that was simply addictive and i want to repeat it again and again.

My moves was gradually faster and deeper inside him until he gasped and kiss me demandingly. "I feel funny P'..ah..ah.."I hold him close, and whisper to him, "Let go, Captain. Let's come together..."

And we did, we came together. He looked so wasted, laying slumped on the bed. His state was a total chaos, but i found him totally captivated this time. I feel my self growing again.

"Not again, P'." He whisper.

I'm sorry, Captain. I can't hold back. I really need you now, right here by my side. I need to be inside your heart, or i will die longing for you.

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A/n

I need an A/C..my poor heart is beating too watching those two...😂😂 if you like what you read just push that cute vote button and share link, and you can leave me a sweet comment so i can have more energy to *ahem* watch them and relay it to you *winkwink*