The Photographer ||j.b.||

Chapter 6

"No! Not him! Scoo- Scooter he's a cheater...." I sobbed trying to talk properly. "He's got a girlfriend..." I couldn't say much more, I just laid on the couch listening to him trying to calm me down and telling me that he'd come by my place so I wouldn't be alone.

I stayed there laying on the couch alone and out of sudden our appartment seemed bigger and more unwelcoming than ever. It didn't seem like the place where I and Zayn were supposed to have a family in the future. The idea of even having any relation to him was now disgusting and everything I dreamed of was thrown in the trash. I closed my eyes shut and the opened them and looked at the front door with tear filled eyes while in my head were playing the actions he was doing everytime he would get home from work, but now I knew why he was so tired. I hugged Candy the gigantic teddy bear her once got me on our anniversary when he proposed as well and my tears stained its soft fur as I started crying harder.

~flashback~

I was sitting on the couch for several hours watching some stupid ass movie all afternoon just to kill some time until I decided to stand up and have something to eat from the kitchen because when you're eating food is the solution. I opened the light in the kitchen on and looked around me at the empty space, this emptyness is so annoying. I opened the fridge door and took a small bowl that had my salad in and I started eating casually as the doorbell was heard throughout the house.

I left the black dining chair quickly and hurried to the door looking through the peephole. I checked again and the only thing I could see was a giant teddy holding a paper with the question 'Will you marry me?" written on it. I opened the door taking the teddy and walking back inside while I was examining it as I sat on the couch again. It can't be. I started looking for something that would tell me what was going on and I couldn't think of anything except Zayn, but he was nowhere to be found because it was the day of his Texas concert. 

I examined the teddy one more time, but it had nothing else on it. Maybe it was a mistake and someone confused the floors and left it at my door. I let it in front of the gold coffee table and when I moved back I felt someone's hands on my eyes and Zayn scent filled my lungs. He came earlier.

"So will you marry us love?" He whispered in my ear and kissed my neck softly.

"Oh my... You're kidding me? Holy shit!" I mumbled surprised while tears started filling my eyes.

"Nope. Now tell me please, will you marry me? I want to have our little forever, I want to have you with me so I can protect you from everything. I want to be there for you everytime you look for me." He caressed my hair while he was still kneeling behind the couch and I was looking at him filled with happiness.

"Yes, yes. A million times yes I will marry you." I mumbled and hugged him tight as he lifted me up in his hands.

One of the best and one of the worst things in my life have happened here. How could he possibly do this? After all, we've been through together. Why would he lie so much? Why all these lies? He said he loves me and I believed him. I believed the biggest lie he ever said to me, a huge lie that is only getting worse. I was still crying when the doorbell was heard throughout the whole apartment. I stood up and opened the door only to have Justin hug me tight and caress my hair while I was trying to take in what was going on.

"What did he do to you?" He whispered in my ear while I was still surprised and felt ashamed to even look in his eyes because of how I ended up.

"What are you doing here?" I mumbled and whiped my eyes.

"What happened Sophie?" Justin sat me on the couch and kneeled in front of me holding my hands in his the same time Scooter sat next to me.

"It's Zayn... He's... He's cheating me..." I trembled and sniffed.