What If

Chapter 4

"You make it sure Ms. Mendoza" sabi niya at saka nilingon ang buong classroom "Gladly there still a seat for you, row 7 column 1"

Tinignan ko ang column 1, and just wow! Andun ako sa dulo.

Wow, tangkad ko sir! But still thank you for the good seat

Medyo pa slant kasi ang floor ng classroom, parang sa sinehan

Syempre umupo na agad ako, masyado na akong istorbo at pasikat na ang mukha ko dahil sa late ako sa orientation palang!

*bzzzt

FROM: Aa. Coleen Taba

Sissy! Goodluck :* hahaha well
I need to make you lambing sabi
ni tatay e, haha but oh remember
*? I saw him gas up kanina?
and I think he really don't need to
be filled he's just expecting you
to be there! Menggay did he
try to message you again? Ha?
he's back ba? Menggay I'm telling
you ha?! Kapag yang katangahan
mo pinairal mo nanaman, walang
second word sasabihin ko na talaga
agad kena tatay! Behave Menggay
I don't want to see you again getting
hurt and disappointed. Ok?! So my
introvert sweety sistah GOODLUCK!

Medyo napangiti naman ako sa message ni Coleen, saaming magkakapatid si Coleen talaga yung pinaka close ko between her and ate Nikki kasi we share things since were young lalo na sa room. Siya lahat nakakakita ng kabaliwan, kalungkutan at kasiyahan ko whenever I feel them.

Hindi ko muna siya nireplayan at itinago na muna ang phone ko sa bag and get my pen and pad.

After a long 3 hours of lecture, the captain he call himself announces that were dismissed and will be back on July 16.

Unexpected dates again, why our schedules land on different days?

"Wala pa tayong permanent class schedule, but that July 16 is the start of your 6 months training and on that day we will be giving your schedules"

Ahhh ganun pala yun

Focus lang ako kay Captain, buti nalang kahit medyo old na si Captain gwapo siya ah para siyang si tatay they look gwapo pa din even they get old.

"Still in class call you after ma"

I heard my seatmate on the left talking to his phone, I want to take a look at him because I find his voice so manly but I didn't bother because my eyes are focused on the captain.

Maya na landi Menggay, aral muna baka may mamissed ka

"And for the seat, yan na ang permanent seating arrangements niyo. Ok? I'll call it a day! Good bye"

"Good bye Captain!"

Wala naman agad lumabas ng room

Bawal kaya?

So I get myself up and walk out the door.

Bakit kaya di pa sila agad umaalis? Some of the students were like gossiping pa when I walked towards.. HALA!

Agad akong naghanap ng CR and when I found one tinignan ko baka may stain ako or kung meron bang dumi ang pants ko, I'm wearing a white pants kasi and a gray shirt.

"Hoooo"

After I check my clothes I get my phone and I will reply to Coleen's message

TO: Aa. Coleen Tabe

Yap, he do viber me announcing
that he is back, but FUCK OFF! I've
learn my lesson sissy don't worry
about it. Oh about my late reply,
I'm in class a while ago and you know
me being a good student so I need to
silent my phone. Thank you for the
cheer, badly needed those because
I'm late at my orientation. Wala ka
bang seminar here in manila? If meron
punta ka sa condo ko dala ka foods.
HAHAHA! Wait I'm serious about there.
my next class will be on July 16 so I
need company ayoko naman umuwi
muna ng Bulacan knowing he's around
and I want to make sanay myself here.

*Pop

Hindi pa man ako nakakalabas ng campus my reply na agad siya, at wala ba siyang load? Viber talaga?

Uh-oh, it's not my sissy it's shitty.

FROM: Ex

Please Maine, can we just talk
promise I won't ask you back.
I just want you and me to be
friends again. Just like that

TO: Ex

Thanks but no thanks.
Get over it, get over me na. Kasi
ako? I do got over na, cause it's
really over na. Moved on na ako
saka alam ko naman na you have
your reserved naman you can
have them all. And thank you
for coming to my life nga pala
now I know how it feels to have
known a person like you.

*Pop

Aba dipa talaga nagpaawat ah

Hindi ko na muna binasa ang message niya. Nakakawalang gana lang kasi, so I went straight to greenhills to unwind and to buy some stuffs and goods na din.