We Always Find Our Way Back Home

Chapter 11

{I wrote this chapter months ago before Dan's lollipop comment to Sabrina}

I am going to do a interview today. It is for the Zach Sang Show. This is ones of my favorite places to be interviewed by. I am just so comfortable here and I love that. I normally do long interviews when I come here. They at close to a hour long but they just fly by when I am doing them. Sometimes I will see them at events and do a quick fifteen minute interviews and lose are nice too. Elliot did not come today. He is with Bradley. I'm sure we will talk about them though

I go inside and go to the interview room and Zach, Dan and Heather are already in there. I get all comfy on there couch with the cat pillow and we start the interview.

"Hi Sabrina. Long time no see." Zach starts the interview with.

"Hi guys. I haven't see you in so long" I say.

"So Sabrina, you just had a baby. Tell us about that" Dan says. Me and him have a very joking relationship. He likes the personal life stuff while I like to make fun of him for that.

"I did and I knew he was going to be the first thing brought up today and I just kinda had a feeling you were going to be the one to bring him up" I say.

"Well for starters, congratulations" Heather says and makes it sound as if she is trying to remind the boys to have manners.

"Thank you" I say.

"Great now we kinda want to know everything" Zach says.

"Yep. Spill the tea" Dan says. I laugh. "What hurt more making him or giving birth to him?" Dan asks.

"Wow you don't even ask what his name is or when he was born you just jump right into that" I say and laugh. "But to answer your question, giving birth" I say.

"So this is your first interview in the last nine months" Zach says.

"Yeah. I haven't done one in a really long time" I say.

"We are honored to be the first." Heather says.

"I'm am thrilled that you guys are the first" I say.

"You said on twitter it was a complicated pregnancy. Can you tell us about it?" Zach asks.

I'm gonna have to lie a little bit. "It was definitely a difficult pregnancy. Physically and emotionally. The doctors weren't so sure there was going to be a baby after the nine months so we didn't announce it and I didn't even find out that he is a he until about five hours after he was born. He was taken right into testing and making sure he is ok and everything. He was born two weeks early so that didn't really help the situation" I say.

"So you talked about the physical let's just say something about the emotional. If you feel uncomfortable at any time just let me know and I will stop talking" Zach says.

"I won't" Dan says.

"We know Dan" I say. "So I thought everything out through before I did anything. I was told I could just get a abortion and it would save us a lot of hurt if it did go wrong. I decided to keep him because there was still a chance. That's when we decided not to announce it until after he was born. If something bad did happen. We didn't want it to be everyone follows this pregnancy for nine months then there isn't a baby and we have to announce that. That's why I chose not to know his gender until he was born. I didn't want to get really attached if he wasn't going to make it. I also didn't want to set up a room for that same reason. His dad was the opposite and he got really attached. He knew the gender and I didn't. He also had a room set up. So after he was born he was taken out of the room and I actually had to go to another room to see him. So that picture that I posted of me standing and holding him is actually my first picture with him and then later when we went to my room and got the picture of me in the bed with him. So we posted the bed picture first because it made it look like he was just born and the other picture was from a few hours later" I say.

"Wow. You had this all really planned out" Zach says.

"I did" I say.

"Did you bring him here today?" Zach asks.

"I didn't. He is with his dad. I'm going to go see him after this though" I say.

"Do you have any new music coming out anytime soon?" Zach asks.

"Not really. I haven't met with any of my people I work with for music for a few months now. I released a song a few months ago just so the fans wouldn't suspect anything. I felt like they did realize something was up when I didn't preform it live at all or do a music video but maybe I'm just paranoid" I say.

"Is there a music video coming?" Dan asks.

"Yeah. We are going to shoot it soon and then it will be out in a month or so" I say.

"We can't wait to see it" Zach says.

"So you have a baby with your ex. Is there a relationship with this father?" Dan asks.

"He's gotta know because he wants to take you out on a date" Zach says. I laughed again.

"No. I'm still single." I say. "Me and the father have a strict coparent relationship. We were together a lot the last few months just discussing everything." I add

The interview went for another 15 minutes. We talked about up coming music and a little bit more about Elliot. I really loved talking about him.