hyunjin laughed at seungmin and played with his hair, turning back at jisung. "yes we're done fooling around sung, we may now play." jisung was about to throw his shoe at him but fought against it since he had seungmin in his lap and he didn't wanna risk hurting seungmin. "thank you, now who's going first?" everyone remained quiet not wanting to go first. "fine then," jisung looked around at everyone and his eyes landed on seungmin who was now off of hyunjins lap and playing with the others hand. "seungmin," he said causing the younger to look up at him, "you go first." "why me?" "because you've never played never have i ever with us." "ok never have i ever played never have i ever with you guys, there," seungmin said putting one finger down while looking at jisung. "no you big baby," jisung said now getting impatient, "start us off with something simple but not stupid." "fine," he paused thinking of something to say. "never have i ever," he trailed off embarrassed to say what he was planning on saying. 'he said start simple isn't this too simple' seungmin thought to himself. "fuck it," he muttered to himself. "never have i ever had my first kiss," he said speaking lower and lower after every word. everyone stared at seungmin in awe. the kid was 18 years old and was basically going out with hyunjin and he still hadn't had his first kiss. he looked up to see if anyone else had put a finger down. he covered his face and sunk into the couch. everyone had their five fingers up. "hyunjin," felix suddenly called out. hyunjin turned to look at the other. "what are you doing man?" hyunjin was beyond confused, "what do you mean?" "you two are practically dating and you guys haven't kissed?" hyunjin looked at seungmin, who was curled up in a ball because of how embarrassed he was, contemplating on what to say next. "he doesn't let me," hyunjin said in a whiny voice. "i'm gonna kill you hwang," seungmin said unwrapping his arms from his knees and punched hyunjins arm. all their friends just stared at them in awe. how can these two idiots like each other? "it's ok." seungmin stopped punching hyunjin and turned to look at dahyun who put her hand in front of her showing him that she had put a finger down. "i haven't either," she said a bit embarrassed. "oh yes hah thank you," he grabbed the girls hand and shook it, taking her by surprise. "you know what," she said getting up from the chair she sat on and walked closer to seungmin. seungmin just stared at her confused. hyunjin hated how close she was getting to him. he put a hand on seungmins thigh lightly squeezing. seungmin grabbed hyunjins wrist. "we could be each others first." she smirked and practically lunged herself towards seungmin. everyone gasped, some closed their eyes, some stood up, some just sat there. seungmin was biting his lip while thanking the gods that he had turned his head in time. hyunjin was glaring holes into to the girl just stood there with her lips on seungmins cheek. his grip on seungmins thigh was getting tighter and tighter as every second passed by. no one did anything they just watched and let it happen. at first it was just her lips, then he felt her tongue, then her teeth lightly nibbling on his cheek. that's when he had it. that's when he got up and pushed the girl off him. that's when everyone had their eyes on hyunjin. "touch him again," hyunjin said in a low voice. she glared at hyunjin and tried pushing him out of the way. he just yanked her hands off him and dropped them. "touch him again, i dare you." chan, minho, changbin, and felix all got up and grabbed hyunjin, who had his hands in a fist. jisung and jeongin sat next to seungmin who just stared down at the floor while holding his cheek. all the girls in the room just told dahyun to calm down and to apologize. "i have nothing to apologize for." with that she grabbed her backpack and walked out the living room. chaeyong and nayeon stood up and grabbed their backpacks. "i'm sorry," nayeon said to hyunjin who just shook his head. "i'm really sorry about her min," chaeyong said. he looked up at her and smiled a little. she gave him a sad smile and patted his head before leaving with nayeon. "i'm going outside," seungmin said standing up, still looking down, "you guys can keep playing." he walked away before anyone could say anything and walked out to the backyard. he walked over the pool and just stared down at it. he crouched down so he could touch the water then got back up and walked over towards the seating area. he sat in a chair and stared at the sky. he wasn't sure why it was such a big deal since it was just on his cheek. everyone's kissed seungmins cheek. he shook his head and got out his phone. he opened his music app and just pressed the shuffle button not caring what he listened to at the moment. he smiled as he heard the song that played. this was his favorite song. his and hyunjins song. they would always listen to this song when they were together or tired. it was a very relaxing song, a beautiful song. like hyunjin the only bad thing was that the song was only and exactly two minutes and sixteen seconds long. other than that, it was perfect. like hyunjin "and i don't mind if you hate me 'cause baby if i were you i would probably hate me too," seungmin sang looking up at the sky. "i can't believe you're listening to this song with out me." seungmin sat up and looked at hyunjin who was walking towards him. he grabbed a chair and placed it right in front of seungmin making their knees touch. "it came on by itself," seungmin said looking at hyunjin as if he was the sky. then again, hyunjin was his sky "untitled is our song though, not just yours," hyunjin said while pouting. "i'm sorry." seungmin looked at hyunjin with a confused look on his face. he then looked at where hyunjin was looking and understood. since the younger was wearing shorts you could see the bruise that was forming on seungmins thigh. hyunjin knew how sensitive seungmin was. physically and emotionally. "it's fine, it's just a bruise," seungmin said grabbing hyunjins hand that was next to the bruise. "a bruise that i made," hyunjin said looking up at seungmin. "anything from you is fine." the older shook his head and looked back down at the bruise. "a bruise shouldn't be part of anything," hyunjin said entwining his and seungmins hand. "this should be part of anything," he put up their hands in front of seungmin. "this shouldn't," he said putting their hands back down and placed his hand over the bruise. seungmin flinched. hyunjin lifted his hand up and put it above the bruise. "it'll go away in a week," seungmin said putting his hand under hyunjins chin, making the older look up at him. "this won't, right?" their entwined hands were in front of the two. the two just stared at their hands. "she looks like she really likes you." seungmin turned his head to look at hyunjin who was still looking at their hands. "shut up." "really, really likes you." "hyunjin i swear." it was quiet, until hyunjin spoke up again. "i've never been able to kiss your cheek. i've never been able to confess to you. i've never been able to show you how much i like you because you don't like labels. i've never been able to tell anyone how i feel about you because you're scared of what they'll think of you. does it matter what they think of you though? shouldn't our thought only matter? it'd be our relationship, wouldn't it? please seungmin. i've held this in for so long because you were scared of what would happen. i don't care anymore, as long as you stay with me, as long as you feel the same way, i don't care what happens. i don't care what people will say. i don't care what people will think. i don't care what people will do, as long as they don't take you away from me, i don't care anymore. i just want you. i only love you." a sobbing mess was what hyunjin was. he had both of seungmins hands on top of his heart. as if he were swearing on seungmin that he loved him. "it hurt. everything hurt. watching you just sit there. watching you relaxing once she started nibbling on your cheek. watching your grip on me loosen on my wrist as you started feeling comfortable. it wasn't me you relaxed with. it was her. why her? you don't even know her. i thought you liked me." "i do," seungmin said before hyunjin could say anything else. "do you really?" seungmin wanted to say yes but his lips wouldn't move. his tongue was tied. his vocal chords suddenly disappeared. he nodded his head frantically hoping hyunjin would look up and see. which he did. and that was when he saw. he saw what he had done to hyunjin. he broke him. his eyes no longer glistens with happiness, they glistened because of the tears. his smile was no longer because he was happy, he smiled bitterly now. his tears no longer were from how happy he was with seungmin, they were their because seungmin had broken him. "jealousy and it perks," hyunjin said letting go of one seungmins hands and wipes his face. seungmin stared at hyunjin and said something the other didn't want to hear. "why are you jealous." hyunjin stopped and looked up at seungmin. hyunjin laughed, a bitter laugh, and stood up. he let go of seungmins hand. that's when seungmin knew. he knew he fucked up "of course. what do i have to be jealous about huh? i mean, it's not like we're going out or anything. it's not like you're mine or anything. it's not like you matter anything to me. right?" hyunjin laughed and wiped his eyes. seungmin stood up and tried getting closer to the other. "don't come near me right now.," hyunjin said taking a couple steps away from seungmin. "hyunjin i didn't mean it i swear." hyunjin turned to look back at seungmin, he looked confused and hurt. "what could you have possibly meant then huh?" felix and jeongin were peeking through a window watching the two argue. "fuck this is gonna be bad," jeongin said walking away from the window and sitting down on a couch. "they'll be fine in, they're just having a moment, they'll be back together in a day or two." "maybe not this time woojin hyung," said felix as he walked away from the window and sat next to jeongin. "awe i don't like it when they argue," jeongin whinned while hugging felix's arm. "i don't either in," felix said sighing. he played with jeongins hair to get him to calm down a bit. "hey go away he's miiiiiiiiiiiiiiine." chan stood there whinnying like a little kid. "no one cares right now hyung, shut up and sit down," jisung scolded the older. everyone shut up at the sound of the backyards sliding door opening. "fuck this im going home." "hyunjin please i don't know what i meant by what i said but i didn't mean it the way it sounded." "that makes no fucking sense seungmin." "i never make sense hyunjin please." "here let me help you out. did you mean that i shouldn't be getting jealous because we aren't a thing?" "no i didn't mean it like that i already told you hyun." "then in what other way could you possibly mean?" "i don't know hyunjin, i don't know." hyunjin opened the doors to the living room and grabbed his phone. he walked over to changbin, with seungmin following behind, and held his hand out front. "can you give my the key to the house, i forgot mine?" changbin studied hyunjin and saw how much more puffy his eyes were compared to seungmins. "fix things with min first." "no. please give me the keys." "no. please fix things with min." "hyunjin please, im sorry, i don't know what i said. you told me not to leave you so i'm not. you can't leave me. you said so yourself you wouldn't." hyunjin turned around to face seungmin. "i said that to the seungmin that liked me. the one that wanted us to be a thing. not to you." "i like you hyun please. you can't leave me." hyunjin stared at the crying boy in front of him. "fuck this i'm going home with or without the key." hyunjin walked out the living room and ran to the front door. they didn't live that far so he walked back to their house. "fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck!" seungmin said as he sat on the floor curled up in a ball. "min," jeongin said walking over to the other and sat down next to him. seungmin started sobbing. he had never cried so much over someone before. he hated having to cry over hyunjin. jeongin wrapped an arm around seungmins shoulders and laid his head on seungmins shoulder. seungmin hugged jeongin and placed his head in his shoulder. "i didn't mean it. i swear i didn't." seungmins kept saying that over and over again as he spilled his tears all over jeongins shirt. "come on min. i think it's time we go home," said changbin after sometime of seungmin calming down. "but i don't wanna go home yet," seungmin said looking up at changbin. "come on it's late and hyunjins dumbass doesn't have a key." seungmin shook his head and looked down at his shoes. "please min." seungmin lightly laughed at changbin since he knew how much the older hated saying please to him. "i'm glad i'm making you smile min, but can we please go home im tired," changbin whined while shaking seungmins shoulders. "ok." changbin stood there shocked for a minute then snapped out of it and made the other stand up because he changed his mind. they said their goodbyes to the guys that were still there. "sit up front with me so you won't feel lonely." seungmin shook his head and walked to the back seats. "i deserve to feel lonely," seungmin said opening the door and sliding into the car. "fuck they were right, this isn't gonna get fixed anytime soon." changbin sighed and hopped into the car. he started it and they both left home. ~end~
here ya go i accidentally fell asleep while writing it last night so my bad ;; the next part is gonna be angsty too so haha prepare yourselves ;;
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this is how the house layout looks like just incase y'all were wondering i did this with a ruler and i swear not even a ruler can give me straight lines anymore;)) ;; anyways thanks hope you enjoyed i'm always free so some please message me (that rhymed;)) thank you for reading ~ 7/07/18 11:51 next update?:i'm not sure but it'll be before next wednesday, i'll try working on it now but i know i won't be able to finish it all see ya{✌🏻}
