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🦑Therapy

"THEY ALL HAVE BLACK HAIR DAD." I Playfully Yell outta annoyance.

He laughs it off and settles himself down.

"Yeah, I remember Hoseok...he used to be your ride or die homie..."

"He was more of a Kigga to me then a Homie..." I mumbled as my hands grabbed the container full of rice beans and salad and opened it.

"What ever happened to you guys?"

I stopped moving and placed my food down next to me.

"Just one day...he started to hate me outta the blue....I honestly still dont know why..." I Lied.

I wasnt in the mood for a long lecture.

"Well...Im just gonna tell you now...boys are the worse...dont let them get to you...Remember what I said? The Seven B's? What do they mean?"

I sighed and rolled my eyes "Books Before Boys Because Boys Bring Babies."

He pats my head with his warm hands "Good Child...Now dont focus on your childhood boys you should be focusing on your future..." Dad smiles.

He then gets up off of my bed and walks out the entrance of my door only to pop back again.

"Oh yeah, what are we having for dinner?" He Questioned me.

"Mom said Spaghetti tonight...but it could just be a sandwich...she said this morning she aint feel like cooking."

His face frown "Goddamn it Beatrice Again?" he mumbles under his breath.

"Well, Ill see you later kiddo...love you sweetie!"

"Love you more dad..." I purr.

He then walks outta the sight from the door way and I immediately plop my head on the pillow.

He didnt help me at All...Im not even hungry anymore.

I shoved my Chipotle towards Clover and she begans to eat it with her small mouth.

How could I forget the guy I hung out with for twelve years? Shit dont add up.

I placed my hand on my forhead like I gained a headace "Man, I need a therapist"

I get my body up and put on my black and white jacket.

Im gonna visit Irene Across the street...she might be able to understand me.

I threw my Converses on and walked downstairs.

"Where you going lil lady?" My momma asked me outta the blue while chilling on the couch.

"Im going to Irenes House ill only be there for about five minutes." I answered.

"Alright tell Irenes mother I said whats good."

"Alright Ma..."

My hand pulls the door knob and walks out the door, across the street all the way to Irenes huge home.

My fist Knock on the door hoping that she was home and luckily she was, while my eyes saw the opening door.

She waves at me very sassy like and motioned me to come on in.

"So bitch what you been up too?"

I took off my jacket and placed it on the arm of the couch before I sat down.

"I just need To talk...I need some breather Kigga."

"Well relax girl, your tharapist is here." She giggled

Irene sits down next to me and smiles. While comforting me.

Im so lucky to have a friend like her.

"Before we begin We need the OG momo!"

My body shoots up as she called Momo.

"Oh shit I forgot momo is Living here for right now!" I exclamed as I beamed brightly.

Along with irene, Momo is a ride or die kigga.

She suddenly walks around the corner with a Whopper in her hands

Her fatass eats no matter where she is...I dont understand how she still look like a dry stick of spaghetti.

"Whats up Yanna?" She greets still having food in her mouth

I playfully gagged and turned my head away. "Momo that aint lady like."

She chuckles and plopped down on the couch across from me.

"Where is your mom anyway Irene?"

"Shes at the grocery store right now...do you need her too?"

"Nah...my mom just wanted to say hi to her."

She nodded and sat back down on the couch.

"Alright, enough about our parents...what did you want to talk about?"

My beam downgraded to a frown whilst my eyes looked down to my converses.

"Well, I had this guy who I was friends with for twelve years...and I miss him..."

"What? is he away from town or outta the country?" Irene began.

"Yeah...and why dont you just call or face time him everyday." Momo asked.

I sighed, "listen guys, he broke up with me 5 years ago...and the thought of him popped up like it always does...I want to forget about him I honestly do..."

"Well, have you hung out with Jackson and them?" Momo questioned.

"Yeah...but its not the same...I just want him back..."

"Well where is he right now?" Irene stated.

"In Japan i believe...."

"Yeah sweetie look..." Irene sighed "you just got to move on especially if you havent seen him for five whole fuckin years."

"I agree Yanna, for whole fuckin Five years? Even if he comes back you dont know if he changed or not..." Momo commented.

"But i just feel like we can meet again...someday...and i dont care if he changed or not change...I still miss him."

"Yanna...just let it go...this might be like losing a family member to you but just let it go...it'll make it worse for you ok?"

A long pause occurred after hearing momo and Irenes response.

"Alright....ill make sure to try and let it go.."

I get up and get my jacket "ma is making dinner and i cant miss it...ill see you guys later."

Irene gets up and hugs me "tell yourself Yanna....Let it Go..."

I nodded my head and hugged Momo. "See you later Yanna."

"Bye yanna...remember to just let it go alright?"

How am I supposed to do that? It doesnt make since...

Author: rumors are spreading that the Bangtan might have another comeback.

NoT NoW.

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