[JJK FF MATURE] - Y/N - {Season 2} ✔️

Feeling Ambivalent. - 𝟙𝟙

Do you perhaps know why Y/N/R lost her child? -Y/N/R

Then Jimin stopped taking more steps away and looked back at me with so much sadness and repentance and replied

I never wanted to hurt her... I love her so much... I never- *sob* - Jimin 

a rage inside of my body flared up and without even thinking, the body responded to that flare up and quickly grabbed him from his collar and said with a quite yet very threatening tone 

What did you do? Tell me everything word by word with no detail left behind or I will not hesitate to punch you.. I really don't want to punch you when you look this pathetically weak. - Y/N/R

He then left a loud sign trying to compose his emotions and then started talking.

[JUNGKOOK's POV] 

[at hospital]

I take a deep breath after hearing the sad news from the doctor myself and try to settle my mind. The thought of knowing that my child is really gone and she is surely gonna be really hurt by these news, keeps repeating in my head and makes the wound deeper and deeper inside of me. So I take a deep breath and exhale longer then I thought and enter the room. She was there stunning and pale as she was..looking down at her fingers and then looks up to me with her emotionless yet also worried face and then looks back again. I then walk closely calmly at her and start off with

Y/N -ah .. I Need to tell you smth. - Jungkook

She then grabs my hand and says 

Jungkook... tell me its okay... - Y/N 

I then place my other hand which is not grabbed from her hand and place it on my mouth trying to compose myself and not to lose myself in my emotions and reply while taking deep breaths and smiling faintly. 

Y/N-ah.. you were somehow poisoned, the doctor does not know how but the results shown that you were exposed to a poison and... - Jungkook 

then my own spit felts like choking me while to trying to gulp calmly and then she interrupted saying 

and Jungkook??? what ... WHAT? - Y/N 

she then looked so scared like she lost the one thing that mattered in her life and took my hand with both of her hands and added 

Its still alive right? - Y/N 

I then bend down to her level and looked at her with my watery eyes while stroking her small pale face and said 

Our little Jeon did not make it Y/N-ah... - Y/N

she then smiled faintly and then started laughing quietly and then gradually her laugh which sounded more like a loud cry filled the whole room and ward of that floor. While she was crying out loud she pushed my hands and covered her face while she was letting her sorrow out and grieving for our child. My vision then started becoming more watery and then while she was weakly trying to avoid my embrace, I luckily locked her arms and hugged her strongly. 

[Y/N's POV]

My mind was unable to process what I have just heard, my heart was sinking no more like my whole body and soul... I felt them separating... it felt like my body was numb and my soul was feeling this painful and unbearable weight.. I would be lying if I said I did not think this may have happen but I was lying to myself.. 

I hate this... Why me... Why I have to always be this unhappy and unlucky with my life... First with my love life and now with just trying to have a family...

Is it my fault? Was I not careful enough? Am I not fit to be a mother?  

I am so sorry Y/N-ah... I am so sorry for not being there where you needed me the most...- Jungkook 

His breathing is so unstable... I can feel it.. he is grieving for our child as well...

After this my grip on his back got tighter and held on his t-shirt more with no possible way of getting away from my arms. His firm muscles were exposed to my rough grip and I could feel as well his one hand embracing gently  yet very strongly my waist and the other hand on top of my head stroking gently my hair. After I calmed down from crying and we stayed to that position for quite a while. His head titled a bit to the side where my ear is and says 

I know I may not deserve you for after what I have done but I need to tell you- -Jungkook 

without thinking I stopped him half way from his words and look up to him to his teary eyes full of sadness and add 

I know.... he then looks at me confused and I add It's okay... I-Its actually my turn to apologize now because I assumed you cheated on me with Yuna and-

and then he tried to interrupt me but I placed my index on his soft pinky lips and added

you actually did not... and then felt a bit shy saying it but finally spit it out and added  I may have heard your story while I was acting that I was asleep earlier today. - Y/N 

he then widen his eyes and said with my finger still on his lips 

You did?? - Jungkook 

he then smirked and kissed my index and then I removed my finger looking down to my hands and felt so happy for clearing out the misunderstanding but this happiness unfortunately could not remove my internal grief which felt eternal of losing the first life I had inside my womb. 

While we were sitting there and discussing our next life plans, Y/N/R appears breathless and the only words that come out of her mouth is 

Guys I know who is behind this. - Y/N/R 

I then look at her weirdly and Jungkook says 

Tell me now, I will go and beat the crap out of them. Y/N-ah needs to stay away from additional stress now and-  - Jungkook 

I then place my hand on his chest interrupting him and I continue say 

Y/N/R-ah come in and close the door behind you. - Y/N

'' I am not gonna back off anymore and be scared. I wont let anyone harm my family again anymore. Whoever you are, I hope you are ready to taste your own medicine. ''

To Be Continued... :D 

~ How will Y/N and Jungkook react when they found out? ~ 

~ Will Y/N be able to forgive Jimin if she founds out? ~ 

~ What is next for Jungkook and Y/N? ~ 

 

Many ideas brainstorming at the moment so look forward to more chapters!! :D 

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