I love you, but you love him

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And yet even through so much pain I still seem to be able to love you

Why does it hurt my heart so much

To see you hang out with him a lot more than you do with me

I wish it was me and not him with you

On those dates

I wish you never confessed

And I wish he never said

"I love you too hyung."

Because that's my line

I wish I never saw you two kiss underneath that tree

I wish I was the only person you loved

I wish you would notice me again

But no

Now your only priority is Jeon Jungkook

Whatever happened to us?

You used to always act like my boyfriend

Even though we never were

You would call me at night before going to bed

To tell me to eat three meals a day

You would always come squealing to me

When our friends became a couple

You and I would secretly take many pictures of them being cute with each other

But now your eyes are on Jungkook all the time

Where did the time go where those eyes would look into mine?

Why did you leave me?

I miss you

Yet my heart still shatters when I see you kiss him

In front of me

Why?

I just wanted to talk to you again

But you broke my heart again

I wish you could talk to me again

Please

I'm begging you

You looked at me after you kissed him

Surprised was the expression on your face

"We're in the middle of something Park."

Was what you said to me in a long time

'Park' you didn't call me 'Jiminie' what happened to our nicknames?

Why did my eyes sting as I ran to the bathroom?

Was I crying over you?

I wish I could get over you

But I can't

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