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myk point of view

“i thought you'll never come back..”

“haha! why not? gusto mo bang sulohin tong bahay? may girlfriend ka na siguro no?” pang-aasar niya at patuloy na tumawa.

umikot yung mata ko at bumalik sa kwarto. naligo ako at humarap sa laptop ko.

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you have a new follower.

“who is--

Instagram
you have a new message.

“bet, another desperate fangirl of mine–

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hindi ako nag-abalang i-followback siya pero binasa ko yung message niya.

seokjinsunbaenim
are you the one from class E? mrs. principal is inviting you to come to the principal office tomorrow.

nagtaka ako kung bakit ako ipapatawag sa p.o kahit wala naman akong ginagawa..?

motionlessmin
what do you want? you can never scare me,
just for your knowledge :) cause i didn't do
anything wrong to be called in the p.o :)

agad namang nagreply siya. ayaw ko na sana basahin dahil nangbblackmail lang siya, pakiramdam ko.

seokjinsunbaenim
i don't need anything from you. as we can see, i'm more elegant and rich af than you :)

nalaglag yung panga ko sa sinabi niya.

wala. pang. nagsabi. sakin. niyan. kundi. siya. palang.

motionlessmin
as for your poor knowledge, i have
$3 dollars and i owned big rings, big
house and i have so many big dreams.

pinatay ko yung laptop ko at ngumisi ng pangiwi. nakakatarantado!

humiga ako sa kama at pinilit matulog pero hindi mawala sa isip ko yung nilalang na yon.

anong ginawa niya sakin?

i've never mind anybody for this long.

tumayo ako at ginulo yung buhok ko. bumaba ako at naabutan ko yung kapatid ko, may kausap sa phone.

umupo ako sa couch at binuksan yung tv. napa-lingon sakin yung kapatid ko bago umupo sa tabi ko.

“if you want to be alone in this house i can rent an apartm--

“stay. here. idiot.” pagputol ko sa kaniya habang diretsyong naka-tingin sa tv.

tinapik lang niya yung balikat ko bago umakyat at iniwan ako mag-isa. kumuha ako ng pagkain sa kusina at bumalik sa pinapanood ko, The Ring.

kinuha ko yung phone ko na naka-charge sa ibaba nung tv namin dahil biglang umilaw. binunot ko sa pagkakacharge.

may notification galing sa instagram. at dahil don, naisip ko yung makulit na kausap ko kanina.

bakit? siya lang naman yung nag-ingay sa ig ko... so why wouldn't i think of him?

suminghap ako bago binuksan yung instagram ko.

Instagram
you have 94 notifications and 9 new messages.

naisip ko na tingnan ang profile nung seokjinsunbaenim at bakit niya ko kinukulit.

nakakagago kasi kapag wala kang alam. pakiramdam mo talaga scammer siya.

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even if i die it's definitely you.

no other posts and i'm the only one he followed...

what does that mean?

i don't want to think wrong but, dude this is so weird.

i hit the follow back button.

and swear i'm not wrong.

and yup, i'm not wrong.

there's no notification again from him after i followed back him.

and that makes me go think something.

i went to my notifications.

i found myself smiling.

just by looking on his name through my screen.

i screenshots all the notifications i got from him today.

i even went to my messages and screenshots his messages to me.

“is this wrong? that this guy makes me smile in this way? as if–

“dude, you're not definitely wrong. you're in love.” boses ng kapatid ko mula sa likod ko.

napa-lingon ako sa kaniya habang naka-nguso siya sa phone ko. napa-tingin ako dun at mabilis kong pinindot yung home.

madali akong umiwas ng tingin.

is that love?

am i in love?

with whom?

to that guy???

no!

never.

i will never fall for him.

he's just tricking me.

yeah, he's tricking me.

i'm not in love.

i'm not in love.