Friends?//DIZA

Chapter 21 ✨

D- what the fuck Liza

I roll my eyes then head my way over to the frigid.I get some beer and open it up. I almost immediately chug it then David protective ass looks at me with shock and snatched the bottle for me

D- what is up with you Liza. You shouldn't drink and it's 9:21am

L- well nothing is wrong with me I just wanted to switch up the morning drink

D- there's water in the fridge, coffee in the pot.

L- ehh

I walk to our food on the table and starts eating.

L- I'll be right back

I says almost out of the room. I walk to the hall. Until David is out of sight. What the fuck. I feel like I'm not even me.

I walk outside to the back yard and find the pack of cigarettes I hid when I first moved here on the back patio. I take the green box of nicotine sticks (😂) and I put it in my mouth. I light the white piece of paper and inhale.

I tried to stop smoking but its to hard. I would go back only after a day of being here. Once I met David I would only do it once a month or even that. You don't need cigarettes when you have someone like him to get addicted to. Also I didn't want him to find out. But today I felt like I needed to be fucked up. I don't know why I just need to leave for a day and see if this will be over.

I hear the door crack open and I hid the cigarette box in my waist line while I hold the cigarette in my opposite hand hoping David wouldn't see it.

D- hey Liza- what's that smell

L- I don't know

I lie straight through my teeth

D- is someone smoking out here this early in the morning

L- maybe I mean it's outside what do you expect

He looks a around and makes his way Over to the hand I was attempting to hid

D- LIZA

L- what Julian

D- why are you smoking

L- why not

I take another puff and takes it from my hand

L- what the fuck

I say as gray puff a smoke is leaving my mouth

D- no your not getting this back. What's up with you

L- nothing just give me it back and I'll stop.

D- when did you start doing this

L- it doesn't matter when I st-

D- when?!

He cuts me in a kinda aggressive way

L- a while ago

D- a while ago?

L- a couple years ago it doesn't matter your wasting it all

I say reaching for it like a child

D- why didn't you tell me

L- because it a fucking cigarette it's not a child

He throws it on the ground and steps on it

L- wow thanks

D- your welcome

I go inside and head to the kitchen and find something stronger than beer which is literally anything. I find whiskey and start to drink it straight. I stings the back of my throat like a bitch but I can deal with it as long as this goes away.

David catches me once again and take the bottle away. He pins me against the wall

D- Elizabeth Shila koshy

L- Julian

I say rolling my eyes

D- come on

He leads me up stairs to my room and locks the door. I sit on the bed and look at him kinda drunk.

D- tell me what is wrong liza you are making me worried

L- I wasn't making you worried when you were busy with some whore

I say pouting a bit

D- Liza you need to say wh-

L- in using the bathroom

D- stay

L- I'm gonna piss myself

D- five minutes

L- Pfff

I walk of into the bathroom and lock the door. I sit there on the edge of the bathtub almost crying. Why am I acting like this. My emotions keep taking over my brain and telling what to do. I blink away the last of tears and flush the toilet so it seem like I had use the bathroom.

I unlock the door and walk out straight to the balcony. I lock the door behind me and stand there

This chapter sucked