Day two 2-25-19

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I started keeping this I guess because it just lets me put my feeling out there. I most likely have a broken knuckle on my right hand because I got extremely mad and punched a wall multiple times it's been about 4 weeks since it happened and most people know but my dad doesn't really seem to bothered by it I mean I'm ok it's just sore and looks really strange. Schools boring and there is way to many projects. I'm failing most of my classes and my dad keeps saying how I'm stupid because I'm failing my classes and I feel like he is right because I don't understand anything that's going on in most of my classes and it's scary. I'm getting my license soon and I honestly can't wait because I will get to see my friends who live far away. I've been told multiple times by my dad that he wants to kick me out of the house because I'm a mistake and I don't know how to feel so right now I'm trying to find people that I could stay with for a while to avoid all this drama at my house because I honestly hate it. I'm not a good person I get it yes I have drank alcohol yes I have smoked weed what are you gonna do about it I'm a kid who's a little experimental I hold a big secret behind my smile or tears that will probably get shared soon enough. I'm getting a tattoo most likely this week and I know my family will kill me when they find out but it's ok because it's for Alex

2/25/19

2/25/19

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