Just Him ❤

21. The unexpected ex.

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"There you are." Seb bent down to kiss her forehead.

"God Seb, I'm so sorry. I must have dozed off." She sat up. "I need to go get your dad and Fabian from hospitality." She got to her feet, Seb pulled her close and kissed her, she instantly melted into him, wrapping her arms around him.

"Relax, Antti is with them." He kissed her again, pulling gently on her bottom lip.

"Seb, I need to tell you something." She pulled away.

"Ok." He frowned, looking at her serious expression, "It's not the press again is it?"

"No." She took a deep breath, "It's Daniel."

"Ricciardo?" He asked. She nodded.

"He's my ex."

"Your ex? You've not been anywhere near an F1 race for years, how the fuck can he be your ex?" His possessive side kicked in.

"We got in touch, it was last year after not being in contact since Red Bull offered me a job a few years ago."

"Continue." He snapped.

"I went with him to Australia at the start of December." She was suddenly worried she was going to regret this conversation, "We kind of got together."

"Kind of? You either were or you was not." He was tense now, she could practically feel him backing away from her.

"Seb, I don't want to lose you. I just wanted to be honest with you." She tried to reassure him, "I didn't want you to find out from him. I stayed there with him for two weeks where I applied for this job, but flew back to England to get ready for the interview. I realised that I didn't love him. I left him with no explanation, no note. Nothing. He didn't even know I'd applied for the job."

"You don't love him?" He stepped closer to her again.

"I've never loved him. He saw me outside. He wanted to talk, he wanted me to explain why I'd left, so I've been with him in the Renault garage, in his room."

"You went in to his room after the shit we've had from the press? Are you that stupid?!" Seb rubbed the back of his neck.

"I'm sorry Seb, really I am. I think he wanted closure." She stopped talking, Seb ran his hand through his hair. Thinking. "I've never loved him. I've never loved anyone the way I love you." She watched him, desperate for any hint of what was going through his mind. His blue eyes met her's, they looked an even deeper colour. He suddenly closed the gap between them, pushing her up against the door. She gasped in fright as he pinned her there, a hand either side of her head. He leant in, suddenly kissing her. His tongue slipping in to her open mouth as she kissed him back. His kiss was hard and a little rough. His fingers started working on opening her shirt, followed by him undoing and removing her red skinny jeans. He stopped, his hands either side of her head again. He stepped back and removed his racesuit, followed by his fireproof clothing. Very quickly he was naked. He stepped closer to her again, he slipped her bra straps down from her shoulders.

"Take it off." He ordered. Chloe removed her bra with shaking fingers. He kissed her again, working his way from her lips, around her neck. She gasped as her body seemed to burst in to life. His mouth leaving a hot trail as he kissed and gently nibbled his way over her breasts. His hands started sliding down her knickers, then slipping inbetween her legs. Her head rolled back at the intense feelings he gave her. He put his hands at the back of her thighs and lifted her. She wrapped her legs around him as her back hit the door with a bang. He was inside her with a hard thrust. He wasn't going to be gentle. She was in for a rough ride. He was soon thrusting in to her with a hard unrelenting pace. Her position held up against the door meant he was going deeper inside with every thrust. It hurt. He was biting down on her lip as he kissed her then started sucking at her neck, he knew he'd leave a bruise there but he didn't care. Let that bastard see that she belonged to him. He let out an angry sounding groan as he got closer to the release he was desperately chasing. He went harder in to her, she was wincing with the pain but not making a sound, silent tears running down her cheeks instead. He came with a loud angry cry, releasing his grip on her thighs. He pulled out from her and she slid down to the floor holding her lower stomach. He stood for a moment watching her as the awful realisation hit him that he'd hurt her. "Chloe!" He dropped to the floor in front of her, "baby please!" He pulled her into his arms, rocking her gently, "I've hurt you. I'm so sorry." His voice broke. He felt her wrap her arms around him, clinging to him.

"It's ok." Her voice was almost a whisper.

"No it's not. I wanted you so badly. The fact he wanted you, it made me want you so bad that I just lost control."

"Seb, it's ok. Really." She stroked his face repeatedly, trying to soothe him, "I love you. Please Seb, calm down. I'm fine, everything's ok." She placed her lips on his, kissing him, trying to ignore the pain inside her. Seb responded to her kiss, he was a lot more gentle this time.

"Ich liebe dich so sehr, bitte verlass mich nicht." (I love you so much, please don't leave me) He took her face in his hands and spoke quietly.

"Ich liebe dich." She responded. With her very limited knowledge of German she wasn't exactly sure what he'd said but knew the first part. A knock on the door made them both jump.

"Seb, Chloe, you in there?!" Antti called though the door. "We're ready to go when you are."

"Give us a few minutes and we'll be out." Seb replied.

"Lets get dressed." She stood up and started picking her clothes up.

"We are ok aren't we?" He asked anxiously, doing the same.

"We're more than fine Seb." She smiled back, "Just warn me next time you fancy it a little rough."

"I will, I never meant to cause you pain. I'm glad you told me about Dan, it was just the last thing I expected you to say. As long you're with me, I don't care about him. You're mine and that's all I care about."