Love me or Hate me a Demi and niall Fanfic Part 2

Chapter 19

" You got it bad" she said half smiling at me, " Honestly, I know you won't ruin Demi and Niall's relationship but I think maybe you should just wait on the whole telling thing"

I looked at her and nodded my head in agreement. She was right. Demi and Niall have just recently started making things right between them and it wouldn't look good if I came into the picture and messed that up. I know how to control my feelings but this time, it might be difficult.

" What about you?" I said looking at her, " When are you going to break up with Selena?"

" Breaking up with someone is not something you plan" she snapped, " I don't when it will happen but I'm just tired of feeling like I have to be this different person to fit her liking like I have to be a complete opposite of myself for her to like me" she said looking up at me. As I looked into her eyes, I felt like I was starring at a broken person. A person who's trying to be happy but can't because something's holding her back. " I love Selena so much Dinah, but I think it's time that we take a break"

I awed and pulled her into a hug. " Sometimes, people aren't meant to be together" I whispered as I held tightly. I started feeling her shoulders shake and that's when I knew she was crying. " Everything's going to be okay"

She pulled back from me and wiped her eyes, chuckling. " I know it will be but that's not why I'm crying" She said looking at me. I raised my brow in confusion and waited for her to say something. " I'm finally going to be able to be myself again. I'm finally going to be Miley"

I smiled and seeing her excited made my heart flutter. We spent awhile downstairs talking about my feelings for Demi to my relationship with Siope. We also talked about our past and what made decide to audition for the X factor.

As we were talking, I heard a soft, raspy angelic voice. Miley and I looked at each other and followed the person singing. We stopped when we reached on the top of the stairs near Demi's room. I stood on the side of the door trying to get a better listen.

A smile curved on my face as I heard Demi singing latch by sam smith the acoustic version. I looked over Miley and she was also lost by Demi's voice. Hearing her song this song reminds of when the girls and I performed it. I took out my phone and opened the snapchat app. I gently turned the nob on the bedroom door and tip toed on the other side. I filmed demi singing and sent it to the rest of the girls.

" Her voice is so melodic" I whispered to Miley. She nodded her head and got closer to me.

" Does this make you like her more?" She said as she looked inside the room. She turned to look at me and I looked at Demi then back at her.

" I think I might be in love with her" I whispered honestly.

I looked at her and she looked at me. I have never been more certain about my feelings for someone and Demi is beyond amazing. I don't know if I can continue hiding my feelings for her try to pretend that they're not there.

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Ariana's POV

I didn't want to wait until Tuesday to see my therapist. I haven't been going to her in so long that I think it would have been better if I went to her today. I'm a little nervous considering the fact that I have no clue what to say to her. When you go to a therapist, it's just like if you're having a normal conversation with someone. There's something about talking to therapist that makes it easier than talking to your best friend for example.

As I about to call Liam so he can pick me up, I got a notification from Dinah on snap chat. I opened it and it was a video of Demi singing latch. I smiled as I was watching it thinking about the times she told me that that was her favorite song. She would always listen to it because it had a special meaning to it. That was the song that she and Niall played when they got back together.