My Green Eyed Drummer

Chapter 54

I scoot over and she sits next to me. We are silent for a minute and she turns and looks at me.

"What in gods name are you doing here." She asks in a loud tone.

"It's where I go to think." I mummer in response.

"I know that. But you have a crying girlfriend at home that needs you and you are sitting here." Luna says.

I turn to her.

"She is crying?"

"Ya. All you had to do is put your big 'muscular' arms around her and be there. But! You thought you better of run! Why? Why are you here and not with Clarke?" Luna lays out plainly.

"I'm afraid I will do more damage." I say quietly. "Luna, She was fine before I came into her life! Before I made her fall in love with me! Before I made her mother hate her! I- I just can't mess this up. I feel like one wrong move and it will all end. It will all be a dream that I wake up from and realize that there is no Clarke! That my perfect dream woman is just in my mind... and I can't have that."

Luna listens and at then end stays silent to fully digest what I said. "Lex... you didn't make her fall in love with you. That was all her heart finding yours. And you didn't make her mother hate her. Her mother hates you for loving her more than she could ever love her, herself. And honestly the only way you could mess this up is not being there for your one and only." I nod at what she is saying. We are silent for a minute thinking. "And this can't be a dream cause I pushed you in front of a truck and I'm sure you felt that so..." I chuckle at my sister.

She puts her arm around me. "Come on Commander you are the one that taught me all I know. Pick up chicks 101 you never leave the crying girl alone." She smiles and so do I. "Go get her." She winks. I nod and stand up.

"Thanks Luna." I say as I run down to my bike.

"GO GET YOUR GIRL!!" Luna cheers as I take off on my bike.

Clarke's POV

I am still laying in bed when I hear feet walking across the floor. Someone opens Lexa's door and walks in. I turn to see Lexa slowly closing the door behind her. She takes of her leather jacket and puts it on the dresser.

She comes and sits on the bed right in front of me.

"I'm sorry I left you. That was wrong of me. I know that you need support right now and that isn't what I gave you and I'm sorry. I- I am just scared to say the wrong thing the. You just... you just leave me. And I can't have that." She says as she looks down at her hands and messes with her rings. I move myself to sit next to her. I take her hand in mine and pull our hands into my lap.

"Lexa I understand. I am happy you are home safe. I know that my mom is a lot and understand why you needed to get away from me." I reply back.

"Clarke. I would never need to get away from you. You are my world and what would I do with out my world. I ran because I was afraid of losing my world. But I'm here. Now. And I'm not leaving." She says with a cute nod. I lean in and gently kiss her. I pull away and she smiles. "What are you doing on my side of the bed?" She asks tickling my sides.

I squirm and get away from her hands. "You are sleeping on the couch if you tickle me Lexa Woods." She puts her hands up in surrender.

"Come here and kiss me." She says and she pulls me over. I and sitting on her lap with my knees on either side of her. She pulls my body close to her and I lean in and kiss her. I bring my hands up to her jaw and pull her closer. She leans in on the kiss putting her hands on my hips. We are interrupted by a phone. Both of our phones. I sigh. The group chat.

I get off her and sit next to her with my head on her shoulder.

Raven😉- Who has a better jawline me or O

Octavia😙- me

Raven😉- NO LUNA BACK ME UP ON THIS

Luna💧- don't bring me into this one.

Lexa🥁- what happened to being there for the girl no matter what

Luna💧- not when it puts you in danger.

Raven😉- you are in more danger if you aren't on my side.

Mya❤️- SOMEBODIES IN TROUBLE

Octavia😙-back to my jawline, Lexa whos side are you on?

Lexa🥁- I'm on my side. I have the best jawline. I cut my enemy's with it

Clarke🦝- tru tru

Octavia- Don't you two have a cuddle session to go to, go away

Lexa🥁- ok

Lexa takes my phone and puts it on the night stand. She gets under the blankets with me and I curl up against her.

"I'm sorry about your dad." She says lightly as I put my arm around her waist.

"Not like you gave him a brain tumor." I say plainly.

"Ya but I wish I could have been there for you. I'm sorry. I love you so much. Goodnight." Lexa says as she pulls me closer then ever.

I can smell the woods sent on her. Everywhere we touch I feel fire and love. She is my everything and I am so happy in this world. I feel like in this moment no one could hurt me.

No one.