Roomies (boyxboy)

In the Bedroom

"Yeah."

"No you didn't."

"What?"

"You didn't have fun. I know you didn't."

Cameron was silent. He thought about the day. It was amazing. There were so many new experiences. It was a dream date.

"No. I really didn't have fun. It was too much."

"I know."

Cameron turned over so he was facing Ryan, who began gently rubbing Cameron's cheek with his thumb. They were so soft.  He could feel Cameron's breath on his face.  In the darkness, Cameron could barely see Ryan, so he felt brave enough to ask, "Did you kiss that girl on your first date?"

"Yes. Did Nate kiss you?" Ryan's voice was a little rough.

"No."

"Good." Ryan closed the few inches between them and kissed Cameron gently on the lips. Cameron almost shuddered with reaction.

 Ryan pulled away looking at Cameron closely. Then moved closer to kiss him again, his thumb on the boy's chin, angling him upwards to meet his lips. The kiss was pretty tame, only slightly opening their lips, tasting each other with hesitation. Ryan kissed the corner of Cameron's mouth, his cheek, under his jaw, near his ear. Cameron arched his neck in pleasure. It felt amazing. He reached out to put his hand in Ryan's dark brown hair, behind his ears, touching the shell with his fingers. Ryan groaned and pulled his mouth back to Cameron's, more forceful this time, using his tongue to push between Cameron's lips.

When he felt Ryan's tongue in his mouth, Cameron thought he might die right then and there. Nothing had ever tasted or felt so good in his life. He whimpered and pulled Ryan even closer. Ryan's hand ran down Cameron's back, to his lower back, to his bottom, grasping his buttcheeks hard and grinding his own center against him, Cameron's tongue tentatively exploring his mouth like sweet fire.  

Ryan couldn't think straight.  (sorry!)  Cameron's fingers in his hair, touching his tongue to Ryan's,  his body under him,   Ryan felt like something unwound or opened inside him that had always been locked up tight.  He felt out of control but it was ok.  They were ok together.  He pulled Cameron closer, closer, he wanted to inhale him to absorb him into his skin.  

Ryan suddenly stopped, and pushed Cameron away, who whined softly at the loss of contact.

"We should stop. Before I can't stop."

"I don't want to stop.  Please don't stop, Ryan."   He never wanted these feelings to end.  He'd been so alone for so long.  Ryan touched him.  Saw him.  His fingers and arms held him.  He felt important and special and his body was thrumming and burning.  It was the best, most amazing feeling.  

"Oh my god." Ryan leaned in and resumed kissing Cameron, pushing him beneath him and grinding their hips together. Still both in pajamas, each boy could feel the other's rock hard erections staining and throbbing. Cameron tentatively lifted his legs to either side of Ryan's waist, pulling him closer.

It was not many moments more. Ryan's mouth locked onto Cameron's, grinding into him when Cameron's muscles strained and he clutched Ryan convulsively closer, Ryan, feeling Cameron's release, joined him seconds afterwards in surge more pleasurable than anything he ever experienced before. He thought for a second he'd black out, he climaxed so hard.

  It was a few moments of harsh breathing as they both came down from the moment. Ryan rolled to the side, eyes locked with Cameron. Cameron's face was wet with tears, sweat and Ryan's saliva. Ryan leaned over and kissed him again gently. Cameron reached up and touched Ryan's face, pushing his hair off his forehead.

Ryan took the hand and kissed it, then sat up. He took a few tissues for himself and passed the box to Cameron.

After a few awkward moments of cleaning themselves up, they lay back down.

"Do you want me to go back to my bed?" Ryan asked, his voice barely a whisper.  He could barely look at Cameron.  

"No. Let's just go to sleep." Cameron rolled over to the wall.

Ryan turned towards him, hesitantly. Should he hold the smaller boy? Was Cameron upset?  What in the hell just happened?  Were they dating now?  Was he gay? Bi?  What would happen if Jess found out?  Did he really just get off with a guy and it was the best it'd ever been?  The voice in Ryan's head wouldn't stop.  

Cameron reached back and pulled Ryan's arm over him, so they were spooning closely.

"Stop freaking out. Let's talk about it later. Just go to sleep."

"Ok." Just that simple moment, Cameron reaching out to him, calmed some of the anxiety.    Ryan nuzzled the back of Cameron's neck, in awe of how he still wanted him.  Amazed at how good Cameron smelled.

"Goodnight Cameron."

"Goodnight Ryan."

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Well...that makes things a little more difficult.