Letters to a Rockstar

Nope! Too Sexy!

I could not hear a thing. I drifted along the bottom and looked around at my painted tub. I saw a bright orange octopus beside me with bright pink on the bottom. I looked at the bright green seaweed and traced my finger along the swirls and delicate patterns. I swam along and went a few feet and I was at the very bottom. I saw nothing but gorgeous seashells. Shells of all shapes and colors were covering the bottom. I kicked my feet and swam softly around and looked at them. I looked up and blew out some bubbles and saw five heads.

I floated up as they popped back. Cold air hit me as my brothers and mom smiled at me. Who was number five?? I looked and saw Shy!!!!!! She smiled and came over and hugged me gently. "When did you get here??" I asked my friend. "Just ten minutes ago. My plane got laid over cause of the snow and I was unable to get back here for turkey day." She said as I smiled. I had my best friend back. "I missed you bitch!" I snapped as she rolled her eyes and kissed my head. "I missed you too you whore. I want to go lay down for a bit and rest. I will see you guys later." She said as she left and Emerson followed behind her.

I squeaked as my mom washed my hair and I washed my face. "Can I stay in here for a bit longer??" I asked as my mom nodded and I smiled and dove down deep into the once black now crystal clear water. The bombs never left residue in the water. I saw a purple cover the water as I swam down deep. I turned around and held onto a seahorse handle and looked up. I saw a familiar head peak over and shake his head. Ashley had came into the bathroom. Everyone was always blown away at my tub. It was the size of a pool but it was a claw foot tub. Emerson was specific with the design and spent a month perfecting it to my needs and wants. I got it installed here just last month. And I was over the moon happy. I felt like I was in my own little world away from the disease. My senses were gone as I dropped down to the very bottom of the five foot tub. It went deeper then that as I went deeper. I was still able to touch but on my tiptoes.

I saw a metal top float around and a tattooed hand got it and pulled it out. I heard a mumble of voices and I saw more heads come around my tub. REALLY!!??? Brides were here. Thank god they only saw my head and the lights reflected off the water so I would have protection. A black haired guy pulled them out and it was just one guy. I was puzzled but shrugged it off. I saw a skinny hand pull out the other prize and I knew it was Remington. I floated towards the top and popped my head out. "Hello my sweet little mermaid!" He said as I smiled. "I am ready to get out now." I said as he nodded and I swam to my stairs as he held up a bright blue oversized stitched towel. It had sea creatures here and there at the bottom.

I walked into it and he hugged me as I fell into his arms. He carried me to the floor and helped me get dried off. He wrapped my hair into a yellow towel and I got dressed with his help. I had on some black ripped skinny jeans and a black Palaye Royale shirt. I smiled as we walked out of the bathroom. I heard a gurgle and knew the water was gone. He flipped off the lights and handed me my toys. I smiled and sat down in my egg-chair. He pulled my hair out and brushed it out with his hands. I closed my eyes as his fingers ran through my long, thick black and rainbow hair. I heard Molly bark as the front door opened and closed. I heard my doctor talk to my mom as she walked up towards the stairs. She sounded like she was in a good mood. Her meeting must have went well.

She saw me up and smiled. "I have the Iron and we are trying a different Radiation that hopefully will not burn you as badly. I also got a few different strengths of liver medicine. They want to have those go up some more. One of the medicines will make you sleepy. The other one will leave you feeling fine." She said as she put the bagged medicine into a temperature controlled cabinet and locked it shut with her keys. She washed her hands and came over with my piggy-back and connected me back to my fluids. She adjusted some stuff and attached something to my finger. "Just to monitor your breathing. I want to make sure that this thing does not attack your lungs like it did your heart." She said as I nodded. She patted my arm and walked away and took off her gloves and squirted her hands and rubbed them.