Princesa 😈

Part 8

"Right" Tio Seph says

"What attitude" I ask looking at them crazy

"Since Christan died you've really become a bitch" Junior says

"No y'all are just annoying with every second asking me if I'm ok" I state

"You didn't even cry at his funeral and shoot 10 targets right in the middle after crying your life away hugging Jayson" Alexis says

"And" I look at them

"Your gonna burst soon watch it never last trust me" Mama Emily and papa matti say at the same time

"Whatever is that all cause I have training to do" I stand up

"Valentina sit down right now" Mami says and I let a sigh out sitting down "I don't know who you think your talking to but this ends now" she says

"But the attitude you be catching with papa doesn't" I snap back

"Little girl stop it now" she say

"I'm out" I stand up going to the door and Jayson pulls me back by my hand

"Jayson I know your my best friend but I'm not scared to break your arm" I tell him and he stands up doing a fast move getting behind me crossing both of my arms over my chest holding them on my sides. "I strongly dislike you at this moment"

"Love you too" he says

"I have online classes in 20 minutes so let go" I try getting out his grip making him pull my arms so it hurts a little "ok ok ok I get it"

He loosens his grip

"Your off the next hist" papa mar says

"What no I'm the leader" I say pissed off

"Doesn't matter you wanna be disrespectful right" papa mar says

"And to think I liked you more" I say looking away from them

"Yea Yea whatever Derek said the same shit when he was younger and the same day came running back to me" he says

"Well I ain't weak like him" I kick the back of jays legs making him lose his balance I get out his grip and push him back making him fall on his ass.

"Stoooop" I shout as papa matti lift me off the ground holding me

"Give me your phone now" Mami says

"Girl I pay the bill for it" I snap my neck at her

"And I created you" she takes it and my keys

"Whatever can you put me down now before I sneeze on purpose so my period blood gets on you" I say wiggling and he lets me go. I walk out pissed off and start walking home since I don't live too far but it's a walk.

I finally get home and get on my bike, biking to the grave yard. I bike all the way to his grave and get off sitting down in front of his tombstone.

"Hey baby" I smile putting my hand on the stone. "I got in trouble yet again but I'm promise I'm trying it's just I'm tired of being asked or dmed if I'm good, or do I need help" I sigh "It's annoying"

I move the flowers that I brought him yesterday around "thank you for the chain baby" I chuckle "I know I say this every time I come to visit you" I stand up as I hear a car pull up

"Get in" Jayson says

"Nope" I sit back down

"Val can you stop being so difficult please it's getting dark and your not gonna bike home" he states putting my bike in the back seats of his car.

"Then ill walk" I stand up and he grabs me

"Valentina stop" he yells in my face

One thing he's never done......yell in my face

My eyes water

Third thing that can make me cry is someone yelling in my face

"I didn't mean to yell at you" I pulls me into a hug but I push him off getting in the car. The drive was silent, my head was just against the glass the whole ride. With tears slightly sliding down my face. Yea I'm 19 and my boyfriend of a year just died, my heart ache but I hide it knowing damn well I'm not ok.

"I'm not taking you home" he breaks the silence and I just nod seeing as we are heading in the direction of his condo.

We get to his house and I get out walking to the door with him unlocking it. I don't say a word to him and just take my outfit off leaving myself in my underwear and bra getting under the covers.

"Are you gonna talk" he ask putting his gun on a nightstand.

No bitch!

you know what sucks even more Chris and I never had sex. My only "body" is the guy that raped me.

"Val can you just talk to me I know your fucking hurting and keeping it bottled up is gonna fuck up your mental health more" he bangs his fist on the dresser looking at me.

"Stop being so aggressive" I quietly tell him sitting up with the cover over my chest

"Then fucking talk" he says calming down

"Jayson my first ever love died and it hurts like a bitch, I don't like showing my emotions to randoms" I tell him

"Our family isn't randoms and neither am I" he sits on the bed next to me

"I just hurts and I was just getting ready to go back but now it's gonna suck more. Ima be known as the girl that got raped and her boyfriend died" I cover my face

"But ima be with you every step of the way girl your my number 2 Bc my dad is number 1" he moves my hands "I'm here for you val since day one"

"I know I'm sorry" I hug him and he lets go taking his shirt off changing into sweatpants. He lays down next to me and hug him with our skin touching making me feel safe, how I felt with Chris.
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Anywho ima go to sleep now gn my loves I'll update later today maybe...it's not promised but a high possibility I might update later today.💍🤍✨

-Princesa