Alone Again {Felix}

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Felix chest pumped with fury. He didn't understand why he was so upset but he was.

"Lixxie hyung-" I.N back-hugged the smaller member. "Stop. It's ok."

Everyone in the room stood up when Felix turned around and pushed the maknae with so much force that he landed on the table, his back hitting the surface with a mind-numbing hiss.

"Get the hell off me! All of you just leave me alone!" Felix walked away but didn't get far.

Changbin took the Aussie by the wrist, angrier than he's ever been, and threw him over his lap.

Felix cursed at Changbin, making terrible and heartbreaking insults at all of his members while his backside burned with the same fire that bore in his eyes.

Changbin ignored him. He didn't want Felix to have to satisfaction of hurting him. It wasn't hurting him anyway, his little Australian brother's insults were empty, he spoke in anger but not truth.

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK

Felix growled, hissing at the sharp pain in his ass. He knew that he messed up when he pushed Jeongin and regretted everything he had just done and said. However, the youngest rapper felt his heart shatter. He just missed his family, so much. His parents, his sisters, Chris. The pain of not having any of them around was just too much to handle.

"S-stop!" Felix cried for the first time, "Let me up!"

"Are you sorry?"

"I-I am." He whispered.

"When this is done, I want you to go to your room and stay there for the rest of the night. Do you understand me, Lee Felix?"

"Y-yes. I'm sorry! P-please stop."

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK

Changbin stood Felix up and expected the younger Aussie to cuddle him like he always did but instead he pushed everyone away from him and fled to his room. Slamming his door shut, the room fell silent once again.

Nobody spoke except I.N who was crying with Hyunjin at his side.

"Let him be." Lee Know said to Changbin. "He just needs some sleep."

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Leaving Felix alone was probably the worst mistake they made that night.

The path Felix was on led him to jump out the two-story window of their dorm, landing swiftly on the ground on his two feet. He ran as fast as he could, letting all of the anger and sadness he felt disappear with every step he took.

The running took all the breath out of his lungs, soon he was breathing in and out but not able to get any air. This realization made him stop.

He let out four loud, deep inhales before he regained his composure. Tears escaped out of his eyes without realizing it.

As soon as he was calm enough to have thoughts again, he swore.

He broke five major rules by doing what he did.

1. Don't leave the dorm without letting a member know.

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