Part ?: Gotten Worse
So my depression has gotten worse over the holidays, you would think it would get better because i wasn't around the people that were bullying me but nooooooo. I'm a little bit sick of how people bully others,like there is no reason to pick on someone that is weaker than you. Its just a bit stupid. You don't know what could be going on at their house but you still choose to bully them, you decide that they are the ones that should get all the shit, you pick us out of all people. It is a stupid thing to do, I've never fully understood it. I know some people bully because of what has happened to them and they think 'if I was hurt, then shouldn't they?' but that's not the case at all, it turns into one huge cycle. This is happening to me, I'm getting bullied, but as issy (my friend) will tell you, I'm trying to be nicer. I just don't get why people would do that to one another. I'm kinda done with it, bullying gave me depression and because of that, my mum had to put her foot down and say that i had to get over it before i continue a relationship with my boyfriend, well now ex, but yeah, I'm scared that I'm slowly getting over him. SORRY IF YOU READ THIS. So ummmm, stop bullying if you do, it really hurts others and risks their lives. Thank you. Sorry if this makes no sense.