It’s now 11 o'clock and I have only one thought: how did I tell Andrea how I still feel about him. But at the same time, I feel guilty for not giving him space... I look for his number to send him a message and I realize that I had archived the chat, I did not remember being so bad because of him.
F: hi
A: hey, are you all right?
F: I think so, I wanted to apologize for the way I treated you before, it’s not like me
A: don’t worry you were sick and everyone reacts differently, in your case you pushed me away
these words hurt me
F: I was wondering if I could, um, call you.
A: sure, why not, I'll call you
F: ok, see ya
*video call coming in*
"hey"
"hey, what's up?"
"I wanted to apologize and see your face"
"thanks I know I have a nice face"
"yeah, you really do hahaah"
"well, you're not so bad yourself"
"ssshh you're gonna make me blush"
"what if that's my intention?"
"wait I'm thirsty, I'll be right back".
I put the phone on the bedside table and shortly after I come back with a bottle of water that I put on the floor.
I don't remember, however, putting the phone in a position that takes in the whole body....
"wow you look amazing"
at first I don't understand but then I realize that I'm wearing only a satin tank top and very loose briefs. DAMN IT
I immediately take the phone back in my hand and bring the frame back to my face.
" I'm back."
"are you trying to provocate te?"
"what the hell are you talking about?"
"don't think I didn't see anything, you know"
"I really don't know what you're talking about" I lie, I want to hear him say it.
"so you're telling me that pretty girl with just a black tank top and a nice ass wasn't you? maybe I imagined it"
"you totally imagined it"
"I'm sorry if I said anything bad, I didn't mean to be vulgar."
"If you're masturbating, tell me now so we can end this conversation."
"I'm not masturbating, why should I?"
"the girl with the nice ass, do I'm stupid? You're not the first one to play the nice guy and then ask me for nudes"
"don't tell me you actually did it"
"if I say yes am I a horrible person? I'm so naive, I believe them and then I regret it"
"the horrible people are them, don't say something like that about yourself anymore"
"I still think I am but a little less so, thank you."
"I don't want to pressure you but would you like to maybe meet up tomorrow?"
"Sure, I'd love to."
"uh thank god, I've been thinking all day about how to ask you."
"speaking of that nice ass..."
"what a nasty girl"
"you're the one provoking me, it's not my fault"
"I didn't say I don't like the way the conversation is going"
"you're such a bad boy"
"I don't know if I can go any further, I don't want to run with you"
"with you I can skip a few steps, don't worry"
"are you..."
"god I'm horny"
"Fra I don't want to do something you might regret"
"c'mon relax, don't you like it?"
"I'm starting to think there's no water in that bottle"
"That's true, it's wishky"
"so you're drunk, francesca we can't..."
"ok, I understand...see you tomorrow, what time?"
"11 o'clock is okay? I'll pick you up."
"Perfect, night."
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hi everybody, i know is a pretty short chapter but i promise I'll write big ones