"Aahhhh...open wiiidee...that's it...now swwalloooow... no don't..ugh. great." I said.
I was feeding Jodi while Jungkook and V fed Mason and Luke. Jay had to go out today along with the rest. The triplets are 5 months now, I'm surprised how big and chubby they've gotten. They're my little chubby marshmallows ^^
Jungkook: Noona, Mason isn't hungry.
Mason was crying.
"He likes to be held while he's fed."
Jungkook nodded and picked him up and sat him down on his lap then fed him again.
"See?"
V: Luke is weird!
Jungkook: haha just like you.
"What's wrong?"
V: He's a tease. He acts like he's eating then before you know it he spitting out everything.
"You need to feed him half a spoon."
Jungkook: You really know your kids. They all have a different way of eating.
"Well, yeah. Jodi likes to be on his chair, Mason likes to be held and Luke goes either way but he doesn't eat much."
V: How about bathing them?
"Ugh. Don't even get my started."
Jungkook: Do they cry?
"Luke cries. He hates them. Mason smiles a lot and splashes the water. Jodi freaks out when you pour water on his head so I use a soft towel."
V: How about when they're asleep?
"They all sleep exactly the same. Just like Jay. Haha."
They laughed.
Jungkook: Do they cry during the night?
"Luke is the main one that cries. Making the other two cry. Jay and I both get up and calm them down."
V: Damn. Hyung looks really exhausted.
"I know..I usually tell him I'll do it but he gets outta bed anyways."
Jungkook: It's because hyung is 100% husband material.
"Yeah I definitely agree."
V: Ok Luke is done, I should take out his burps right?
I nodded. V held up Luke and placed him gently against his chest and started to pat his back.
Jungkook: Mason!
"What?" I said.
Jungkook: He got apple sauce all over my shoes! Ugh.
"Gimme him. Take Jodi and do what V's doing."
He nodded. I grabbed Mason and finished feeding him then started to take out his gas as well.
*burp, burp, burp*
We all laughed.
Jungkook: Their burps are so cute!
V: Hush little babies don't you cry uncle Tae Tae is gonna sing you a lullaby!
I giggled. The bell rang I went to answer it.
Jane: Hey!
"What's up! Come in!"
Jane: Aww..this is.. Mason!
"Hm. You can tell them apart?"
Jane: The way you stlye their hair.
I smiled. We walked to the kitchen where the others were.
Jungkook: Jane!
V: Sup.
Jane: Hey guys..heh..training to be dads?
They laughed.
Jungkook: I'm just helping. But I'm gaining skills anyways, they'll come in handy.
V: I love them. -_-
Jane: Damn, okay! Hobie should be back in a few minutes.
"I know. He just texted me."
Jane: So..how's everything. Are you okay?
"Yeah..everythings great. The babies are fine so..I'm good. We're all good."
Jane: Great! Has she ever..tried to get you again or...have they gotten caught?
"The police said they're still searching. But I'm starting to take classes."
Jungkook and V looked at me. I smiled at them and walked Jane to the living room. She offered to hold on to Mason.
Jane: Classes? For what?
"In case I ever encounter anything with Phoebe or Fey."
Jane: Are you nuts?
"I'm doing a smart thing. If anything goes down I have to be prepared!"
Jane: Does Hoseok know about this?
"In a way. We're both taking classes on the low, it was his idea."
Jane: you guys are some crazy parents.
I giggled.
V walked in.
V: Ally..Luke threw up all over me.
Luke was crying. I got up and held him.
"Crap. I'm sorry Tae..uhm go up to my room and change into one of Jay's shirts."
Jungkook: Jodi pulls my hair a lot.
I laughed. "He likes you."
Jane giggled. V ran upstairs, Jungkook and I sat on the couch with Jane.
Jane: I think Mason is the calm one. Am I right?
I smiled. "Yep. Jodi seems like he's gonna be the trouble maker. And Luke seems like he'll be almost like Suga."
We all laughed.
Jungkook: Mason will be mature and free spirited like his dad.
"I think you're absolutely right."
Jane: So Jodi will be like you then!"
I giggled. "Guess so.."
V: Ally!
"What?!" I yelled.
V: COME QUICK!
I handed Luke to Jungkook and ran upstairs.
"What is it?" My eyes widen. V's shirtless.
V: Okay so I'm taking my shirt off and I'm looking for a shirt right?
I can't stop staring at his abs. I nodded.
V: As soon as I turn around my shirt is gone!
"Huh?"
V: It's gone! Poof! Vanished!
"And?"
V: I look out the window and I saw this girl with bright red hair running down the street swinging my shirt in the air! She was screaming!
I laughed out loud. "What? You were frightened because a fan took your shirt?"
V: This isn't funny. She was in here.
I stopped laughing. "That doesn't mean anything."
V: If one girl can get in here with no problem imagine how many more can?
My heart pounded. He's right.
"Are you suggesting we move?"
V: Not exactly. But be way more careful, lock everything. Even windows.
"I will. I'll talk to Jay about higher security."
V: What are you looking at?
I snapped and looked at him. I didn't realize I was still staring at his perfect cut up core.
"N-NOTHING! I'm uhhh.."
The front door slammed shut and I heard the others, I heard Jay laughing.
"I'm gonna go see who just came home, hurry and put on a shirt."
He grabbed my wrist.
V: .........
He gave me the illest glare. "What are you doing?" I said.
He let go and laughed. I gave him a confused look and walked downstairs.
J-Hope: Hey!
I hugged/kissed him. Then I greeted the others.
Jin: Look ^^
He held up a shopping bag. I smiled and looked I in it. My eyes widen.
"You got them more clothes!"
RM: That's nothing check this out.
He held up a big box. It was a baby carriage.
"No way."
Suga: Yeah way, it has built in cameras and a mini TV screen. It's so high tech.
Jungkook: Isn't that a little dangerous?
"Yeah...what if it's raining?"
Jimin: It's completely water proof. And baby proof, it's totally safe.
V: (^-^)
Jane: Nice.
"Lunch is ready. Let's go eat."
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Later that evening, I stepped out to the backyard and sat beside V who was looking up at the stars.
"What are you doing out here by yourself?" I said.
I sat beside him on the steps.
"The night sky is so pretty. Look at the stars, all bright and magical."
"Yeah, this view is something.."
"Do you ever wish things were different?"
"What do you mean?"
"Like..do you ever wish you had done something but you didn't because you were afraid of the outcome?"
"I've done a lot of things and I dealt with outcomes so.. I kinda don't understand you right now."
"Heh. Obviously but.. were you ever in that situation?"
"Yeah. In like..high school.."
"What happened?"
I took a deep breath.
"Gorge Williams."
"Huh?" He was confused.
"He was my high school crush from freshman year to junior year."
"What happened?"
"He was my best friend. Like all time homie, he had his girlfriends though. I never interfered with his relationships, oh but one day. One day we were hanging out at my place and he was talking about how his girlfriend was such a wench."
He giggled.
"He said how she was always bitchy and confusing, so as always I gave him advice about how to be a better type of boyfriend. But one thing led to another and I ended up telling him my feelings for him. And... we were making out.. then he left."
"He left?"
"Yeah.. he vanished like how your shirt did."
"How?"
I sighed.
"After that day we talked and..we almost made it official. But the next day at school, I was mortified, he was still with his girlfriend. He never ignored me but that day he did, like I was stranger, I felt like shit. That night we argued, he told me he'd leave everything for me."
"What did you say?"
"I rejected him."
"Why'd you do that?"
"The way he treated me earlier that day, I was afraid he'd always treat me like that. I was afraid he'd go and tell his friends I'm a wench, or find me annoying. I didn't wanna be a burden to him, I wanted to be his girlfriend. But.. I knew him so well, he'd never change. So I rejected him."
"Damn Ally..that must've been so hard for you.."
"It really was... because I was wrong."
"Huh?"
"I was absolutely wrong. Senior year he dated this girl who was his other close friend. They're married now."
His eyes widen.
"That could've been me but...I'm happy where I am, maybe things just had to be."
"Yeah, you are way happier with us anyways."
I laughed. "Why are you talking about this? Is something wrong? You okay?" I said.
"I've just...I've been thinking a lot.."
"About what? Do you wanna talk about it?"
"Uhm..yeah.."
"What's up?"
"I knew I had feelings for this specific girl but she loved someone else. But I somehow had a chance to get with her but I thought I'd be unsuccessful and push her away...and then one day..I realized I could've had her. But..its way too late now..I love her..and she loves me but not the same way. I'm okay with that, I'm very happy where she's at and as long as I can be near her and help take care of her. Everything is splendid. I only wish I took the chance and made her mine..."
My heart throbbed. I know exactly who he's talking about. "Wow Tae..i don't..know..what to..say.."
"You don't have to say anything." He stared into my eyes. My cheeks feel hot. I got up and walked towards the door. He got up and turned me around, our faces were so close he could kiss me right now.
"I love you...but I'm not gonna hurt you or put you through any chaos..k?" He said in a husky voice.
"Tae..I'm married..I have triplets.." I whispered.
"I know..I'm not gonna do anything...I need you to know that I love you..." he whispered.
This can't be happening, he can't be saying this to me right now.
The door opened and he started tickling me, I bursted out laughing.
J-Hope: Hey..what's going on?
"Hahaha! Stop it....nothing babe we were just admiring the view." I said.
V: Yeah...the view..
Jay looked at me then V, then back at me. I forced a smile.
J-Hope: Everyone is leaving now.
V: Guess I am too..bye Ally..later man see ya tomorrow.
J-Hope: Yeah peace.
He looked at me.
"What?"
J-Hope: I can't admire my wife?
I smiled. "Of course you can." I walked over to him and kissed him.
"I hear the babies crying."
J-Hope: Jane's upstairs with them, its okay.
"No, I have to go check."
I headed upstairs, they're okay, just crying a lot.
Jane: Triplets are ...something.
She passed over Luke.
I giggled. "That's why mama's here! Oh hush baby hush, ssshhh... I'm here."
Luke quietly stopped crying.
Jane: Mason is a heavy sleeper. Look, he's literally drewling
I laughed. Guess he got Jungkooks heavy sleeping trait xD
J-Hope: It takes Jodi a while to stop crying, sssshhhhh....daddy's got ya.
Jane: You guys are so cute! Look at you, being parents. Aww. Okay, I have to go now. I'll stop by tomorrow, later ^^
She hugged me and left. Jay and I placed the babies back in their cribs and got ready for bed.
"They really spoil our kids." I said.
He chuckled. "Yeah, aren't they lucky." He said. He took off his shirt and got into bed with just his boxers. I put on an over sized Tee and stayed in my panties ;)
"Mm..you look good.." he winked at me.
I giggled and got on top of him. He held my hips
"This hasn't happened since..when?" He said.
"Then enjoy it while it lasts.." I whispered.
I leaned down and kissed him, he cupped my face and kissed me back. We started to breath heavy as we slowly undressed each other. He layed me down and hovered over me, he kissed my neck. I let out soft gasps. He entered me, this time it wasn't as gently like other times. This time he did it roughly, like he's waited long for this. I can't blame him, it has been a while. I scratched his back and yelped with each thrust, as he moaned and groaned lightly. I bit my lip.
After we were done, I layed my head on his chest as he ran his fingers through my hair. I stared out the window and looked at the gorgeous view. Tae was right, it is a magical sky haha. I kept repeating what he said, he loves me, but more than just a friend. I appreciate he respects my marriage but, he can't love me.
" naeireun kkumkkudeon deiteu nal
cham yeppeun byeolgwa yeppeun dal
nal bichuneun bit, oneulttara deo
modeun sesangi nal wihan geot gata right?
oneul bammankeumeun Plan Man neol wihaeseoya dalling
manyak sigani neoran jusigiramyeon tujareul haji
neowa ibeul ot choice otjangeul powi
nae mameun noise heunge naneun kossori
ni saenggangman gadeukhaetji harujoengil
oneul bamkkaji ni hwansange jam mot irugetji
hollo"
[TRANS]
"Tomorrow is the date day that I've been dreaming of
The pretty stars and pretty moon
The light they give off makes it seem like
The whole world is for me today right ?
For tonight, I'm Plan Man. For you, darling
If time had you as a stock, I'd invest in it
The clothes I'll wear with you, choice. I siege the closet
My heart makes a noise, my nose that makes a sound
I only had thoughts of you all day
Even till tonight, I probably won't able to sleep alone, due to having imaginations of you"
He rapped to me softly. I smiled and held on to him tighter. I'm right where I wanna be.. slowly I was drifting off to sleep.
*babies crying*
Never mind -(U.U)-
"I got it.." I said.
"No. We got it babe..it's three against two haha." He said.
I giggled and we both walked over to the cribs, I picked up Jodi, he picked up the other two. We smiled at each other. We're one big happy family.
> To be continued..