Kaizer Colton
"Calli please fight for me." That words become a whisper and a whisper before she enter the emergency room. I almost collapsed when I can't see her anymore. The door of the emergency room was closed and I don't what's know going to happen next. Parang masisiraan ako ng ulo.
"Kaizer calm down. Calli will be fine."
"What if not? Asher I will die if she and my child di-"
"Don't say that! Look at me bro, Calli is a strong and brave woman, I saw that after what happened at you. And I'm sure that your child is like her too. Don't think something negative." Asher said but it doesn't calm me. My heart is beating so fast to the point that I can't almost breath because I am so worried as hell.
"Tell me Asher, am I too late?" I seriously said at him. This is all my fault.
"Ano ba kasing nangyari sayo?" Alam kong tatanungin nila ako at hindi ko alam kung magiging valid ba ang dahilan ko.
"I was comatosed for a months and I just woke up that I'm already at the Philippines with Dad." Pag-amin ko sa kanya.
"What? B-But how? All these time ang alam namin ay patay ka na. So ano 'yong bangkay na inilibing namin noon?" Halos sigawan na nya ako at naiintindihan ko sya kung nagagalit sya sa akin.
"Dad told me that he followed me here and h-he saw me burning because of what happened on that race. Nasundan nya ako hanggang dito dahil naghire na si Dad ng mga tao para hanapin ako. Pagkatapos non, pinalabas ni Dad na tuluyan na akong namatay sa pagsabog na 'yon ng walang nakakaalam para maiuwi na nya ako ng Pilipinas at mailayo sa akin si Calli. Not knowing that he will have a grandchild with Calli. He was so furious at that time dahil matagal na pala nya akong hinahanap simula nong...simula nong kinidnapped ko si Calli." Sabi ko sa kanya at nakita ko naman na napatingin sya sa leeg ko kaya agad kong hinawakan 'yon. Halos buong katawan ko ay nagkameron ng malaking peklat dahil sa sunog sa katawan ko at hindi ko iyon naitago dahil umabot ito hanggang sa leeg ko. Almost 70% of my body has a burned scar.
"And then the moment when I woke up after the coma, I was paralyzed because of what happened kaya natagalan ako bago nakabalik at bago ko napapayag si Dad na balikan si Calli at ang anak ko. At that point, akala ko katapusan ko na. I once loose hope pero sa tuwing naaalala ko si Calli at ang magiging anak namin lumalakas ang loob ko. They are the reasons why I'm still breathing. But this is all my fault Asher. Kung sana ay gumaling agad ako nailigtas ko sana agad si Calli at wala sya dito ngayon!"
"I understand. Don't blame yourself Kaizer. Walang may gusto nito at ang mahalaga ay nandito ka na para sa kanya at para sa magiging anak nyo."
"But I can't turn back the time where Calli's in pain. Thinking that I am dead and I abandoned them with my child. I can't imagine how hard she have been through because of me Asher."
"You're right kaya bumawi ka sa kanya. You still have the chance Kaizer." Sabi nito sa akin at tinapik pa ang balikat ko. Napatayo naman ako sa kinauupuan ko nang matanaw ko ang doctor ni Calli. Hindi na ako nakapag-hintay pa at sinalubong ko na sya.
"Doc how's my wife? My child? Are they fine now?"
"I'm sorry Mister but, you need to have a hard decision right here, right now. I know this will going to be tough bu-"
"What do you mean?" Naguguluhan na tanong ko sa kanya. Naramdaman ko naman na hinawakan ako ni Asher dahil nagiging tensyonado nanaman ako.
"You need to decide who you want to save Mister. Your wife is critical and only one of them we can sav-"
"Kaizer!" Pigil sa akin ni Asher nang bigla kong dambahin ang doctor na kaharap namin. How dare him?!
"Save them both! Trabaho nyo 'yon hindi ba? Don't make me choose or else ikaw ang papatayin ko!"
"I'm sorry Mister but we need to make this fast. Your wife is not in a stable condition. You need to decide who you want to save between them now or else, you will both lose them." Halos mabingi ako sa sinabing 'yon ng doctor at hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko na suntukin ang dingding ng hospital na 'yon. Anong klase syang doctor para papiliin ako kung sino ang ililigtas sa mag-ina ko? Sinasabi nya ba sa akin ngayon kung sino ang papatayin ko sa mag-ina ko?!
"You will save them both! Do you understand? You will both save my wife and my child! No one should die between the two of them okay? Did you hear me?!" Galit na galit na sigaw ko sa kanya pero pilit lang sya sa aking inilalayo ni Asher.
"Doctor Berx the patient needs you now. Her vital signs is loosing and we need to rush now. Let's go." Biglang sabi ng nurse na bigla na lang lumapit sa Doctor na kaharap namin ngayon. No! This can't be! I can't bare to loose anyone of them.
"Kaizer decide now please. I know this is so hard for you but the time is running. It's just a matter of time or else parehas silang mawawala sayo!" Tuluyan akong napaluhod doon sa sinabi nya at mahigpit na napakapit sa sarili kong coat. What does it need to be this hard? Alam kong madami akong kasalanan pero bakit hindi na lang ako ang parusahan? Is this my karma already? If this is, can I just die then?
"Kaizer ano ba?!" Sigaw sa akin ni Asher at naramdaman kong hinawakan na nya ako sa kwelyo ko at ipinagwawagwag. Pero tuliro na ang isip ko. This is so hard for me. I don't who should I save between them. Hindi ko kakayanin kung sino man sa kanila ang mawala sa akin.
"Kaizer please! Calli and your child is waiting for you! Tell something now!" Sigaw sa akin ni Asher at hindi na ako makahinga sa sobrang bigat ng nararamdaman ko. Lumapit ako sa doctor na kaharap namin at walang pagdadalawang isip akong lumuhod sa harap nya. Kung madadaan sa pagmamakaawa ko ang lahat para mailigtas sila ay gagawin ko. I never begged to someone but for them, I will definitely do anything.
"I can't bare to loose anyone of them Doc. Please I'm begging you! Try to save them both please! Kung kaylangan kong idonate ang mga sarili kong organs I will definitely give it! If they need a bag of blood I can give mine until my last drop of blood. Just tell me that they will live! Please! I can't bare to loose a wife nor a child. Please I'm begging you Doc please!" Pagmamakaawa ko sa kanya at halos yakapin ko na ang mga binti nya at halikan ang paa nya para gawin nya ang lahat. Hindi ko kayang mamili sa pagitan ng mag-ina ko. Call me shameless or whatever I don't care.
"K-Kaizer."
"I'm sorry Mister but begging in front me has mothing to do. Let's just hope that god will have mercy to the both of them. Let's just pray for a miracle." Seryosong sabi sa akin ng doctor saka ito umalis sa harap ko at bumalik sa emergency room. Naramdaman ko naman na sinundan ni Asher ang doctor bago ito tuluyang makapasok ulit sa loob.
Bakit kaylangang mangyari ang lahat nang ito? Bakit kaylangang pagdaanan ni Calli at ng anak ko ang bagay na ito? Ako ang may kasalanan ng lahat kaya bakit hindi na lang ako?! Of there is god, please let me show some of your mercy. Calli and my child has nothing to do with my sins at you! Bakit hindi na lang ako pagbayarin mo?! Not my wife and my child! Please if you realy exist in my life, please spare thier lives. And I promise, if they leave that emergency room that are still breathing I swear, I will leave anything from behind even my own happiness basta makasama ko lang sila. Calli and our child is the only thing I need to have for my life. At kapag nawala ang isa sa kanila ay mawawalan na rin ako ng silbi.
"Hello? Bonham? What's happening the-" Hindi na natapos ni Asher ang sasabihin nya dahil mabilis ko nang inagaw sa kanya ang telepono nang marinig kong si Bonham 'yon.
"Bonham? What happened? Nahuli nyo ba silang lahat? Tell me that the stupid Empress of Kingsley and Brentt is alrealy in your hands!"
[I'm sorry bro. Brentt's mother is already dead and Brentt, he's critical. I'll talk to you later. We're on the way to the hospital.] Buhay pa talaga si Brentt? Pwes ako ang tatapos sa kanya. Sya ang sumira ng buhay namin ni Calli at hindi ako papayag na mapalampas 'yon.
"Okay. Bring them here in GK Medical Hospital. We're here too. I want to see that Brentt."
[Okay. We'll see you.] Bonham said before he ended up the call.
"What did he say? What about Brentt's mother and Brentt? Nahuli na ba nila sila?"
"Empress Augusta is dead and her son, the bastard is still alive and in a critical condition but nevermind, hindi ko na rin naman pagtatagalin ang paghihirap nya. Isusunod ko na sya sa stupida nyang Nanay."
"Don't tell me?...No no no Kaizer! Don't you dare do something stupid."
"I won't okay? I will just make him quiet forever. Pasalamat pa nga sya at madali ang magiging pagkamatay nya." Naiinis na sabi ko sa kanya dahi totoo naman. Kung tutuusin ay sa kanya lahat nagsimula ang lahat nang ito. Kung sana lamang ay hinayaan na nya kami ni Calli. At hindi lang 'yon, nalaman ko rin na sya ang may pakana kung bakit sumabog ang sinasakyan kong kotse noon. And this time, susunugin ko na sya sa impyerno. Magsama sila ng nanay nya.
"I saw how Brentt cover his own body to cath the bullet that supposed to be for Calli. For one last time, he sacrifice his own life for your wife Kaizer. I know that it wouldn't be enough to pay everything what he did to all of you but atleast look at that. Don't try to do something bad against him Kaizer. Dahil kung gagawin mo 'yon, ano pang pinagkaiba mo sa mga taong kinagagalitan mo ngayon?"
"Kahit saluhin pa nya lahat nang bala kanina hindi ko sya mapapatawad! Sya ang puno't dulo ng lahat nang ito!"
"He just love too much Kaizer. He just love your wife so damn much. To the point that he can do anything just to be with Calli."
"But that's so unfair! Calli and I, we love each other. He almost kill the father of an innocent unborn child because of what he called love! Is that what his love for Calli? Sakit 'yong pinaramdam nya kay Calli hindi pagmamahal! At pati ang anak ko dinamay nya!"
"Maybe your right but think again Kaizer. What you kill him or let's just say that you satisfied yoursef for killing him, may mababago pa ba? Does all the pain will vanished in just one snap? Maiibalik mo ba lahat nang nawala sa inyo? Hindi di ba? This will just cause another big ordeal again between the two of you. Gusto mo bang mapatawan ng First Degree of Punishment? Yung nanay ni Brentt, I'm sure she kill herself dahil alam nya na mapapatawan rin sya ng kamatayan dahil sa nangyari. Sya ang pumatay kay Luna. And look Kaizer, walang naidulot na maganda ang paghihiganti at pagpatay! Do you want to leave your wife and your child again?!" Mahabang sabi sa akin ni Asher at halos idikit na nya ang katawan ko sa pader ng hallway habang hawak kwelyo ko. I understand what he is saying but should I do? I am so mad. Mad untill the last layer of my skin! Gusto kong patayin ang lahat nang nanakit sa mag-ina ko pero bakit hindi ko parin pwede gawin 'yon? Life is so unfair! Bakit ganito? Ano bang nangyari sa aming dalawa?
All I want is just a happy life between me and Calli pero heto kami ngayon nakikipaglaban kay kamatayan. Hanggang kelan ba matatapos ang lahat nang ito? Tell me?!
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