a darker kind of goodbye

By ayooooooowtf

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goodbye
packing (12inches๐Ÿ˜ฉ)
the mall
suprise
leaving
we meet
the party
party p.2
the next day
school
๐Ÿง๐Ÿผโ€โ™€๏ธ
flashbacks๐Ÿ”ช
friends?๐Ÿฅถ
twisted
๐Ÿšdate and party
๐Ÿฆงdumbass
lol.
๐Ÿ˜˜date
date p2
i love you
๐Ÿ’ญrough time
this is my beautiful girlfriend, eva
dont do it
roadtrip
chill
shut up and kiss me
you looking for someone?
confused
bad habits
its hurts my heart
i love you unconditionally

hangout or date?

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By ayooooooowtf

i have never been to michigan so i know absolutley no places there btw

also if there is anything in ( ) that means its me not the actual story

Evas POV:
anna pulled me into the bathroom tbh i thought she was about to kiss me or something but sadly not i really wanna tell anna how i feel

"so do u wanna skip with me?"anna asked

"yea sure"i said

ill probably end up getting in more trouble but idc bc im with anna so its okay

"uh okay just stay by my side and run"she said

we ran out the doors from the side building

we ran to her car bc i think the security saw us and we got in she waited for me to put my seatbelt on.

and she drove but she didnt drive to our neighborhood she went the other way

is anna shumate kidnapping me oh what an honor

"hey boon where are we going"i asked

"oh im taking you somewhere for our date- i mean hangout"she said

she turned her head but i just smiled i kinda wanted it to be a date

"oh okay where?"i asked

"well i have to make a quick stop at target and then ill tell u more details"she said

i just nodded as we made our way to target

she got out and took like 15 mins and came out of the store holding two white plastic bags i wonder what she bought

she brought it to the trunk and layed it there then she went to the drivers seat and got in

she started driving and put hand out for me and we interlocked fingers we drove like this the whole time till we got to dons

"im gonna get us dons bc i know thats your favorite fast food"she said smiling i smiled back

she ordered it and she handed it to me

we started driving somewhere else i started to kinda fall asleep

Annas POV:
i bought lots of snacks for us and right now im driving to this cliff area with the most amazing view ever for the sunset and the im bringing her to a drive in movie after the sunset

im planning on telling her how i feel today so i hope it goes well

we made ourselves to the place and its kinda like my secret hideout i have never told anyone about it and i just come here as like an escape from the world

we kinda have to walk a little till we get there since its behind the trees

"hey eva were here wake up"i said

she woke up and we both got out

"hey where are we theres only trees here"she said

"we have to walk for a couple mins but trust me its worth it"i said

she nodded and i grabbed one the bags from the back of the car and we started walking once we were kinda close i told eva to close her eyes

we walked a little more and finally got there and i layed down this blanket thing and put our snacks on it they view was amazing you could see a waterfall and all these beautiful leaves and plants

"okay open"i said

she opened her eyes and her mouth wide open i think she likes it

"so what do u think?"i said

"its amazing the view is so pretty"she said smiling

"i got us snacks so we can watch the sunset here and then i have one more suprise"i said

"you didnt have to do all this for me anna"she said

"well your very special to me and since the first day we met we instantly connected"i said

she gave me a hug i hugged back obviously

we were hugging for a long time

we finally sat down to watch the sunset

Evas POV:
anna brought me to this place and its gorgoues

we hugged and then we sat down to watch the sunset

i could feel her staring at me

"what are you looking at"i said

"you"she said

"why, arent you gonna watch the pretty view"i said

"your my pretty view"she said

"corny but i love it"i said

she pulled me closer to her i got butterflies in my stomach when she did that

she layed me on her stomach and we interlocked fingers

it felt like we had been there for hours but i never wanted to leave this moment. it was so comfy laying on her while she hugged me.

"hey eva its getting dark i think we should go"she said

ugh i didnt want to leave

"okay "i said

we went to annas car and as we were driving i asked

"hey what is the other suprise"i asked

"well it wouldnt be a suprise if i told you silly"she said

she put her hand on my thigh

i started breathing heavier i was just nervous by her touch but im still getting used to it

i know i can trust her she has been here for me

i still get scared from physical touch

she took her hand off i think she noticed

i grabbed her hand and played with her rings

i put her hand on my thigh so that she knew i liked it

we finally got to where ever we were supposed to be i think its a movie theater

"hi silly were here its a drive in movie theater"she said

"oh okay" i said smiling

we sat in the back of her car. it was pretty big so we had enough space to lay down.

"theres snacks in the bag right there"she said pointing to the snacks

she got me grape koolaid and cookies shes so thoughtful

"come here"she said

i layed next to her not really touching. i like physical touch but i need to learn how to accept it (same here eva i have a love, and  hate relationship with physical touch)

she kept her distance while the movie was about to start playing

the movie was ice age i always heard on tiktok that anna had the best sid the sloth impression so i guess we will see how it goes

the commerials were playing and anna was playing with my rings this time

shes so cute i should tell her

after like 20 mins into the movie anna comes closer to me but i try not to get nervous bc i love her touch

after a while the sid the sloth part came

"no fanks i choosth life"anna said in her sid the sloth voice

she was so cute

Annas POV:
i need to tell her

"hey eva can we talk?"i said

"yea sure whats up"she said

shit i dont even know where to start

"um its about you"i said

"what about me?"she said

here goes nothing

A: okay well eva i developed this like soft spot for you ever since we met and i like you like a lot and i didnt wanna tell you because i didnt want to ruin this amazing friendship we have but its killing me inside not telling you and its okay if you dont feel the same way i probably just ruined everything- i im sorry

E: anna its okay calm down

A: sorry

E: i like you too i thought i was straight but when i met you i knew it wasnt straight and i thought that maybe you just had a flirty personality but i was wrong and i was planning on telling you as well but i guess the feeling is mutual

what a relief

"can we cuddle" i asked

"sure"she said

"hey can i sleepover your house because my mom is home and idk how to come out to her yet"she asked

(oooo sleepover✂️jk ... unless)

"of course. my parents dont come home until this weekend so your good"i said

i really like eva but i feel like before we commit to anything i should be there for eva as a friend till she can fully trust me because i know shes not in the greatest place right now after everything that has happened.

once she has healed maybe we can be together if she wants but for now im not going to rush her so i think we should take it slow.

Evas POV:
damn the anna shumate has a crush on me

i really like her we should probably take it slow since im still not fully ready for a relationship i hope she understands

i really want to kiss her though

"hey anna"i said

"hey eva"she said

i went closer to her we held eye contact till i looked down at her lips and she looked at mine
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sorry for not updating in 5 days ive been writing a bunch more drafts because i was running low

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