It was now 12: 24 p.m.
I haven't slept, ate, nor drank anything
Kai woke up and saw me still smoking
Kai: pls tell me you haven't been doing this since last night
Mya: I wish I could say no.
He snatched all my shit away from me
Mya: wtf man!
Kai: you know what happened last time this happened! I can't let it happen again! He started tearing up
Mya: we don't speak of that anymore...
Kai: well you need to keep it in mind because you almost died because of it.
Mya: pfft whatever
Kai: what happened to nice, soft, smiley Mya?
Mya: she's in a grave. Sorry you didn't make it to her funeral.
Kai: but what caused it?
Mya: my life.
Kai: what in your life?
Mya: everything
Kai: ?
Mya: my mom, Mattia, school, my dad, my whole teenage fucking life.
Kai: you need a therapist. I'm just saying... or maybe... go back to rehab?
Mya: no
Kai: you sure.
Mya: stfu pls
We heard the doorbell ring. Then we heard talking and steps getting closer and closer.
Mya: wtf do you want
M: what happened..
Mya: what do you mean
He looked around my room and his eyes started to water
Kai: I swear I tried to stop her so. It's not my fault. Ya ok 😁
I just stood there with a blank expression
Mya: wtf do you need, Mattia.
M: I- I came to talk about yesterday
Mya: nah. Get out. I began to push out
M: pls just give me one second.
Mya: ok...one. Now get out.
M: I'm being serious pls!
Mya: so am I.
All of a sudden it happened again. My heart, my world, and my brain stopped. I stepped back while stumbling. I started laughing for no reason but quickly stopped. Everything started spinning and my head felt like 100 pounds. I fell to the ground.
Kai: no pls. Not again..
My eyes slowly started to shut I tried to fight my way through but couldn't manage. I woke up and I felt really good for some reason. I was still in my room but on my bed. I saw my mom, dad, Mattia, Kairi, and Alejandro just staring at me
Y/m: oh thank god your up!
Mya: ok?
Y/m: here
Mya: I'm not taking a drug test mom!
Y/m: yes you are.
M: h-hi
Mya: h-hi. I mocked him
They all left but Mattia
M: can we talk?
Mya: fine
M: so yesterday. I was- I wasn't in my best mode. I was just so confused about my feelings and I know I told you, " I love you" which I do but I just got out of an relationship and I'm just confused on if I did the right thing to do that with you so quickly. Plus I didn't know if you liked it that much so...
I started laughing
Mya: are you kidding. That was the best sex I've ever had. Well I've only had it once but still
M: oh mk
Mya: but I can't let you off that easy.
M: I know...
Mya: yeah
M: ig I'll go now.
Mya: bye
M: ...
Mya: what.
M: I just thought you were gonna do one of those things that they do in movies where their like, " wait don't go!" Then they kiss them yk.
Mya: yeah ur so funny but like you can actually go now. Like now.
M: oh ok