5/22/2021
Friday, 3:45.
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*flashback*
10/31/2020
"And thats end of the lesson idiots. Not that any of you rich disappointments were listening anyways" professor Levi said to his half asleep lecture.
"No disrespect sir but that was the most boring shit ever." Ny said to her cousin. She was the only one who could actually bad mouth him without getting they shit rocked.
"Fuck off. Y'all have a good halloween." Levi said taking his glasses off.
"And don't be getting no one pregnant either NOR get pregnant." He said matter-of-factly as he pointed to you and your group of friends.
"He talkin to you bitch nigga." You said to your boyfriend Connie, as he scoffed.
"The only girl I'd ever give a baby too is you mah you know dis." Connie said putting his hand over your shoulder giving you bout a million cheek kisses.
"As if nigga." You said laughing causing your friends to groan.
You and Connie have been dating for almost a year now, after he asked you out on your friends yearly group vacation to Paris. It was so romantic, you ain't ever know this silly Dominican from Brooklyn, New York who has been Perusing you since 9th grade could do something so sweet.
Ain't nothing in the world could put an end to yalls relationship.
"It's colder than Levi when he don't get no dick out here." Ny said wrapping her arm around armins tryna get warm.
"Prolly cause you wearing that piece of cloth you call a shirt, hoe." You said pulling a blunt out as it was below freezing in Chicago round this time of year.
"Okay and? A hoe never gets cold." Ny said confidentially re-applying her lip gloss.
"Who a hoe?" Armin said in that 'try again' tone, giving his jacket to his girl.
"Me when I leave you." Ny mumbled under her breathe running away cause she knew Armin was finna chase her down for that simple statement.
"Them niggas stay wildin." You said as you wrapped your arm around connies waist. "You tryna head back to me and the girls place or yours to get ready for this party eren finna throw later." You said laying your head on connies chest.
"Mine. I love the girls but I wanna be in private with you for a minute." He said looking you in your eye with adoration.
"Bet." You said blushing a lil. "8:30 tonight right?" You said loud enough so everyone could hear as you were walking off to connies car.
"Yuh." They said heading to their respected vehicles, Mae with eren, ny with Armin and so on.
" after you mamaz" Connie said opening your car door, then heading to the drivers seat.
"I love this nigga mayne." You said to yourself watching him jog to his side.
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"Black or white." You said sitting on top of Connie, straddling him with his hands on your thighs.
"Black of course, blm" he said thinking he did something.
"Don't ever do that shit again, just fah that you getting white." You said putting the white face mask onto his face since y'all decided to do some self care before going out.
"I'm just playin mah." He said laughing rubbing your back in comfort. "Cmere" he said motioning you to lower yourself so your faces are just inches away from eachother.
"You know I love you, right?" He said looking goofy cause of his face mask.
"You love me or you love eatin my pwussy." You said enunciating each word.
"Shiii, das a tough question." He said making y'all both laugh.
"But nah Fr. You the best thing that coulda ever happened to me y/n." He said looking straight into your soul.
"And with that being said.... you wanna be my girlfriend." He said switching from serious to laughter
"BOY FUCK YOU!" You said getting off of him to get started on your makeup laughing, since he asks you every day in different fonts if you can be his girl like you weren't already his.
"Nah but Fr bae.." he said pulling you back on his lap with a chuckle, your back facing him causing him to kiss up on your spine making you shiver a little.
between kisses, he looked you straight in the eye through the mirror that was infront of y'all, whispering.
"You my wife Fr."
*flashback over*
" we here, amor." Connie said snapping you out of the daze you were in while on his motorcycle.
"I told you to stop callin me that mixed boy." You said taking off your helmet, fixing your hair.
"And thank you." You said deciding to be a decent human being.
You watched as Connie tipped his head back a little, golden hour catching his golden eyes, skin, jewelry, and freckles just right making him look beyond breath taking.
"Anything for you, wifey." He said making you roll your eyes.
"Ima be just a second, so stay right there and make sure paparazzi don't see you. They stay on our ass." You said fixing your lash.
You speed walked into your studio building knowing that Kendrick was waiting on you to put the finishing touches on his new song.
"Yo y/n ! How you been shawty." Kendrick said dapping you up as you entered the studio outta breath.
"My bad for being late ken, my n- this nigga Connie made me late." you said almost slipping up.
"Mmm, Connie springer? Model for Prada Connie?" He said tryna remember. "Oh yeah! Das my homeboy, how yall holdin up?" He asked.
"We ain't holdin nothing cuhz we just barely friends now." You said putting your headphones on, concentrating.
"Damn, yall was that it couple along with eremae and nymin" he said givin your friends ship names, making you laugh.
"Yuh we were but he fucked up. Bad." You said not wanting to remember that night of halloween.
"Yeah I saw that shit on world star and cnn, that lil party was nothing sweet." He said, lowkey causing your ptsd to act up.
"Ight Kendrick enough of that sad shit and hear this track." You said cutting him off handing him the headphones.
After a couple seconds of the song playing he dapped you up causing both of y'all to get hype.
"Yeah this shit is heat, y/n you one talented muhfucka." He exclaimed as you picked up your belonging about to head out again.
"If you need anything else other than promo on the song just hmu any time." You said giving Kendrick one more hug then heading out the door.
You finally made it to the lobby, about to call Connie when you spotted him across the street entertaining a shorty who was no more than 5 feet and tryna hollah.
You couldn't make out what they was saying of course cause they were across the street but the body language said a lot.
Connie was definitely feeling shawty.
" 'you the only one' my ass." You said under your breathe lowkey heated, cause you told him to wait for you and he couldn't even do just that.
You not feeling this new 'post breakup' Connie at all. And your mad shawty is lowkey getting you jealous.
"Jealousy is for the miserable Ms. y/n." your secretary jiel said as he snuck up behind you.
"You learning how to read minds now ji ?" You said to him laughing as yall both looked at Connie and his plus 1 across the street.
"He ain't shit y/n, das why you should get with a real nigga like me." He said tryna shoot his millionth shot.
"Das the best you got? Maybe next time you said facing him playfully pinching his nose.
"I'll see you at erens party, Ard" you said walking out the building knowing he was watching you walk.
"It's hard being this fine frfr" you said to yourself walking down your building stairs. Now it was just time to get the bum nigga across the street.
"Aye Dominican!" You shouted catching Connie and the girls attention.
"Bring your ass here and take me home Nigga" you said cutting his lil girlfriend up and down since you caught the way she was mean mugging you the whole time.
"Comin' princess." Connie said jogging to you, acting like he wasn't just having a full blown conversation with someone.
" did you Atleast get the girls number ?" You said sarcastically, acting like you cared.
"I'd ask you the same with that lil secretary of yours N/N." He said reciprocating the same energy.
"Nigga- das my work partner." You said wrapping your hands around his waist so you don't fall off the motorcycle.
"And how you know shawty I was talking too, cross the street wasn't a work partner?" He said matching your energy which you hated and he knew that.
"I'm not boutta do this whichu boy, take me home to my girls." You said lowkey agitated.
"Anything for you Ms.celosa."
"I AINT JEALOUS." You said blushing a little, understanding what he called you in Spanish making him laugh at you.
"You so cute." He whispered thinking you ain't hear him but you did.
And you hated that you did.
You refuse to fall for him all over again.
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IK IK YALL I AINT UPDATE THIS JAWN IN A MINUTE, but I promise I'll be more consistent. I just got so many ideas for this book and I'm tryna make it all come together for y'all I promise😩🙏🏾