The Fear Of Love

By WeDoMasterpieces

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Kirishima Eijiro has a huge crush on his blond, explosive, almost unapproachable friend. Bakugo Katsuki isn'... More

Petals
Help is good
The disease
I promise
You're important to him
Heartbroken
It's you
My whole world
You're my everything
My boyfriend

I forgive you!

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By WeDoMasterpieces

"No! No, no, no..." Bakugo hadn't even notice his wet face, tears rolled down his cheeks without stopping. "D-Don't be sorry! It's all okay! I forgive you! K-Kirishima, I forgive you!" Bakugo yelled, squeezing him in his arms and feeling the most painful thing he had ever felt before. It was like if someone was crushing his heart right before his eyes and he could do nothing about it. Like if nothing mattered at this point, like if his whole life was reduced in this horrible moment. Time was going slower, just as Kirishima's breaths unlike Bakugo's heart that was beating faster.

At the moment he heard that weak please it all seemed to become worst, he was about to lose him. He was about to lose Kirishima. Bakugo was shoved away from him. "NO!" He yelled desperately, his vision blurry from tears. Recovery quickly kissed Kirishima's cheeks a couple times using her quirk to make his throat heal a little, also to make his lungs better from the flowers. It was enough for him to breathe a little "we have to take him to the hospital, now!" She yelled and Bakugo got out of his shock to quickly carry him and break the window with a blast, nodding to Recovery and they all ran at the fastest speed outside. Bakugo was flying with his blasts from one hand and Sero carried the rest with his tape on his back, they got to the nearest hospital and they took Kirishima away from his arms placing something on his throat and chest so he could breath.

"Kirishima... Eijiro, please." Bakugo was kneeling by his side grabbing his hands, he had never felt so useless and weak. "Why didn't you told me?" He asked to Sero who had just arrived, Bakugo stood up letting Recovery and the nurses do his work and he grabbed Hanta by the shirt "WHY?! WHY IS HE COUGHING FLOWERS? GODDAMN IT!" Bakugo groaned, his voice breaking at the end of the sentence and he fell to his knees. Sero grabbed his shoulders trying to comfort him since he was hiccuping so aggressively. "it's complicated..."the boy said. "don't tell me that shit now" Katsuki groaned. After a couple minutes, the medics found a way for Kirishima to breathe a little and Katsuki immediately went by his side, grabbing his hands and holding them like if it was all that he had. "Eijiro... Eijiro don't leave me...p-please stay with me".

Once Kiri's cheek were kissed, he started to breath a little better though since his breathing had slowed down before and he couldn't get any breaths in, he was in a complete daze. Everything in the room seemed blurry and sounded oddly muffled. His movement felt and seemed slow but everything else looked so fast. Before he knew it, he was in a hospital and things were being placed on his neck and chest to help him breath. Once he got in some descent breaths things slightly started to get back to normal. He looked around slowly moving his head from side to side hearing mostly his own raspy stuttering breaths as Recovery Girl and the nurses did the most they could to get him to start breathing better at the least. He could hear Bakugo's muffled yelling in the background and had tried to get up but was quickly pushed to lay back down and stay still.

Recovery Girl did all she could but since her quirk used the energy he had left to heal him, she couldn't do very much. He was hooked up to an IV, a heart rate monitor and a device to also monitor his breathing. Kirishima closed his eyes for a moment, just trying to breath and get some oxygen into his system. Though he felt something come beside him and take his hands squeezing them tight. He opened his eyes and slowly slid his head to the side looking at Bakugo with half lidded eyes. He looked down at their hands slowly, then back up to him. Bakugo lifted his gaze when their eyes connected, red against red, so similar but at the same time so different. He managed to get one of his hands free and shakily lifted it up to Bakugo's cheek wiping off his tears and he gave him that smile. The smile he always had when looking at Bakugo or when he wanted to cheer someone up. Sure it was weak, sure he was in pain and was still having slight trouble with his breaths but he didn't want to see Bakugo crying.
Katsuki felt like if the world faded away when Kirishima smiled at him, that beautiful and bright smile that he was starting to realize that made his days better.

"D-Don't c-c-cry, Bakugo... I don't wanna b-be the reason th-that you're upset a-anymore... I'm so... so tired..." Kiri took a breath before letting his hand drop and he once again completely knocked out. His body had definitely been drained of energy.

He couldn't help to cry more when he wiped off his tears, he was just so relieved to see him okay now. "No, Kirishima... I'm just glad that you're awake..." Bakugo said, taking a deep breath and trying to stop his slight hiccuping. The blond widened his eyes when Kirishima fell completely asleep and he quickly ran to Recovery thinking something bad just happened but she patted his back saying it was okay for now. Even if everyone told him to go rest, he stayed by his side while he slept. Denki and Sero also tried but they knocked out in the couch, unable to maintain their eyes open. Today was such an intense day, Bakugo also felt sleepy "there's no way you're getting rid of me, dumbass" he mumbled to Eijiro, taking his hand and grabbing it like if at the moment he let go bad things could happen. Kirishima was out cold. He didn't move, he didn't flinch, he didn't mumble anything unconsciously, he didn't snore, he was just dead silent and as still as a rock. Breathing in and out slowly and as deep as his body was allowing him too. He kept sleeping and sleeping for hours. Katsuki stood by his side all long, looking at the monitor and at his chest that raised and fell with his breathing.

"I know this is all sudden and confusing, I'm sorry things turned out this way" the old lady said while approaching a tired blond. He glanced at her with a tired look and eyes and nose red from crying "I still don't know what the hell is going on and no one tells me anything. I'm done asking..." the blond said in a sigh."Once I heard about this thing, in a book. It has something to do with love, right? Then... who's hurting him?" Thinking about someone crushing Kiri's heart got him angry and he stood up in front of the lady with a menacing look "Tell me who it is and I'll kill them with my bare hands so they stop hurting my Eijiro" Bakugo didn't realized what he said, he was just so mad that one of his hands started making little blasts as he groaned. "Oh hun..." she smiled weakly at him.

If you only knew...

Kirishima finally started to wake up when Bakugo was taking to Recovery Girl. At the moment Kirishima woke up, Recovery Girl and Bakugo snapped their heads towards him. His eyes opened and he groaned, quite quickly making himself go quiet though as the pain he still had in his throat and chest made it unbearable to do anything other than breath. He looked over to Sero and Kaminari passed out on one of the couches in the room and then looked back over to Bakugo and Recovery Girl. He tried to push himself up with a groan but flopped back down on the bed, grabbing onto his chest as this godly awful and painful crow of a cough came from his throat, making it feel like it was burning. He gulped a little which also burnt his throat, Eijiro lifted his hand towards Bakugo and Recovery Girl and in a very very weak and quiet voice he said. "C-Can I h-have something to d-drink?". Bakugo and Recovery seemed attentive to what he was doing and they were about to spill a whole lot of questions when the redhead asked for something to drink with his raspy voice, Bakugo quickly nodded grabbing his own bottle of water that Recovery has brought him hours ago "here" he said, opening it for him and also lifting it towards his lips so he could drink.

His breathing monitor hesitated a bit but his heartbeat stayed the same the IV dripping quietly keeping his body hydrated but he just needed something to drink to sooth the burning pain in his throat from that cough. He had honestly coughed so hard that he lost his voice and it hurt to speak. His lungs still felt a bit tight but he was breathing and that's what mattered. He moved his hand back onto the bed and looked up to the ceiling taking a slow blink. And he spoke once again. "D-Dont w-w-wake Sero and K-K-Kaminari let them s-sleep please... they've d-done so much for me th-they deserve some r-rest."

" it's alright, honey. I will help you with the pain in your throat, and they will be really happy to see that you are awake already." The old lady said, smiling sweetly at him and leaning to give him a long kiss on his forehead using her power so she could relief his pain at least a little bit. " we won't wake up those dumbasses, only because you asked for it." Bakugo mumbled in a low and also raspy tone of voice since he had cried an ocean earlier.

"I'm not an idiot so I know it's hard for you to speak, you could write down how do you feel" Bakugo said, his hand still on Kirishima's. It was like he got used to it and when he realized he stopped holding it and rubbed the back of his neck while looking away "i'm still confused about the fact that you coughed flowers out of your fucking lungs" he said, resting his back on the individual couch he was sitting in. Some nurses got in the room to check on the redhead. His friends, that were still sleeping in the couch started to move by the sound of the people around and slowly woke up. Denki and Sero quickly analyzed the room and sat down, almost running to Kiri's side "oh god, you're alive!" The yellow haired boy hugged and his friend, almost crying of happiness as well as Sero who smiled and grabbed his hand giving it a slight squeeze. "Guys, please remain of squeezing him too much, he's still not in the best state" a nurse said and they nodded. "When's he gonna be better? What's his treatment going to be?" Bakugo asked, Recovery girl gave Eijiro this knowing look and sighed with a kinda sad aura around her

"well..."

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